LGBT CIVIL WAR: #WalkAway Banned As Second Venue Cancels Town Hall, Threaten To Call Police On Straka and Panel

“All the animals, the plants, the minerals, even other kinds of men, are being broken and reassembled every day, to preserve an elite few, who are the loudest to theorize on freedom, but the least free of all.”

― Thomas Pynchon, Gravity’s Rainbow

   “Pride”, on the 50th anniversary of the Stonewall riots, allows no “dissent,” from within its ranks. It has become a new totalitarian cultural movement, not one of “inclusion” but of a comprehensive domination–daring any company, group, school, church, or individual to fail to show allegiance by hoisting its flag. The explosive displays of Rainbow flags seems merely an expression of fear–trying to ward off accusations of “trans-phobia” were anybody to leave any public surface neutral. Most people don’t care that much about other people’s sexual orientation, but in this case, we don’t have that option. We must show constant enthusiasm, even as the very same people who demand our tolerance so often show us hateful intolerance, amidst an ever more tyrannical and even violent atmosphere.

   Amidst a typhoon of rainbows on every imaginable surface, the choices for revelers is merely one of rainbow degree: How and where to wear it best, brandish it most. But what lies beneath the rainbow doctrine, apart from blind allegiance to slogans like “love” “tolerance” “diversity,” etc?

Corporate logos, from Barclay’s Bank to Kellogg‘s, are pooling up with the Rainbow logo, and churches not only have Rainbow flags outside, but at the altar, pushing even the cross to the background.

Call it Totalitarian Rainbow-ism: The rainbow contains all, silences all. You are permitted only to replicate and pollinate it.

  What if LGBT people decided they wanted to speak to one another in a new language? Maybe even one that leans conservative? Well, then the rainbow becomes instantly weaponized as surely as the police clubs used to bash the Stonewall protesters that famous night in the West Village in New York City.

    “To be honest with you, I’m exhausted,” said Brandon Straka, embattled founder of the breakout #WalkAway movement, in an exclusive interview with [Truth Barrier editor Celia Farber] on June 29, the day after yet another LGBT-Walk Away Town Hall event was unceremoniously canceled at the last minute. Last time, it was at the LBGT Center in New York City, this time, a theater in Chicago called Theater Wit.

Only weeks ago, Straka was on the courthouse steps in New York with his two attorneys, announcing a $20 million libel lawsuit filed against the LGBT Center in New York, after they too canceled an event, publishing a dossier falsely accusing members of Straka’s team of being “haters.” The dossier, says Straka, contained false and defamatory claims about the #WalkAway panelists, which include a two gay men, Straka and Harlow, and a transgender woman, Blaire White.

   #WalkAway’s message is essentially an open door for minorities, (gay, black, Jewish, Latino, transgender, etc) former leftists, lifelong Democrats, and others who seek freedom of political discourse, to self-define politically and spiritually. The revolutionary message Straka so brilliantly bottled was that it’s “ok” to “walk away” from abuse, lies, and yes, “hate.” He broke down the wall of silence that existed between the silently suffering and the new patriotic movements–those who were defecting from within the ranks, following Trump era psychoses. And yes, you guessed it—this (being fed up with hate) is now defined as the new “hate.”

   So for the second time this summer, a venue booked #WalkAway for an LGBT “Town Hall,” signed contracts, took their check, and then canceled just before the event, refusing to explain why, and seemingly indifferent to legal repercussions. This is an expression of the contempt reserved for any and all who don’t toe the PC, Marxist, Trump-despising party line: They don’t even deserve answers to why they are being canceled. When the New York City LGBT Center canceled, they didn’t contact Straka-; He learned of it on social media.

    When Brandon and his crew went to do a “walk through” at the Wit Theater the night before the event, they noticed that the mood was hostile, (and the venue dirty.)  None of their emails about chairs, lights and other matters had been answered, and finally, they got a call confirming their worst fears: The were plug was being pulled. “They said, ‘We’re canceling your event. We did some research on you guys,” Straka says.  “But we had told them everything about us, sent them videos of our prior Town Hall Event, and even warned them that there could be blowback. They said not to worry. And then this happens at the last minute, and we are left to walk the streets of Chicago for the next 6 hours, having flown people in from around the country. They just don’t care. It’s insane.”

   On a recorded phone call Straka shared with The Truth Barrier, a manager for the Wit Theater said: “This is a little too close to hate speech for my taste.” Audio here:

   Melissa Robey, from #WalkAway implores: “We are not a hate group. You are clearly looking into this dossier that has been collected stupidly on our panel members…and you’re shutting down our 1st amendment right to free speech.”
He replies icily: “You don’t have 1st amendment eights here at the theater.”

“We just can’t host it,” he continues. “It’s just not going to happen.”  

Robby retorts strongly:  “We have a panel of gay people who want to talk to other gay people about voting behaviors. And because you disagree with that, you’re shutting it down?”

Apparently, yes. Gay people who want to be free to choose their political orientation as well as their sexual orientation stand accused of being “haters,” rather than simply people who are taking a new direction. Most gay conservatives report that this step was way harder to survive than coming out as gay. They are socially annihilated–by the guardians of the gay status quo. (See #WalkAway testimonials on YouTube.)

Additional video Straka provided shows the #WalkAway crew entering the Wit Theater and asking for a civilized dialogue about why their event was canceled. One staffer finally says they saw Straka on the Alex Jones Show and that he felt he was “speaking jibberish.”

“I don’t speak jibberish,” Straka replies.

 Within moments, the Wit Theater staff are asking the #WalkAway crew to leave, accusing them of “trespassing.” 
Trepassing?” Straka cries. “We have a contract!”

“Guys, we pulled the show,” one staffer says, then asks them all to leave or the police will be called.
Videos here:

   In the next few moments of back and forth, the most telling comment comes from a Wit Theater staffer who says: “As a 501c3 group, we’re limited in the political speech we can engage in.” That suggests that their funding is tied directly to their capacity to block inclusiveness of contrary positions. In other words, state-ruled “arts.” Precisely like they did it in the former GDR and other Iron Curtain countries, to eliminate dissent.

Mike Harlow, a gay man who tours with #WalkAway, protests the sexualization of children by the LGBTQ drag lobby. In the confrontation with the Wit Theater staff, he tries, as tensions escalate, to explain that young trans kids are being helped at these #WalkAway events. “We have transgender teenagers crying because they were made to feel so shunned by people, and they were so alone.”

This falls on deