Heart of Darkness: Fox News Accused Of Malevolent Spying and Harassment On Andrea Tantaros

I can’t cover but a fraction of what passes across my screen or consciousness at The Truth Barrier, but I want to publicly support the women who are exposing the dark underbelly of Fox News. Is it “biased” to state that you “believe every word of it?” No. I don’t think so. I’m well seasoned in […]

Macron and Le Pen: At Least Know This

“At Least Know This,” was a concept my father and I hatched together about 20 years ago, but never “developed.”  I would (and still do) often ask my father–who I did not grow up with– sweeping questions, mostly about World War 2, which he began following closely by short wave radio as a boy in […]

Young, White, And Dead in America: When Will It End?


[Text by Celia Farber] They aren’t trendy, purple haired, tattooed and pierced, gay or transgender, officially oppressed,  or getting triggered on a college campus somewhere; They have no functioning anger to deploy, and if they did, nobody would fake-love them for it. They don’t have that kind of middle or upper middle class political energy. […]

Easter, Not A Huge Success

  Because it struck me on Easter morning, on what would have been my fourth day as a proper Catholic, I was sure it was an attack from Satan personally. I’m self-important that way, in my imagination. I was extremely weak, nauseated, eyes were hard to open or see with,  and I felt like a […]

What Is “Non Violent Communication?” Is It Soft and Infuriating?

I’ve posted about Marshall Rosenberg before, the creator of NVC (Non-Violent Communication) who divided all language into “Jackal” language (dominant, accusatory, carrying deeply concealed needs) and “Giraffe” (deeply hearing, translucent, expressive of needs and feelings, but not to be mistaken for “gentle,” which can also be Jackal in disguise.) Rosenberg used to joke that he […]

Catholicism, Communism, and Back


I walked into my (Jewish) father’s bedroom, where he and his wife were sitting up in bed, watching the news, last night. I had just come from Thursday Night mass, and felt overcome with emotion. I don’t write any of this to alienate or “trigger” any of my atheist readers. I told them I have […]

In Loving Memory: Bently Stratton: Oct 17, 2011-April 10, 2012

“Totally unbeknownst to his mother, Bently received a staggering 13 vaccinations that day, including two triple doses of DTap, Hepatitis B, a polio shot, three oral rotavirus doses, and a pneumococcal pneumonia vaccine. It was all compressed into three shots and one oral dose. It took the nurses half an hour to prepare all the […]

A Searing, Brilliant Summation Of America’s Chemical Vaccine Warfare By Liam Scheff, R.I.P

I had not listened to this before. I am extremely grateful he left behind so many spoken word pieces, like this one, through which he lives on. The way Liam channelled the whole “story,” and everybody in it, and all the angles of the trap, all the countless attacks, and all the ways in which […]

Fifth Victim Of Stockholm Terror Attack Was A Dog Named Iggy


An Irish animal rescue organization called Dogs Aid posted this statement on FB: “We are deeply saddened to learn that one of our dogs was killed in the terrorist attack in Stockholm. Iggy found his beautiful home in Sweden in 2012. R.I.P. beautiful, special boy.” I saw his photo and these words, written by a […]

Home Alone

Staying overnight at my father’s tonight, I imagined Jack reassuring Lewis, as he is five years older. Lewis: She’s not home yet. Jack: She’s fine. She’s probably at Grandpa’s. Remember the snow this morning? Lewis: I’m scared. Jack: Oh for Pete’s sake! Lewis: What is we have no food!? Jack: Have you looked in the […]

Liam Scheff’s Exceptional Journalism: The Story That Almost Brought Down The HIV Murderers


    Liam Scheff has passed away, after a long battle with extreme nerve damage (tinnitus)–described here, leaving his many fans, readers, followers, and friends bereft. He’d been mourning the loss of the love of his life, Helen, for many years, who died suddenly in 2010. I had, like many, recent exchanges with Liam, in which death was […]

Staging The News, Selling The Wars

  Note: I have problems with this video. The production, especially the music is heavy-handed. Rather like…propaganda music. But it opens some very important cans of worms. Who pays for RT? To what end? See what I mean? There is no such thing as non-propaganda anymore, unless you saw it with your own eyes. And […]

A Subtly Heartbreaking Headline About The Trump Family

It is a known phenomenon that fathers will choose one daughter for excessive admiration, leaving the other, or others,  to grow up in a cold, cold shadow. It is one of my pet peeves, fathers who do this. It’s horrid. Trump has done this, to Ivanka and Tiffany. Both are, in very different ways, victims. […]

Read The Indicter Magazine On Syria: Who Are The White Helmets?


      Swedish Medical Associations Says White Helmets Murdered Kids for Fake Gas Attack Videos   [Editor’s Note: I am a contributor to The Indicter, wrote this article for the periodical, know, and trust–utterly– Professor Marcello de Noli who I met while living in Sweden recently. Such trust is intuitive, and rare. I will tell […]

Games Without Frontiers: Perspectives on World War lll, By John Powell

[Note: I will be publishing select comments and submissions from Truth Barrier friends, not as reflections of myself but as reflections of you all, along with other voices on the Internet etc. This first one, by John Powell, was submitted as a comment. CF] Exactly as I predicted, in an analysis posted on Facebook a […]

RT–Strike On Syria: Did Trump Drink Kool-Aid? Does It Makes Sense?

I Don’t Trust Trump, But I Know Who My Friends Were Not [A Facebook Post, To Be Elaborated On]

I don’t trust Donald Trump one iota, but instead of being engineered to “hate” him from the outset, I took my time. During this suspended space, many people I wrongly thought were friends went nuts, became abusive, caustic, morally superior and even abandoned me altogether. I am NOW opposed to Donald Trump, due the Syria […]

Farage Decries EU “Mafia” Tactics, Is Booed, Changes Word To “Gangsters.”

Who Is “He?”

Misery has gotten into everything, like a dust bowl. My neighbor Jim gets into the elevator and says, with a stricken face: “Did you hear what he tweeted this morning?” I said I didn’t. [Except I did.] I smile a little, trying to deflect. I should have asked who he was talking about. I don’t […]

A Feeling For The Organism

In reply to Tom DiFerdinando: “Tom, I resonate powerfully with your statement, “It is next to impossible to overcome the emotional plague alone, because the emotional plague is a social sickness, not an individual one.” Just last night my adult son and I were exploring the source of our deep perpetual sadness, and after listening […]


TIME magazine asks on its cover: Is Truth Dead? I wonder: Is Mercy Dead? A small white plastic bag is stuck on a tree branch outside my window, near the projects. Every day I think it will have blown away but it never has. Will somebody climb up there and remove it eventually? The trouble […]


6:19 am. Lying awake I began hallucinating something about wolves and tried to remember, so I could describe it. My mind has spun out of orbit from trying to hold out hope. Media is a disease and it can’t be cured. If men go in there as men, they become monsters. If women go in […]

Wilhelm Reich: Alone

“This reaction of my closest friends and co-workers to the situation here is exactly the same that has harassed the human race for as much as we can say, 8.000 or 10.000 years, since patriarchy has ruled its destinies and since natural love was extinguished in the newborn infants. I shall not go into that. […]

What They Said: John Powell

Editor’s Note: I re-post here an outtake from a comment by John Powell, who has been with us for many years at The Truth Barrier,  and certainly knows my “armor” and rough sides, which we always manage to overcome. The angry comments (names un-named)  have affected my energy and will, to continue the website, and […]


I have stopped eating, or feeling hunger. I have a brain signal saying: “Go get some food,” but I don’t feel hunger. 3 days now. Yesterday I made some rice and added frozen peas and butter. I ate about 4 fork fulls. “Add some salt,” I said to myself. I did. But it didn’t feel […]

Herzog: “Let Them Fact Check To Their Death”

NUNES: Trump Transition Team WAS Under Surveillance; Did Comey Lie?

“I recently confirmed that on numerous occasions, the intelligence community collected information on U.S. individuals involved in the Trump transition,” Nunes said.   Quoted at InfoWars.com     Freedom Watch: FBI Director Comey Lied To House Intelligence Committee About Surveillance Of Trump Nunes pic.twitter.com/ZZjJPDAIvN — Pamela Moore (@Pamela_Moore13) March 22, 2017

Swedish Singing Duo With Aspergers, ADHD, Threatened by State For Filming Riot: Told To Call Themselves Mentally Impaired, As Instruments Seized And They Face Firing


[BREAKING DEVELOPMENT: 10:22 AM: THEY HAVE NOW BEEN FIRED.They will not get their equipment back.]   A Swedish singing duo– Claes Mård and Nayana Gulstad–filmed a battle between drug gangs [of unknown origin] on March 3, 2017, in the Swedish town of Hallsberg. The gangs were throwing rocks, brandishing weapons, and attacking police cars. Mård’s 17 […]

All Of Society Is A Giant Asch Conformity Experiment: Saker


  “What society had done to me – made me completely powerless – it has also done to you. And just the way it had made me feel like a single lonely nutcase, it made you feel like you were the only one. I most sincerely believe that the real reason for the success of […]

Pharmaceutical Culture Bullies Ban and Harass Film About HIV Positive Healthy 30 Years No Treatment

This is the short history of what happened to the film “Positive Hell” which Truth Barrier readers will have heard about before, in 2016. The film was successfully screened in Queens last weekend and will be screened again today in Harlem, where I will join film maker Joan Shenton in a Q&A afterwards. Free speech […]

Racist SNL Skit Backfires: Alex Jones Reveals How “Entertainment” Is Weaponized

Marshall Rosenberg on Non-Violent Communication: Words Are Windows Or They’re Walls

Why Don’t I Hate Trump?

“The surest, and often the only, way by which a crowd can preserve itself lies in the existence of a second crowd to which it is related. Whether the two crowds confront each other as rivals in a game, or as a serious threat to each other, the sight, or simply the powerful image of […]

VAULT 7: Wikileaks Publishes The Entire Hacking Capacity Of The CIA

  “Still working through the publication, but what @Wikileaks has here is genuinely a big deal. Looks authentic. ” Edward Snowden, Twitter, 8:53 am, March 7., 2017   I’ve been following the mountainous story since it broke this morning–and I went to sleep last night knowing I would wake up to a changed world. We all […]

Somali Journalist Exposes al-Shabaab Recruiting in Sweden: Betrayed By Swedish Ultra PC Media, Returns To Somalia

“We don’t judge anybody.” –Randi Mossige-Norrheim   “This place is more dangerous than Mogadishu.” “What do you mean?” “Here you cannot tell the truth. The truth is kept secret and the people are silenced.” –Amun Abdullahi  

Swedish Psychologist Too Afraid To Reveal Identity Exposes Depths Of Sweden’s Intellectual Tyranny

“Do you realize the absurdity of having to… protect the identity of a psychologist in a Western nation?” “Yeah, it’s embarrassing.”  

Holy War On Human Trafficking and Pedophilia Networks: The Staggering Number Of Arrests In Recent Weeks

“Since the inauguration of Donald Trump on January 20th, 2017, the number of trafficking arrests for human trafficking in 2017 have doubled the total numbers provided for the entire year of 2014 by the Department of Justice. Each individual law enforcement operation has been listed below for reader convenience.”   All the current data is […]


TODAY, 9:30 am EST–   “Activist Robert F. Kennedy and actor Robert De Niro are set to hold a major press conference at the National Press Club Wednesday to discuss the correlation between mercury-containing vaccines and childhood autism. “The event will focus on the announcement of a unique challenge with substantial cash award to the […]

Could The NSA Have Prevented 9/11? The Movie That Will Finally Give Us Answers

  And here is a fascinating article featuring Bill Binney, by Stefania Maurizi, whose 2016 Julian Assange interview was famously distorted by The Guardian.     

Fear In The Age of Trump: Undoing Hypnotic Media-Induced Hysteria, With Byron Katie

What They Said: Rachel Carson

“It is one of the ironies of our time that, while concentrating on the defense of our country against enemies from without, we should be so heedless of those who would destroy it from within.”    

What They Said: Jacques Ellul


“Technique has penetrated the deepest recesses of the human being. The machine tends not only to create a new human environment, but also to modify man’s very essence. The milieu in which he lives is no longer his. He must adapt himself, as though the world were new, to a universe for which he was […]

Women’s March Toward Islam?

Two stunning pieces everybody should read, as we come to terms with the women’s march, its roots, funding, architects, and extremist bedfellows: [Note: Yes, I do realize most women marched spontaneously. That doesn’t change the funding, or ideological fuel, documented in the New York Times piece linked below.] This: “The entire coffee shop gasped in […]

Comic Relief With Steven Crowder

Some Calvinist, I guarantee it, is going to scold me on grounds this is not funny. But I know it’s funny, because I laughed.   This. All. Really. Happened. Undercover tranny at #WomensMarch. @wendydavis, run some background checks, woman! https://t.co/1Yy58wqQZF — Steven Crowder (@scrowder) January 24, 2017

How would MLK Jr. Have Felt About Anti-Trump, BLM, and Disrupt J20?

“After all, some smug, pretentious, solipsistic, raging pseudo-intellectual might castigate and excommunicate you for having jumped aboard the anti-Trump bandwagon (how gauche! how plebian!). And then where would that leave you?” –Mark Harris       “I’M sick and TIRED of violence…I’m TIRED of hate, I’m TIRED of selfishness, I’m TIRED of EVIL. I’m not […]

“What If Our America Is Not Dead, But A Country Waiting To Be Born?”

He Will Not Divide Us

Shia Labeouf maniacally screams "he will not divide us!" in a Trump supporter's face…thereby becoming the physical embodiment of division. pic.twitter.com/vwCUn6acNL — Paul Joseph Watson (@PrisonPlanet) January 22, 2017

Cease Fire

I have never endorsed, whitewashed, nor even addressed what I think of Donald Trump as a human being, given the evidence presented. A common mistake people make is to fill in your blanks when you are still thinking about a thing. I think for a long time and when I have something authentic and original […]

Robert Crumb, On The Myth Of The Counterculture Feminist Man

“The hippie culture of Haight-Ashbury, where it all started for me, was full of men doing nothing all day and expecting women to bring them food. The ‘chick’ had to provide a home for them, cook meals for them, even pay the rent. It was still very much ingrained from the earlier patriarchal mentality of […]

What They Said: Donald Trump

“For too long, a small group in our nation’s Capital has reaped the rewards of government while the people have borne the cost. Washington flourished – but the people did not share in its wealth. Politicians prospered – but the jobs left, and the factories closed. The establishment protected itself, but not the citizens of […]

Saints March In: The Talladega Tornados Are In D.C.

And I am in Sweden, trying to get somebody–anybody–to understand that this is America. This too, is America. The choreography of contradictions, overseen by Our Better Angels, careening screamingly toward a happy ending. Though always, always, some people are so outraged they are calling for The End Of The Nation. But can anybody no matter how […]

What They Said: Julian Assange


Like a move on a chessboard that ends the game, and at the same time encompasses all moves that have been made up to that point, this statement from Julian Assange is everything. I am heartbroken that so many people here have fallen for the ostensible political positions, or outmoded stigmata like the “alt-right,” when […]

Assange Agrees to US Extradition and Prison Time

True to his word, Julian Assange has agreed to be extradited to the US, and serve prison time, in exchange, if need be, for Chelsea Manning’s release. Story here.    

John Pilger’s Brightening, Frightening, Dissenting Voice “The Issue Is Not Trump, It’s Us”

I have lost almost all my friends, but I agree with every word of this brilliant essay by John Pilger.   “The seedbed is Obama’s Weimar Republic, a landscape of endemic poverty, militarized police and barbaric prisons, the consequence of a “market” extremism which, under his presidency, prompted the transfer of US$14 trillion in public […]

Obama Commutes Chelsea Manning

Dr. Brian Hooker On RFK Jr, Trump’s Vaccine Safety Commission, and How To Stay Polite When Fighting Evil


Brian Hooker, PhD, became a household name in 2014 when it came to light that his 12 years of efforts to obtain vaccine safety data from the CDC had resulted in the phone call that changed history. [See Vaxxed trailer below] when CDC Epidemiologist Dr. William Thompson, also known as the CDC Whistleblower, called him […]

Breaking Project Veritas Expose: Radical Groups Plotting To Release Butyric Acid Into Ventilation System At Trump Inaugural Ball

A Far Left Critique of Obama: The President Who Wasn’t There

“Obama is a master of gesture politics, but he tends to flinch in nearly every pitched battle, even when the odds and the public are behind him. His political instincts drive him to seek cover in the middle ground. He is a reflexive compromiser, more Rodney “Can’t We All Just Get Along” King than Reverend […]

What They Said–Paul Murray: “Even with a boorish loudmouthed orange sexist at the helm..”

My good friend Paul Murray, Scottish, South African, cat-whisperer, humanist, vegan, now based in Australia, with his wife Karen and 7 cats, has a way with words, uniquely his.  My own writing often resembles meandering schools of fish by comparison. I’m always negotiating. Whereas Paul can just slam a thing into the wall, when needed. […]

Glenn Greenwald V BBC on Trump Memo, CIA, Russia and Wikileaks

“You know of course, don’t you, that the Iraq war was started because that agency said that Saddam Hussein had weapons of mass destruction and was in alliance with Al Qaeda, something that turned out to be tragically untrue, so of course people would treat those claims skeptically.”   “The problem that people have is […]

Network President Admits To RFK Jr. Pharma Rules TV Content


  “I ate breakfast last week with the president of a network news division and he told me that during non-election years, 70% of the advertising revenues for his news division come from pharmaceutical ads. And if you go on TV any night and watch the network news, you’ll see they become just a vehicle […]

Science Magazine Interviews RFK About Vaccine Safety Commission

Q: When you say “science people,” do you mean experts from the scientific establishment? A: Prominent scientists. Q: Do you mean prominent vaccinologists who believe in the safety and efficacy of today’s vaccines? A: We are going to look for people who have expertise in toxicology, epidemiology, and in public health. Q: When does the […]

RFK Jr. Appointed by Trump To Chair Commission On Vaccine Safety

“Shit, meet fan. Best day for autism activists, perhaps ever.” JB Handley “He’s full of surprises, Donald, isn’t he?” Andrew Wakefield Story here:

Crowds and Power

“Can I ask you something?” he snapped. “What do you think of Donald Trump?” I could say many negative things, but others have that covered. I could say many positive things, but others have that covered. What I question is the question. The presumption that I OWE it anybody to address ONE man instead of […]

New Bombshell From Wikileaks: Nobody in US Government Has Tried To Find Out Who Leaked The DNC Emails

Note: Sometimes  a ‘bombshell’ in journalism is a void–a thing that did not happen. As Obama threatens Russia, Dems and Celebs lead the charge to overturn the election  results due to “Russian hacking,” implore the besieged, bombarded electors, today,  to “do the right thing,”  “be a hero,” and “speak for us all…” we now learn […]

The CIA And The Media: By Carl Bernstein


                “The CIA even ran a formal training program in the 1950s to teach its agents to be journalists. Intelligence officers were “taught to make noises like reporters,” explained a high CIA official, and were then placed in major news organizations with help from management. “These were the […]

What They Said: Barack Obama

Remember? #DNC @RepDWStweets @donnabrazile @HillaryClinton Cheated @BernieSanders in plain sight!#saturdaymorning pic.twitter.com/zKRODzOhzg — Pinball Wizard (@comermd) December 17, 2016

Why Liberals Vote For Fascists, by Paul Glover

“Every society, including ours, contains the seed of fascism, ready to sprout from fear and anger. We were taught after World War 2 that “just following orders” made us “good Germans” but bad Americans. We were taught pride in America’s revolutionary history and our obligation to speak against tyranny. We were taught that obedience to […]

An Elector Recalls Bribes and Death Threats in 2000 Election

Editor’s Note: This piece is about what few of us know, namely how common it is for electors to be harassed, and what forms that harassment takes. It’s also about the concept of “faith” among electors. This two time Republican elector says no electors he has ever encountered have voted against their party. Please limit comments […]

A Letter From A Two Time Member Of The US Electoral College: “…It Would Be The Biggest Political Crime In History…”

[Note, this is from an email correspondence, Dec. 3, 2016, between Celia Farber and Paul Hollrah, following an inquiry about the possibility of an electoral insurrection in the U.S.]       Celia: I find it hard to believe that the Left could ever convince 38 people to become faithless electors… which is what it […]

Voices: “AIDS Wasn’t The First Big Lie But It Was The First Of Its Kind”

“AIDS wasn’t the first ‘big lie’, but it was the first of it’s kind. It became a template which they, the PR people, the drug companies, the propagandists, etc. have used over and over again. AIDS, as far as I’ve known in my lifetime, was the first subject that came along where the mere act […]

Fake News Flashback: AIDS Could Kill More People Than There Are People [US Gov-US Media, 1987–]


“If the spread of AIDS continues at this rate, in 1996 there could be one billion people infected; five years later, hypothetically ten billion people; however the population of the world is only five billion. Could we be facing the threat of extinction during our lifetime? Even before our children are grown?   Theresa Crenshaw, […]

United Nations Backed Assange Details Swedish Rape Falsity To Prosecutors: “I Am Entirely Innocent”

“I am Australian. I am not Swedish. I do not speak Swedish. I have never resided in Sweden. I am entirely innocent. I was already cleared of exactly this allegation in 2010 by the Chief Prosecutor of Stockholm, Eva Finne, who closed the case. During the height of the Pentagon’s conflict with me the following […]

A Prayer For The Inquisitive In Times Of Violent Certainty


“I have a right to be confused about the current state of politics. I have a right to pursue all threads. That doesn’t make me anything but an intellectually curious and open minded person. I refuse to hate myself for having a seeking spirit. I didn’t realize how alienating curiosity is.”     –Alexandra Gatsis […]

The Most Ambitious Attempt At Deconstructing “Pizzagate” and the “Brocktopus” Yet To Surface

  “I would say without any hesitation that he is incapable of recognizing the truth, let alone of telling it,” Christopher Hitchens wrote after reading Brock’s memoir. “The whole book is an exercise in self-love, disguised as an exercise in self-abnegation. How could he, asks the author of himself, have possibly gone on so long […]

Edgar Maddison Welch: No Proof Of False Flag, Some Details Of His Troubled Life

Edgar Maddison Welch surrendering to DC police Dec 4

  It has been widely reported that a 28  year old man from North Carolina named Edgar Maddison Welch entered [controversial DC restaurant] Comet Ping Pong in Washington DC yesterday, Dec 4, at “around” 3 pm with either a gun or a rifle. According to reports and eye witness accounts, he was not concerned with […]

Sections Of Dakota Access Pipeline Denied Permit: Tribal Chairman Thanks All Protesters And Obama

This appears to be straight up fantastic news. NPR Coverage here. The American Transcendentalist in me, and Romantic, wants to say this: Henry David Thoreau’s spirit is hovering all over this and smiling, (if he ever smiled.) The pickled observer in me wants to say: What’s this about re-routing? That worries me. Also, did Obama […]

Dave Weldon is NOT the New CDC Director

I told you late last night that a source close to the vaccine battle posted on FB that Dave Weldon was appointed the new director of the CDC. It’s not accurate. The source who told my source said something that the source misinterpreted and it took off from there. I apologize for jumping the gun, […]

Telegram To The Left: Karl Marx Hated Mexicans, Blacks, Jews and Was A White Supremacist, Like For Real

[Ed: I regret being forced to publish such racist swill but people need to know this. There is a lot more where this came from. ]   “What most people don’t know is that Marx was an out and out racist and anti-Semite. He didn’t think much of Mexicans. Concerning the annexation of California after […]

How We Did It [Colluded With Russia To Create Pedophilia Network Delusion]

“Well, Celia, it seems we’ve been exposed as charlatans. It was a great hoax–thanks in large part to the behind-the-scenes efforts of our Russian handlers. I asked Boris Badenov how they planted similar stories in Norway and Canada about busting pedophile rings; he said: “Better you should not be asking.” What’s even more astounding is […]

A December Morning

Man, what a week. Unpredictable energy popping out of people like popcorn. Rage. Frailty. “Where’s my place in things?” I feel like I’m falling through colors and icebergs and danger and funerals and toys and hidden romances, and there’s a little bit of blood on everything. I hear the sound of breathing and the ghost […]

Great Writing–And Why

As of this morning, my new favorite news website both for trustworthiness and transparent (aka “great”) writing, is www.sofrep.com, billed as “…trusted news and intelligence from special ops veterans.” Some of their ads are for big fat guns that scare me, but I am going to tell you why I like them. I downloaded the […]

Guest Column: Taking Down The Pedophiles


By R.A. Davis   The very fact that we’re learning about Pizzagate indicates they’re being exposed. Given the nature and extent of this curse, it will be a slow process. Central is the fact that taking these people down is synonymous with destroying the entire corrupt Western political, corporate and financial power structure. But it […]

Australian Embryologist Arrested Trying To Buy 6 Year Old For Sex In Los Angeles: “Wanted To Meet Other Pervs” In The US

“Quinn allegedly told agents he was travelling to Los Angeles and wanted to ‘meet up with a dad who shares his young ones’. He explained to the undercover agent he was hoping to meet ‘other pervs’ in the US and agreed to pay a human trafficker to provide him with a child with whom he […]


Raising funds to grow The Truth Barrier, give if you are able, thank you for what you have already given, and small monthly donations are very appreciated. [Have not asked since March!] We’re growing! The PayPal button is in the RIGHT hand side of the site. And below I have pasted the infuriating story from […]

My 2006 Article In Harper’s “Out Of Control: AIDS And The Corruption Of Medical Science”

What happened to my life after this article came out has been unavailable to me, by way of a sonic trauma boom that separated me from it. It eventually came to involve such macabre manifestations of the the whacko kingdom that although it was all happening to and through me, I became utterly disassociated. It seemed […]

Ted Gunderson’s Last Video, and The MacDonald Case In Light Of PizzaGate

Many years ago, I was invited by a fellow journalist to consider the byzantine and seemingly incomprehensibly unjust case of Jeffrey MacDonald, as a comparison study to the rabbit holes of HIV/AIDS. I believe if memory serves I may have interviewed Gunderson. That’s not significant one way or the other, and traumatic events in my own […]

On Mockery

And now I realize, evil’s favorite blocker is mockery. Mockery is the thing people most fear. It is what will afflict you with a thousand wounds when you begin to expose anything significant. If you can endure it, you will be so strong and so free, there’s nothing like it. Cross over– The river is […]

Behind The Curtain At The Normal Factory

“This is all to say that popular discussions of the pathologies of “Trump supporters” have become trite and boring. “Those people” are always depicted through the same phony anthropological prism, as if pundits are examining some inexplicable phenomenon that just suddenly became evident in the material universe. Trump supporters exist in all walks of life […]

Dear PizzaGate Denialists: What is a Pizza in “Poor Health,” and “Not Expected To Survive?”

“We’ve already found a secret memo coming out of the justice department, and they’re now going to go after 12 new perversions. Things like bestiality, polygamy, having sex with little boys, and making that legal…” Tom De Lay (3:42) Update here. Call me crazy, call PizzaGate “a fake,”  but then you have to prove that […]

Comet Pizza Instagram Captures

I watched many “Pizzagate”  videos in recent weeks, with a sensation like a vise closing in on my temples. An otherworldly headache, blurred vision, an inter-cellular sense that all hope of normalcy is forever lost. Nobody knows WTF is going on, but I have to tell you there are millions of dots in my memory […]

NYPD Cop Says Anti Trump Protesters Paid By Soros, Cites “Intel”

The Morning After: Fear, Loathing And The Invisible Economy That Produces It     “History is hard to know, because of all the hired bullshit, but even without being sure of “history” it seems entirely reasonable to think that every now and then the energy of a whole generation comes to a head in a […]

Human Rights Report: Castro Regime Sold Victims’ Blood To Vietcong Prior To Executions


“On May 27, [1966,] 166 Cubans — civilians and members of the military — were executed and submitted to medical procedures of blood extraction of an average of seven pints per person. This blood is sold to Communist Vietnam at a rate of $50 per pint with the dual purpose of obtaining hard currency and […]

Listening To You: Reinaldo Arenas


  “But regardless, if someone is a true writer—not an opportunist who wants to be in favor with the government of the day—that person is always going to be for freedom. Because the simple truth is that without freedom, the writer cannot exist. And the writer who is for freedom is, by definition, not for […]

What They Said: Hillary Clinton

    “Anyone not willing to accept the results of an election is a danger to democracy.”   –Hillary Clinton

How To Make A Miracle When You Think You Have Given Up

  [Note: This is a Facebook post by renowned activist and author  Lisa Joyce Goes, who co-founded Thinking Mom’s Revolution.]   I will be off FB for the holiday weekend. Before I go I have a hard uncomfortable message to deliver. I know it is hard watching me talk about recovery and restoration when you […]

Radical Love Poem

Love   Love means to learn to look at yourself The way one looks at distant things For you are only one thing among many. And whoever sees that way heals his heart, Without knowing it, from various ills— A bird and a tree say to him: Friend. Then he wants to use himself and […]

Why People Don’t ‘Get’ Czeslaw Milosz

  ‘It took place at an evening poetry discussion at the Elliott Bay Book Company in Seattle. It was a meeting devoted to [Miłosz’s] Second Space, which had recently appeared in English. All, and I mean all, of the Americans there were convinced that Miłosz was most likely a postmodern spiritual seeker, probably much like […]

Another Stormy, Intemperate Post On Trump, Homophobia, And Racism

What They Said: James Baldwin

  “I imagine one of the reasons people cling to their hates so stubbornly is because they sense, once hate is gone, they will be forced to deal with pain.”       ― James Baldwin, The Fire Next Time

Come In


            As I came to the edge of the woods, Thrush music — hark! Now if it was dusk outside, Inside it was dark. Too dark in the woods for a bird By sleight of wing To better its perch for the night, Though it still could sing. The last […]

What They Said: Lynn Margulis

“The Gaia [theory] is not, as many claim, that ‘the Earth is a single organism.’ Yet the Earth, in the biological sense, has a body sustained by complex physiological processes. Life is a planetary-level phenomenon and Earth’s surface has been alive for at least 3,000 million years. To me, the human move to take responsibility […]

What They Said: C. G. Jung

    “Loneliness does not come from having no people about one, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to oneself, or from holding certain views which others find inadmissible.”

What They Said: Jon Stewart

“I thought Donald Trump disqualified himself at numerous points. But there is now this idea that anyone who voted for him has to be defined by the worst of his rhetoric. There are guys in my neighborhood who I love, I respect, that I think have incredible qualities – that are not afraid of Mexicans […]

Origins of Left Wing Political Correctness Explained By ex KGB Agent

Please watch this and tell us what you see. It’s not necessary to discuss what you think of InfoWars, but rather, this footage, of American “normal,” today. I am literally hoarse from typing forth my horror on Facebook, and my brain hurts from all the “friends” who think it is I who have gone off […]

This is War: Psychotic Fascist Pods vs. Americans Who Respect Democracy

This Is One Of The Saddest Videos I Have Ever Seen

Oh Thank God, Gay Humor Survived The Rainbow Tyranny

Anonymous: Documents Emerging In Coming Days Demonstrating “…The Largest Coverup In American History.”

I can’t verify or properly weigh the content of this message–but I also don’t consider myself like a parent that has to pre-chew her child’s food. We’re all in this crazy stew together, and nobody should take on airs of being too proud about what they just can’t bring themselves to “believe.”  Many things “on the […]

NYPD Police Chief: “What’s In The Emails Is Staggering, and As A Father, It Turned My Stomach.”

“What’s in the emails is staggering and as a father, it turned my stomach,” the NYPD Chief said. “There is not going to be any Houdini-like escape from what we found. We have copies of everything. We will ship them to Wikileaks or I will personally hold my own press conference if it comes to […]

Julian Assange: “This Is The Most Significant Email In The Whole Collection”

  “There’s an early 2014 email from Hillary Clinton, not so long after she left the State Department, to her campaign manager John Podesta that states ISIL is funded by the governments of Saudi Arabia and Qatar. Now this is the most significant email in the whole collection, and perhaps because Saudi and Qatari money […]

Exclusive Interview With Julian Assange By John Pilger

  John Pilger: Do you take yourself a view of the US election? Do you have a preference for Clinton or Trump? Julian Assange: Donald Trump – what does he represent in the American mind and in the European mind? He represents American “white trash,” deplorable and irredeemable. Basically, the same thing. It means, from […]

What They Said: Alex Jones

“The hashtag #SpiritCooking trended for hours on Twitter Friday following the email chain’s discovery. Clinton-supporters in the media attempted to outright deny or downplay Podesta’s extracurricular activities, claiming such behavior is mundane. The fact that those close to Clinton are engaged in such disturbing rituals should cause concern to any American who doesn’t view carving […]

What They Said: Kurt Vonnegut

“There is a tragic flaw in our Constitution, and I don’t know what can be done to fix it. This is it: Only nut cases want to be president.”

A Middle Of The Night Facebook Post About Offense Taken or Not Taken


5:20 am My feeling is, Political Correctness is a seemingly never ending assault of dirty glass shards thrown at people, and the whole thing is rigged from the get go, so that you can never get them all out. But you do try. Well, I do. I try to be less UN PC.  The prayer […]

What They Said: Michael Moore

Michael Moore is not a Donald Trump supporter, but he is a story teller  and journalist, with powerful talent for hitting heart strings. I just watched this this morning, here in Sweden, and found it breathtaking. Whoever you may vote for on November 8th, at least try not to partake in the classist deformation of […]

Thank You Hungary, Köszönöm

It was 60 years ago today that the Hungarian Revolution broke out on the streets of Budapest, ending in a massacre 12 days later when Soviet tanks came in and crushed it, killing some 2,500 Hungarians. We should all say Thank You Hungary, for the courage you showed, for striking the first blow for freedom […]

“Everyone Has To Watch This”– Undercover Video Exposes DNC Trains and Hires Professional “Grassroots” Agitators

Text: Ginger Taylor “Ok… Everyone has to wach this. Undercover video out today. This is just so horrifing. Hillary Clinton’s campaign and the DNC hire groups to cause trouble outside Trump rallies in front of the media, and be “consultants” to run between the Super PACs and the campaign because they are not legally allowed […]

What They Said: Joan Baez

  “The Nobel Prize for Literature is yet another step towards immortality for Bob Dylan. The rebellious, reclusive, unpredictable artist/composer is exactly where the Nobel Prize for Literature needs to be. His gift with words is unsurpassable. Out of my repertoire spanning 60 years, no songs have been more moving and worthy in their depth, […]

The Brain That Changes Itself

Julian Assange Video Talk, Via Berlin, Live

In honor of Wikileaks 10th Anniversary. Watch live now:

‘Watered-Down’ AIDS Drugs Story Hides the Clinton Foundation’s Worse Crimes Against Humanity


By Elizabeth Ely  The day the report appeared on the “watered-down drugs” that the Clinton Foundation arranged, September 20, to be exact, the meme had already been established. The soundbite, the spin, the propaganda, already lived in that space, “The Daily Caller” having leaked certain findings the night before. U.S. Congresswoman Marsha Blackburn’s staff has […]

The Great Bell Chant (The End Of Suffering)

(Thank you John Carville.)

Do They Advocate Mandatory Vaccination in Sweden?


American progressives have long fetishized everything Swedish as the ideal way of the civilized world. Sweden is also probably the most safety obsessed nation in the world. Since I am half Swedish and have moved back here, I thought to look up Swedish vaccination laws. I was just curious: Do Swedes have any political movements […]

What They Said: Clark Baker


“If the new documentary “Vaxxed” was made by flat-earthers, no one would imagine that NASA would pressure VFF to pan the documentary. What makes this documentary dangerous is that it deals with facts that – when widely understood – erodes confidence in a pathological industry and threatens the credibility of thousands of incompetent doctors, universities, […]

Australian Film Festival Organizers “Personally and Professionally Threatened,” Pull Vaxxed For Fear Of Personal Safety

“A controversial anti-vaccination documentary has been withdrawn from the Castlemaine Local and International Film Festival. The festival committee says it faced a firestorm of abuse after announcing Vaxxed would be included in the October event, and last night issued a statement because some members felt “personally and professionally threatened’’. “This is unacceptable,’’ the statement read. […]

What They Said: Joan Shenton

“What has happened is that the gay community is suppressing anything that could make the wider community question whether or not it isn’t the gay community that is endangering its own people.”   –Joan Shenton [On “London Live” addressing the second forced removal of short documentary about long term HIV positive survivors, “Positive Hell,” from a […]

The Astonishing Healing Power Of The Earth

Dorion Sagan: My Mother’s Love Letters


Finding the Orange Bag: Ghosts, Reality, and the Escape into Life By Dorion Sagan     “It was strange because almost every letter that she had stuffed in the bag—seemingly with a frenetic need simultaneously to preserve and dispose of, to bracket to some impossible future time—was a kind of love letter.”     In […]

What They Said: Karl Ove Knausgård

  “When I started out on Min Kamp, I was so extremely frustrated over my life and my writing. I wanted to write something majestic and grand, something like Hamlet or Moby-Dick, but found myself with this small life—looking after kids, changing diapers, quarreling with my wife, unable to write anything, really. So I started […]

9/11 American National Anthem Buckingham Palace

A Song To Mama

And if your mother, like mine, is already on the other side of the dream, I should warn you this may make you cry.

Film About Survival Without HIV Drugs Removed From Portobello Film Festival After Threats From Buzzfeed

By Elizabeth Ely   In Film Festivals, Who Gets to Tell Their Story?   Joan Shenton and Andi Reiss’ film Positive Hell has again been removed from a film festival–this time the Portobello Film Festival in London. It chronicles five people’s experience following an HIV “diagnosis,” and their choice to exit the HIV/AIDS Pharmceutical State in the […]

Runmarö Diaries


“People try to put us down.”   –Pete Townshend     September 8, 2016   There is one grocery store here on the island, (pictured.) For some reason, it brings out my shame, this store. Not always, but often. It’s a small, well curated, local grocery, and I try to act local. Without fail, I […]

What They Said: J.B. Handley

  “We have a pediatrician up here in Portland, Dr. Paul Thomas, who has made a very interesting and compelling claim. Dr. Thomas claims that by making two simple amendments to the vaccine schedule (not giving Hepatitis B at all and delaying MMR until a child is over the age of 3) he has seen […]

Pray Away The Ugly


“Father forgive them for they know not–” Luke 23:24 (my edit)   My mother used to say, “Pray.” I didn’t know what she meant. We were not a religious family, though we had the following progression: She was born, like most Swedes, Lutheran, her mother converted her to Catholicism at age 8, then she converted […]

The Last Lines Of A Letter

    Perhaps there are some wounds we don’t want to heal. The memory of what we thought was real. That we never found again.   –Kevin Skolnik, [From a letter to Celia Farber, August, 2016]

Happy Birthday Andrew Wakefield (And One Thing You Don’t Know About Him.)


As a much younger, much less war-damaged journalist, I would have been able to live up to en encounter with Andrew Wakefield–would have had all the right questions, and all the wrong ones. This would have been some time between 1989 and 2006. As I always did in those days, I’d be wearing something OAT colored. […]

Letter From My Father,* 4 Days After I Moved To Sweden

  *I don’t mean to be cryptic, I just haven’t had time to explain anything, in a long time. Or post anything.  I’ve left NYC and gone “home,” to Sweden, where I grew up–a tiny island in the Stockholm archipelago called Runmaro, to be exact. Jack and Lewis (my trusted cats) ALSO moved, and the […]

The Silver Linings Candidate: Jill Stein

[Republished from Facebook today] Note: Cherished friend Paul Murray is South African, and lives in Australia. A keen observer of global events and even American politics,  he was deeply affected by an article I shared, about falling in political love with Jill Stein. So he wrote this:   The best thing to have come out […]

A Facebook Post I Just Wrote (Is the United States Over?)

I’m scared! Aren’t you scared? The political situation in the US is so surreal, unthinkable, and violent. We’ve never been more drunk on hate and phobia, disgust and certainty. Who could make any of this up? NOBODY. For starters: An Australian hacker and radical freedom of information activist is working from inside an Ecuadorian safe […]

How To Replenish Dopamine Naturally

During the many years I was lost in the black forest (trauma, aka “depression”) I avidly, obsessively researched ways to increase bio-available dopamine. I watched hundreds of videos, read hundreds of thousands of words, and experimented on myself ceaselessly. I was seeking even a minute of a pain free psyche, or spark of joy. I consider myself […]

How Marilyn Monroe Really Died: The Missing Evidence

What They Said: Etienne de Harven

“HIV is a monstrous hoax.”   —Etienne De Harven

Truth Barrier Belatedly Registers Shock Over Wikileaks DNC Expose

I’m not in the United States right now, and the last few weeks have been marked by many changes. One of them is that I can’t easily access the Internet, and have not kept regular work hours. (I am in the Stockholm archipelago.) I am also not in the company of Americans, so nobody around […]


Standing in the Larsson kitchen on Runmarö, thinking about the word “home,” and wondering what 30 years is, or is not. Why did it seem the other night like I never left, or like we were once again in the beginning? I fend off homesickness for my other home, America, which Åke’s father Bengt pronounces […]

Mercury-Autism Link Called “Not So Crackpot” by The New York Times in 2002

In a 2002 NYT article by journalist, author and vaccine historian Arthur Allen, Dr. Neal Halsey, Director For The Institute of Vaccine Safety, lost confidence in his previous position that ingredients in vaccines did not cause brain damage (autism.) This article was published 14 years ago. (I am only addressing this moment in time, here.) […]

A Divine Drum Track You Need To Re-Appreciate Tonight

If we were forced to give up every other drum track since the dawn of rock and roll to a terrible new dictator, my thinking is, we would each be allowed to keep two. I would keep this one, [Keith Moon, on Going Mobile] and the drum track to Rock Around The Clock by Bill […]

Before The Ice Age, There Was A Keith Moon

It’s Keith Moon week at The Truth Barrier. So is next week. I figured we need a little break from my relentless bludgeoning. So I searched for a clip I longed to watch, of Keith doing such a cute little dance, to this song from Tommy. He was a warm, desperate, brilliant soul, and the […]

Brexit, A Week And A Half Later: Did The Sky Fall?

Editor’s Note: I have spent countless hours since early yesterday trying to de-spook the spooked text formatting of this new article by Stephen Ericson. I even braved the purchase, downloading, and teeth-gnashing enrollment protocols of Microsoft Office 2016, but it was all for naught. The line breaks refuse to behave in the published version. So, […]

Wakefield: 48 NIH, EPA Scientists Migrate To Non-Disastrous Side Of History, Admit Mercury on List of Chemicals That Cause Brain Damage

An alliance of 48 “top scientists” have finally signed their names to the long known reality that “toxic chemicals” cause brain damage in children, including mercury as “prime example” # 6 on the list. In his powerful July 1st talk at the 2nd Annual Health Freedom Rally, Andrew Wakefield identifies the political shapeshifting of the […]

Exchanges: Andrew Wakefield, Polly Tommey, and Sunday Times Reporter

  On July 1, 2016, 6:38:24 AM PDT, Andrew Wakefield received an email. It read:   “Dear Mr. Wakefield, (italics mine) I’m a reporter from the Sunday Times. We intend to publish a story this weekend about supposed treatments for autism, in which you will be named. I wanted to give you an opportunity to […]

What They Said: Lewis Morris

    “Stand upright, speak thy thoughts, declare the truth thou hast, that all may share; Be bold, proclaim it everywhere: They only live who dare.”

What They Said: Dr. Rachael Ross, M.D.

  “I’ve ordered thousands of vaccines in my career as a physician. Until recently I had never considered vaccine injury as more than folklore. And weeks ago I never would’ve believed a story about vaccine injured triplets. The past few weeks have been difficult. I have struggled to make sense of all I have seen […]

The Mountain

I dedicate this one to Michael Specter, of The New Yorker, and Dr. David Gorski. I wouldn’t want to be either of them, as history turns against everything they propagandized, and were paid so well to construct. It simply was not true. They must know that, by now, and it must feel like living a nightmare, […]

Herzog On Ecstatic Truth: “And Facts Do Not Create Truth…They Do Not Create An Illumination”

“This was not a serious bullet.” “It’s something very exhilarating for a man to be shot at, with little success.”  —Werner Herzog

What They Said: Andrew Wakefield

“If you interfere with nature. If you interfere with natural processes that have been established over tens of thousands of years, if you make assumptions about things as collectively sophisticated as viruses, then nature will exact a very very big price. And it won’t necessarily do so immediately. But that’s the way it works. So […]

What They Said: James Baldwin

  “It was absolutely clear that the police would whip you and take you in as long as they could get away with it, and that everyone else—housewives, taxi-drivers, elevator boys, dishwashers, bartenders, lawyers, judges, doctors, and grocers—would never, by the operation of any generous human feeling, cease to use you as an outlet for […]


Minnesota, dusk

  Depart from me, ye evil doers, for I will keep the commandment of my God. Uphold me according unto thy word, that I may live and let me not be ashamed of my hope.   Samech 115: 116

Fuel and Gratitude

The best way to support The Truth Barrier is to make a small recurring donation each month, if you are able to.   Thank you!   CF    

What is Left? Remain Campaign Funded By Big Banks: Goldman Sachs, J.P. Morgan, Morgan Stanley

Hate As Virtue Among The Politically Correct: Essay By Brendan O’Neill

  A superb essay but Brendan O’Neill, on neo-PC acceptable hatred of certain groups of people, such as older generations, Christians, labour (in the UK,) southerners in the U.S. and so forth. O’Neill’s essay: “Who You’re Allowed To Hate,” is a contemporary companion piece to Havel’s An Anatomy Of Hate, but Havel was able to remain […]

When Simple Clarity Seems Like a Diamond In The Sun (this is funny)

Snatched Sanity: A Reasonably Accurate Starting Definition of The EU

It’s summer time so there’s a trend here toward journalism by sea gulling. Like seagulls will grab half a french fry our of your hand at Brighton Beach, I grab comments I like and pin them here. They are not intended to be exhaustive, only impressionistic beginnings. (Actually there is no such thing as a […]

Manufactured Consent and Brexit Hysteria: Is the Dow Really “plummeting?”

This comment on my Facebook page today by TTB contributor Stephen Ericson, felt like a tiny powerful essay in its own right so I mag-pied it.   “I’ve been at my job for 12 years and for 12 years they’ve had CNN on the TV screen when I sit down for breakfast. Not once in that […]

What We Said: British Exit From EU Proves Media Impotent As Propaganda Organ

  My sister Bibi called me earlier today and mentioned how “shocking” it was to hear the wall to wall propaganda of NPR about the importance of Britain’s “Remain” vote, and preserving the EU. Now they’ve moved over to Sky Is Falling rhetoric.  Bibi told me about a documentary about Brexit showing British fishermen who had […]

Chronicles of Tyranny Dressed As Liberalism: “The EU Is Turning Into A Dictatorship.”

“It was devised to make sure that the great mass of the people could not control the government ever again.”   [Thank you to Bibi Farber for sending me this.]  

What They Said: David Cameron’s Resignation Speech After British Vote To Leave EU


1998 ESQUIRE O.J. Simpson Article “Whistling In The Dark,” By Celia Farber


This article about O.J. Simpson’s post trial life was originally published in 1998. Ezra Edelman’s “O.J. Made in America,” 7 1/2 docs-series and  movie on ESPN has stirred up new interest. To read, scroll via the arrows beneath the image. [Thank you Paul Bradicich.]  

What They Said: Arthur Miller

      “All we are is a lot of talking nitrogen.”

What They Said: Amos Oz

“There are lots of women who are attracted to tyrannical men. Like moths to a flame. And there are some women who do not need a hero or even a stormy lover but a friend. Just remember that when you grow up. Steer clear of the tryant lovers, and try to locate the ones who […]

Havel’s Masterpiece: The Anatomy of Hate

Editor’s note: I think this may be the single greatest essay ever written. Nothing else I am aware of is a more comprehensive confession of why and how we succumb to hatred. In today’s climate, we readily make excuses for hate. The media is monetized, organized hate. Politics too. “Science” has become a game of […]

The Truth Barrier: A Short, Devastating Film

Will Hogan Victory Have A Chilling Effect on Sadistic Websites?

Latest stunning developments in the Gawker v Hogan lawsuit, the same day as a Florida judge upheld the verdict and denied Gawker a new trial. From the NYT article: “Mr. Thiel has donated money to the Committee to Protect Journalists and has often talked about protecting freedom of speech. He said he did not believe […]

DeNiro And Weinstein Making Vaccine Movie

Finally, somebody is making sense. The Kool-Aid is not working anymore:   “And they were saying it’s because of the filmmaker and he was discredited, but how was he discredited? By the medical establishment? There’s a lot going on that I still don’t understand, but it makes me question the whole thing, and the whole […]

Come The Rapture


Come the rapture, would someone please inform the prodigal Messiah that I am holding his mail? There is a special shelf in my home reserved for the mail to Jesus. I felt that there should be. Not like a shrine or anything, just some dried roses, a few ceramic nuns playing baseball, an invitation to […]

Love Song to the Smallest Bit of Paradise

              It was easier to love at that time, It was the smallest bit of paradise, no more than a drop of rain that fell as we fished. The ant with her straw did not give up, she is always the same. She gleamed in the sun, she was […]

Was Pan Ambushed by Vaxxed? More Info Emerges About Pan’s Despotic Conduct

Errors are under-rated in journalism. Minor errors are not journalism’s cancer–willful distortions are. Minor errors are more interesting and more complex. For when minor errors are corrected, they are often so fruitfully corrected that it winds up being a good thing you made the error to begin with. My father, a journalist, has many Southern […]

Sheila Lewis Ealey: Voice Of The Broken, Voice Of The Unbroken


“We’ll be fighting in the streets, with our children at our feet.” –Pete Townshend   “Revolutions are times of reversal; those who have been defenseless for so long suddenly find teeth. Their numbers have to make up for the experience in viciousness which they lack.” Elias Canetti, Crowds  and Power,   “Reversal Crowds” pp.58       […]

Abandonment, According To Your Brain

  I woke to feed the cats. I wandered to my desk and punched in a search on “PTSD, Abandonment Rage, Brain Chemistry.” I found a fascinating article on the subject. An outtake: “The emotional volcano of abandonment unleashes a torrent of primal emotions that overwhelm us. Molten lava spews from the rock bottom of […]

What He Said: Conversation With Grandpa

“His Unmistakeable Goodness Dealt Anti-Semitism A Painful Blow.” —Barry Farber   Is the world redeemable? Is there any hope at all? Once a friend, acting teacher and trauma coach David Tawil, emailed me a photograph of a sunflower that grew straight up through a concrete sidewalk in Coney Island, and I laughed through tears. Majestic […]

The Girl In The Poem


  I found this girl on the street a couple of weeks ago, right outside my building. My initial instinct was to  walk past her, because I had no idea what she was. Then I thought I should slow down, and at least look at her. The next thought was: “I’ll never be able to lift […]

Modernity, Political Correctness, And Satanism In Our Midst

“Naturally, I prefer someone who feels but does not write, to someone who writes but does not feel.”   –Marina Tsvetaeva, Art in The Light Of Conscience   “Narcissist,” “sociopath,” “psychopath,” etc are all contemporary words that compensate linguistically for the removal of the old world definition “the devil,” which bothers modern people, and of […]

Skip Tribeca, Go Directly To Hollywood: Wakefield’s Life and Book Optioned By Second Most Successful Hollywood Screenwriter Of All Time

One of Andrew Wakefield’s articles of faith, often stated by him when the matter of his troubles, the tar ball that journalist Brian Deer set upon his life,  is raised, is “It isn’t about me. This isn’t about me.” When asked how he has managed to bear the brunt of the two decade long vilification […]

BREAKING NEWS: Brian Hooker’s Statement On Thompson’s Rumored About Face

                    Editor’s Note: This statement was published today, here, at Focus For Health. Dr. Brian Hooker’s official statement regarding William Thompson April 26, 2016 Brian S. Hooker, Ph.D., P.E. | Science Adviser, Focus For Health     Dr. William Thompson, senior scientist at the Centers for Disease Control […]

CDC MMR Coverup Is To “Watergate” As Lightning Is To The Lightning Bug

(Phrase on loan from Barry Farber) Editor’s note: “Watergate” is just a liberal incantation that means “Daddy and Mommy Washington Post gave me permission to find something in government scandalous and to be appalled.” (But that was the 70s, that was Nixon, and since then, I deem everything a “conspiracy theory.”)

What I Mean by “Vaxxed Fever”

  April 24, 2016, Manhattan Film Festival, Video by Celia Farber

An Elaborate Fraud: How Could One Journalist Create A Monster And Terrorize Open Discussion For 15 Years?

This is the third of a three part series in Age Of Autism, that takes apart the propaganda cloud around Wakefield, Deer, the GMC hearings, and more. This is what fellow editor at AOA Mark Blaxill wrote introducing this (old, now seen through new eyes) series by Dan Olmsted, on FB: “The attack on Andrew […]

UK Press Turns Fair With Tide As Vaccine Injury Denialism Continues To Crumble

This article was called “best article yet,” on Facebook by JB Handley of Generation Rescue, who also pointed out that the chances he would have a brain damaged child today if he had been able to watch the FOX News interview with Wakefield and Tommy in 2002, are 0% I think the days of believing the […]

Principles of Non Violent Communication: “How Come Some People Enjoy Other People’s Suffering?”

Breaking The Sound Barrier

“Chances I’d have a child w/autism if I’d watched this interview in 2002: 0% ” –JB Handley, Generation Rescue ‪#‎autismtimemachine‬

Diaz in Moviemaker Magazine: The Tribeca Precedent Is the End of Festivals As We Know Them and The End of Free Speech

Cinema Libre’s Philippe Diaz has thrown down the gauntlet to the film industry, on life support now after Tribeca’s Jane Rosenthal breached the firewall between filmmakers and industry, by sending VAXXED to members of the medical profession, and setting in motion a wave of manufactured hysteria that caused Robert DeNiro to be forced to drop […]

Arianna Huffington Reinstates Simmens Account Following VAXXED Censorship

This does not solve the “mystery” as to how Simmens’ review violated HuffPo’s guidelines. ARE there “ideological” guidelines for HuffPo? This raises more questions than it answers. But I am intrigued about this development. Perhaps I was too harsh on Huffington Post. Stay tuned. –Celia Farber   Via Facebook, Lance Simmens “To All Following @lancesimmens […]

Watch “Positive Hell,” The Film Banned By The London Not So Independent Film Festival

“Imagine the sudden announcement of a plague and a death sentence with no real science to support it. It doesn’t seem possible, does it?” The Truth Barrier presents here the short award winning documentary film by Andi Reiss and Joan Shenton pulled from the lineup by the London Independent Film Festival, after pharmaceutically supported “AIDS […]

HuffPo Pulls VAXXED review From Veteran Columnist, Blocks His Account, as Vaxxed-Fever Spreads


                  “This is seriously troubling.”     Lance Simmens, author, whistleblower, political veteran,  fracking activist,  and more, went to see Vaxxed: From Coverup To Catastrophe at one of the California screenings, and was moved, enraged, awakened. He wrote a column for The Huffington Post about it, and […]

Half Time


      “There is no such thing as Objective Journalism. The phrase itself is a pompous contradiction in terms.” Hunter S. Thompson   What a beauty that quote is. I went through a phase around 2004, of being almost incapacitated by my sudden awareness of the genius of Hunter S. Thompson, who an ex […]

DeNiro Sets Media Tumbling, Unrepentant About Vaxxed: “Everybody Should See This Film”

    I am writing this in haste. Something enormous happened today: Robert DeNiro went on The Today Show and spoke openly, clearly, and at length about his true feelings about the vaccine catastrophe. “Everybody should see this film,” he said. He even admonished the media for failing to investigate. This is the new media […]

Village Voice–Profiteers of Child Sex Trafficking– Rejects “Vaxxed” Ads


By Stephen Ericson       Anyone following the drama surrounding the film Vaxxed: From Coverup to Catastrophe who was expecting things to finally be settling down, will just have to get used to being disappointed. As anyone following the story has to know, the film was pulled from the Tribeca Film Festival only to find success […]


                  Please find below our latest release. For further information, please contact: Joan Shenton – Tel: 07957 585 515, Email: joanshenton@clara.co.uk Published online with high quality images at http://bit.ly/LIFFaxe April 11, 2016 FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE LONDON FILM FESTIVAL PULLS FILM SCREENING IN LATEST NO-PLATFORMING * London Independent […]

You Tell Me (On The Vanished Post About Vaxxed/Tribeca)

              I know you place your faith in something here, at The Truth Barrier, because you have expressed it. We are in symbiosis–trying to crack this whole unfathomable thing. I get most of my information by way of being willing to not be in control, and not “know” what […]

What They Said: Del Bigtree–“Journalism Is On Its Last Breath”

Here’s what Del Bigtree said when I asked him a question about journalism at the NYC premiere of Vaxxed, April 1. What a third chakra this man has. Absolutely extraordinary.  

March Against Monsanto Joins Forces With VAXXED: “The Most Powerful Documentary Of Our Lifetimes”

I was just informed that March Against Monsanto has one million followers on Facebook. VAXXED: The Documentary That Will Destroy The CDC’s Lies About Autism and Vaccines



aWill Forbes’ Emily Willingham correct her chosen word “fizzled” to describe how Vaxxed: From Coverup to Catastrophe is doing? What will happen next? Will people turn on Pharma-media, demand accuracy? Or will Forbes allow this propaganda travesty to stand uncorrected? How many filmmakers have already boycotted The Tribeca Film Festival? Will they ever recover from […]

Houston Mayor Under Attack By Free Speech Defenders For Censoring VAXXED

The tables are turning on the forces seeking totalitarian control of the vaccine narrative in the culture.

What They Said: Andrew and Carmel Wakefield, on Houston-Gate

Carmel and Andrew Wakefield, GMC Hearings, London

“I’m searching life for observations, nuances, details. Because my interest in life is not the event as such, not war as such, not Chernobyl as such, not suicide as such. What I am interested in is what happens to the human being. How does man behave and react? How much of the biological man is […]

It Boggles The Mind

[Sometimes a comment will impress me so much that I publish it as a stand alone essay. ]                 Reader’s Gold: It Boggles The Mind   “It boggles the mind that the CDC threw out the definitive proof the MMR caused autism (which was retrieved from the trash […]


The following letter was sent to Philippe Diaz, Chairman of  Cinema Libre, Distributor of Vaxxed: From Coverup To Catastrophe, on April 5, at 8:56 am. The situation has now apparently escalated to criminal conduct and extortion. We urge all media to investigate immediately. –Celia Farber, Editor         Dear Philippe~ Good Morning… I wanted […]

What They Said: Werner Herzog

                    “If you’re purely after facts, please buy yourself the phone directory of Manhattan. It has four million times correct facts. But it doesn’t illuminate.”     –Werner Herzog

DeNiro Speaks About Vaxxed: It’s Not Over

In a somewhat candid interview with Fox 5 NY, Robert DeNiro at last addresses the hysteria about the documentary “Vaxxed: From Coverup To Catastrophe” that was pulled from the Tribeca Film Festival in late March.   Fox: Do you have hope to bring it back? DeNiro: I might. I’m thinking about working that out right […]

What They Said: Philip Nelson


            “Manhattan Film Festival strongly feels that part of the role of an independent film festival is to spark debate and give filmmakers a platform. It is not to limit their first amendment right of free speech, nor is it supposed to be the main stream media. Over the weekend […]

“Vaxxed” Foes in NYT, Forbes and More, Grossly Distorted The Story Of Ticket Sales


By Stephen Ericson and Celia Farber                       There is already a Wikipedia page set up attacking the film Vaxxed:  From Coverup To Catastrophe, from all angles– citing lies and distortions, from the usual cast of illegitimate hostile bloggers. It states, for example, under “Premiere” that the film […]

Media Propagandists Willfully Ignore Core Content Of “Vaxxed: From Coverup To Catastrophe”


By Stephen Ericson                     Last night I was able to attend a screening of  Vaxxed: From Cover-Up to Catastrophe, the now famous documentary that was wrongfully kicked out of the Tribeca film festival for reasons not yet completely understood. The writers, producers, stars if you will, of […]

Why Did Salon De-Publish This Article on Arthur Caplan?

    Thank you to Erik Leon for retrieving this for us from the Way Back Machine.*   It is the Sept 2000 article describing the lawsuit against Arthur Caplan, which came up in an earlier Truth Barrier article. The back story can be read here:   From the disappeared Salon article, by Arthur Allen: […]

Paging Dr. Wakefield: One Of Your Critics Quoted By CBS and FOX Was Named As A Defendant In A Wrongful Death, Fraud Case With $33 Million Conflict Of Interest

Jesse Gelsinger

I was going to call it a day, when a piece of particularly distressing Associated Press anti-“Vaxxed” (the movie) propaganda caught my eye–on Fox (Health) News Online  and CBS News online.   The headline was: Medical Community Is Fighting A New Germ: Celebrities.   It managed to be all at once offensive, (actually in a […]

The Mind Cage: An Uncensored History Of the War Against Andrew Wakefield And The Disappeared UK Victims


A New Column: By Martin J. Walker                         In 1995 a lawyer in Norfolk England, began work on a civil claims case against three pharmaceutical companies. Over one and a half thousand parents were claiming for the damage the MMR vaccination had done to […]

The Mind Cage: A New Column By Martin J. Walker


              It was on the morning of March 31, 2016, that I read British investigative author Martin J. Walker’s commentary on an article that was updated and re-posted, in the first days of the crumbling of the great media blackout on the vaccination war and the CDC Whistleblower. This […]

BREAKING NEWS: Cinema Libre To Distribute Vaxxed: “We chose to distribute this film to correct a major issue, which is the suppression of medical data by a governmental agency that may very well be contributing to a significant health crisis.”

VAXXED: FROM COVER-UP TO CATASTROPHE DISTRIBUTOR CINEMA LIBRE STUDIO RESPONDS BY PREMIERING THE FILM FRIDAY 4/1 ANGELIKA FILM CENTER IN NYC     LOS ANGELES, CA (March 29, 2016) Cinema Libre Studio will be distributing Vaxxed: From Cover-Up to Catastrophe, the explosive documentary directed by Andrew Wakefield which was “de-selected” from the Tribeca Film Festival […]

Live To Tell, Part 1: How Dirty Exactly Are Big Pharma’s Tactics? Britain’s Toughest Investigative Writer Brings Back Lost History


                    By Martin J. Walker     The row over Vaxxed: From Coverup To Corruption, has led me to consider my experiences of censorship, apart from attempts to wipe out my book, and I thought I would write a little about the subject as a whole […]

Producer Of Vaxxed: We Must Forgive Robert DeNiro

Minnesota, dusk, ll

                    Robert DeNiro Is Not At Fault For This Disaster   By Polly Tommey   Autism is hard to live with for many families. I know as I am Billy’s mother. Billy is a 19-year-old who had a severe adverse reaction to the MMR vaccine at […]

Easter Greetings: A Passage From Handel’s Messiah

                He was despised Isaiah 53: 3 He is despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief: and we hid as it were our faces from him; he was despised, and we esteemed him not. Isaiah 50: 6 I gave my back to […]

Wakefield: De Niro Spoke With Posey For An Hour


  Andrew Wakefield (Director) and Del Bigtree (Producer) of the recently censored “Vaxxed: From Coverup To Catastrophe” have released this statement.  “Robert De Niro’s original defense of the film happened Friday after a one-hour conversation between De Niro and and Bill Posey, the congressman who has interacted directly and at length with the CDC Whistleblower […]

Tribeca Film Festival Caves In To Pressure: “Vaxxed” Pulled From Schedule


                      The Tribeca Film Festival has pulled “Vaxxed: From Coverup To Catastrophe” from its schedule. The Truth Barrier reached Andrew Wakefield, who confirmed the chilling news. Clearly, they succumbed to monumental pressure, from various powerful entities, some of whom have been named, but it is […]

Easter Eggs

      Friends– Donations are HUGELY  welcomed, to help us grow, thrive, and eventually dominate the media landscape. Some of our recent posts about the CDC Whistleblower are going viral and we are poised to make a big impact. Also, please welcome new Senior Editor, Stephen Ericson, whose debut article I was very proud […]

De Niro To Vaccine Lobby: “You Talking To Me?”

“There’s a whistleblower from the CDC who’s going to come out and say that the CDC had committed fraud on the MMR study, and that they knew that vaccines were actually causing autism.” –Del Bigtree Investigative Medical Journalist, former Producer, “The Doctors.”   Tribeca Film Festival is, as the name suggests, a place where films […]

Avoid Cafes

  The propagandists have now achieved their goals, judging by the young man in a bandana from whom I ordered a hot chocolate. It’s spilling over, the people are like bursting sausages of propaganda. “Crazy times we live in,” he said,” as he began to mix my cocoa. “Some people just so full of hate, […]

Who’s Really Stealing Your Job?

What They Said: Jacques Ellul

                    “We are in the process of seeing the fulfillment of Edgar Allan Poe’s prophecy in which the painter, impassioned by his mistress-model and also by his art, “did not want to see that the colors he spread on his canvas were taken from the cheeks […]

Dead Dissidents: How We Were Wrong


Keep away old man, you won’t fool me You and your history won’t rule me You might have been a fighter, but admit you failed I’m not affected by your blackmail You won’t blackmail me. –Pete Townshend, Slip Kid                         There is an elephant […]

An Open Letter From Cheryl Nagel

Lindsey started ballet at age 4

                  Dec 1., 2015  I am writing this open letter to let everybody know that our daughter, Lindsey has passed away. She was 24 years old, and leaves behind her son Rico Martinez Nagel, who will be 3 in December.   The cause of death was a bacterial […]

Tranströmer Fragment

              “Listen to society’s mechanical self-reproaches the voice of the big fan like the artificial wind in mine tunnels six hundred metres down. Our eyes keep wide open under the bandages If I could at least make them realize that this trembling beneath us means we are on a […]

Tomas Tranströmer, Author Of “The Truth Barrier” Dies


    Our beloved poet Tomas Transtromer–from whose work we took our name– has gone on to “the real party,” as he once called it. Thank you Tomas, for insisting on mystery, magic, beauty, stillness, and majesty, while modernity and sterility raged all around us. You always reached across, with your quiet but warm modesty, […]

America (for John Powell)


        If you encounter the public language of America as an outsider, or somebody whose formative years were elsewhere (mine were in Sweden) you’re struck by a quality that is very difficult to identify. I think about it almost all the time. Just now I think I got it. I want to […]


Betrayal           I always thought I would wear that bracelet to my grave. I thought about it for a moment and then I heard myself say the words, “Yeah that’s for sale.”       –Celia Farber

R. Crumb Speaks Out On The Killings At Charlie Hedbo

Today The New York Observer published an interview I did with Robert Crumb, on Jan 9, about the massacre of 12 people in Paris, including two satirical cartoonists. Special thanks to the late, and greatly missed, Christine Maggiore, who connected me to Mr. Crumb many years ago. He is one of the most vast, patient, […]

How Wolves Bring Life: An Astonishing Short Film

Special thanks to R.A. Davis

Challenging Orac To Determine Authenticity Of Wakefield/Thompson Exchange: Were The Texts Fake?

To my readers: This link must be viewed first, to make sense of the text below, which I posted this evening at Respectful Insolence. It offers the context of this journalistic challenge.     Dr. Gorski, You and your readers have spent an inordinate amount of time and energy speculating about the veracity of the text message […]

CDC Whistleblower Thompson Text Exchange With Mrs. Wakefield: “..Your husband’s career was unjustly damaged…”


“…and this study would have supported his scientific opinion.” (This text was cited in a  previous post but now I offer the JPG of the full exchange.)        


Text message from Dr. William Thompson to Dr. Andy Wakefield

“I apologize again for the price you paid for my dishonesty…” –CDC Whistleblower Dr. William Thompson     The last desperate effort when the CDC whistleblower story broke last week was for the vaccine establishment and media to drive a wedge between Dr. Thompson and Dr. Andrew Wakefield, whose “fraud” (according to British journalist Brian […]

CDC Whistleblower Statement Confirms Data Manipulation Around MMR

This statement was released by Dr. William Thompson through his attorney just now. It is being spun by both sides because it is a mixed bag, with some dog bones for the pro-vaccine set, such as a sudden, oddly placed lecture on how much Dr. Thompson believes in vaccines in general. It seems to me, […]

International Newspaper Dares Report on CDC Whistleblower

Today’s Epoch Times.   Breaking the sound barrier…

CNN Reinstates Two Deleted Stories on CDC Whistleblower After Verifying Veracity

In a remarkable turn of events, after a weekend that included a total of three reports on CDC Whistleblower Dr. William Thompson being deleted from CNN’s iReport page, the first two have been reinstated, presumably following review from CNN. You can see them here, and here. This means de facto that the mainstream media magic carpet […]

CDC Whistleblower Story Again on CNN’s iReport by new Citizen Reporter

UPDATE: It’s been taken down. It was apparently up for two hours, and had garnered 20,000 views and 5,000 shares, before it was deleted.   ‘iReport” at CNN.com is an open, free form page that CNN normally does not vet, or take responsibility for, so this is strange indeed.   —-(Text below was posted a […]

CNN Complicity in Media Blackout of CDC MMR Vaccine Whistleblower Deepens

The Truth Barrier received the following message this evening, providing additional details about the CNN iReport story that was taken down on the morning of Aug 23. .   “I wrote the CNN iReport.  The producer contacted me and wanted to know how I know what I know.  I gave her contact info for Hooker, […]

CNN Complicit in Media Coverup of CDC Whistleblower

CNN is now overtly complicit in the mainstream media blackout of the developing story of CDC whistleblower Dr. William Thompson, who stepped forward and revealed that he had partaken in cooking data attempting to minimize the truth about the toxicity of the MMR vaccine in infants and the increased risk of developing autism.   Yesterday, […]

Breaking News: CDC Whistleblower Escorted off Grounds, Life Believed In Danger

 The Ed Snowden of the Pharmaceutical/Petro-Chemical Industry is here and his name is William W. Thompson.   “A Study by Focus Autism Foundation Finds: CDC Whistleblower Reveals Widespread Manipulation of Scientific Data and Top-Down Pressure on CDC Scientists to Support the Fraudulent Application of Government Policies on Vaccine Safety” —The Liberty Beacon Read more here. Thompson helped […]

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Hope Is The Thing With Feathers


                    I’d just gone in to look for my notepad.  “You can come in,” Rita said, “but this is not a happy time.” One of the sparrows was being lifted from his small cage. “His feet are dead,” Rita said, her sky blue eyes the color […]

Exiting The Trauma Cult: Reflections On The Emergence of Totalitarian Science


      “War against the “denialists.” Nothing more. When you’re in a war, there are no rules. This IS a war, there ARE no rules, and we WILL crush you, one at a time, completely and utterly (at least the most influential ones; foot soldiers like you aren’t worth bothering with. )”   —Weill […]

I Believe O.J. Committed The Murders and I Also Loved Him (And What A High Dose of Prozac Had To Do With It)


As FX ends its series “The People Vs. O.J. Simpson,” tonight, The Truth Barrier brings you some narrative that is a bit different. This is the real story–a more real story– for those who care to know it, and understand it on a level beyond the media’s cartoonish renditions.   The teller of the story is Mike […]

You Will Hear Thunder

    You will hear thunder and remember me, And think: she wanted storms. The rim Of the sky will be the colour of hard crimson, And your heart, as it was then, will be on fire.       [From: You Will Hear Thunder, Anna Ahkmatova]  

Bounce (A Truer Story)


by Liam Scheff                     I’m almost human today, having reverted from whatever maudlin and darkly creative state the world usually extrudes me, into a more wide-open pose. Perhaps it was my intersection with a woman accelerating blindly into the intersection yesterday. I’ll restrain myself from a […]

Quite Simply The Greatest Cat Video Ever Made

My son Jeremy showed me this  sublime video last night. There are thousands of “funny” or even “hiilarious” animal videos on the Internet but few deserve to be called sublime. It could prevent suicides, if it were shown on emergency screens affixed to bridges. It could save marriages. It could replace 10 years of therapy. […]

The Secret (A very short play)

It’s 2018, late fall. Two friends meet in an enclave of Central Park known to contain a sonic dead spot, where conversation can’t be overheard. It’s dusk.    

Poetry: Sandra Cisneros (via Junot Diaz)

One Last Poem For Richard December 24th and we’re through again. This time for good I know because I didn’t throw you out — and anyway we waved. No shoes. No angry doors. We folded clothes and went our separate ways. You left behind that flannel shirt of yours I liked but remembered to take […]

What They Said: Junot Diaz

“The biggest megaphones want to talk about the person on top. They want to talk about the hero, the winner. But the little megaphones, you’re in a library with your librarian, you’re working at the church in the basement, helping folks out, you’re coming in to a home and reading to elderly. There are all […]



In church, today, an elderly couple sat two pews in front of me, a bit apart. They both had short, grey hair. He reached over and stroked the nape of her neck, tenderly. I quickly decided this was happening because they were Christian, so not overcome with the hatred that has consumed men and women. […]

Let Us Now Praise Famous Death Dwarves

I turned to Lester Bangs today to ponder Lou Reed, the totally encrypted enigma of rock who just died, as you probably know. I tried to find the text of Bangs’ legendary interview with Lou Reed from Creem, Let us Now Praise Famous Death Dwarves, , and I found it as a PDF, but WordPress […]

The Crystal


                          I don’t know if you can see the crystal yet. On clear nights when your heart has good reception, when you have managed to push aside your illusions, noise, static, your notions that you were not loved–you can begin to decipher the […]

Discovering The Diamonds of René Char


I am staying in a loft in Bushwick, Brooklyn that has many intriguing books I sometimes pull from the shelves. One that has pierced my heart is “Selected Poems” by renowned French poet René Char, who I never read before. Char is sometimes referred to as a “surrealist” which may be why I was phobic […]

What They Said: Theodore I. Rubin


“I must learn to love the fool in me–the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries. It alone protects me against that utterly self-controlled, masterful tyrant whom I also […]

A Child’s Heart In A Woman’s Body

“Do your thing,” he said, when she said she needed to do something. All of a sudden she did not know what she “needed” to do. She was thinking there was some email she needed to send regarding something she had not done, but she was confused. She wanted to talk to him and ask […]

Truth Barriers [Seed of Novel]

I can try to put it down more or less but you won’t believe a word of it. I want to counsel you to close your eyes, look the other way, or whatever you can to counter the filthy truth-seeking habit that landed me where I am. Forget the truth like you forget nightmares about […]



Anyway I had a goldfish, a common Woolworth’s goldfish, who I brought home in a water filled plastic bag, and somebody, a man named Rick I think, who worked for my father, said it would be safe to place him in a concrete planter on the terrace, filled with water. Everybody is always doing their […]

Touching Hunger–Fiction by Peter S. Kahrmann


Two weeks before she died Mary switched to day shift at Mookie’s Diner. She and Mickey Quinn wanted more time together. Mickey was the day chef. He’d taken the job fourteen months earlier after moving back to the neighborhood. He’d tired of life in the big city; thirteen years was enough.    Life had not been […]

Nushawn Williams Verdict

This afternoon I received this email from OMSJ’s Clark Baker, about the Nushawn Williams Civil Commitment verdict in Buffalo: Nushawn just called me – he said that the jury deliberated for 25 minutes before finding him guilty. I told him that there are a lot of constitutional problems with the law and that we will […]

Can Electron Microscopy Resolve The HIV Battle? An Exclusive Interview with EM Pioneer Dr. Étienne de Harven


I have known Belgian scientist (pathologist and electron microscopist) Dr.  Étienne de Harven since 1993, when he introduced himself to me at a conference, with characteristic graciousness and enthusiasm, clasped my hands, and said he had translated my 1992 SPIN article Fatal Distraction into French. I was of course delighted. I was writing about this […]

Update: Rico Enjoys First Drug Free Days Of His Life: Laughs

Rico and Lindsey

(Update is a copy of a Facebook Post) I spoke with Cheryl Nagel this evening and she updated me on the situation with her grandson Rico, and said I could share it. Rico was seen by several different doctors today. They are anxious to get him back on ARVs but not before he is tested […]

Thought Crime Trial Against Nagel/Martinez Family Adjourned

Courthouse, Austin, MN

Brownsdale, MN This is a short dispatch written to convey the essential facts of what happened on April 1 and 2, in the court case against John Martinez and Lindsey Nagel, parents of Rico Martinez Nagel.  It’s early morning in Brownsdale MN, a very small town near the Iowa border, about two hours from Minneapolis. […]

Indomitable Lynn

Lynn Margulis, Puffers Pond, 2010

Photo by Celia Farber

         By Dorion Sagan           Unlike many, perhaps, she continued to grow and learn until the end. One of the last projects she was involved in was the characterization of the symbiotic bryozoan, Pectinatella magnifica, who, like Lynn, loved to dwell in the possibility of Puffers Pond, the […]

For Profit HIV Forum Abuses, Threatens, and Bans HIV Positive Man Who Posts Naturopath Protocol


CENSORSHIP FROM POZ MAGAZINE – HIV STIGMA WITHIN THE HIV+ COMMUNITY By John Strangis After testing positive on an HIV antibody test, and taking medication for more than a year, I became aware of the dissident perspective on the matter. After carefully comparing the orthodox and dissident sides of the issue, I made the personal […]

Now It’s War: Crowd Fury Rises Against TED Elites For Pulling Sheldrake and Hancock Talks

The Discharge   The most important occurrence within the crowd is the discharge. Before this the crowd does not actually exist; it is the discharge which creates it. This is the moment when all who belong to the crowd get rid of their differences and feel equal.   Elias Canetti, Crowds and Power   The Dissolution […]


As I posted here, (old post at bottom) last week, I created a donation page for The Truth Barrier at GoFundMe, one of the major crowd funding sites. In the first day I raised $450. I was quite surprised to find, last night, that I was getting emails from GoFundMe telling me donors funds had […]

AIDS Industry Defeated As Rico Ends Media Blackout

Christian Fiala

 I want to speak clearly. In the evolution of democracy the first step is this: citizens outside the Party, including writers, should not have to applaud things with which they do not agree. To make anyone do so is unfair and unworthy of man. But to force a writer to do so is to make […]

Rico Home: Mirthless Bolsheviks Who Almost Killed Him Still In Command And Without Remorse


  We are all heartened and  grateful for all the good-hearted people who came here from all over the world this week, and are still coming, to support baby Rico, who as we reported earlier today is HOME. People have been asking:  Do his parents still have to medicate him? The answer is absolutely. It […]

Breaking News: Rico Has Been Released From Hospital


Text from Cheryl Nagel, 2:00 pm EDT, March 8, reads:   “Hey gals, Rico is almost home. ”   “I am standing outside the cafe waiting to get them on film when they arrive. They should be here any minute.”  

High Noon: Peter Duesberg on Rico Martinez Nagel and The Madness At Hand

Dear all – dissident and non-dissident Americans, This is “High Noon” for all of us to save a little baby. We have only time for facts now – the facts of life and biology. The clock is ticking for a little baby on DNA chain-terminators including AZT, just as it was in High Noon. Here […]

Radio Free Rico

Steve Nagel and his grandson, Rico

It has been the most astonishing week, experiencing the enormous reaction from around the world to the plight of little Rico Martinez Nagel, in what seems to be the death-throes of the rogue AIDS machine. Here at TTB,  other blogs,on Facebook, on Twitter, on radio, and even local TV, the outrage, sorrow, and commitment have formed […]

Light Of Corinthians

Lindsey and Rico

  If I speak in the tongues of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing.  If I give […]

War on Life: The Kidnapping And Torture of Rico Martinez Nagel


         “They aren’t gonna quit. It doesn’t end. There can’t be two of them. Can you imagine if Lindsey had a baby after 22 years and the baby lived? Can you imagine? It didn’t happen to Lindsey. It happened to Rico.” Steve Nagel, grandfather of Rico         We’ve kept […]

The Recoil: The Anxiety Of Command (Crowds and Power)

Small Heart


                                –for Jan Jozef Szczepanski       The bullet that I shot at the time of the great war made a circle around the globe and struck me in the back   at the least suitable moment when I […]



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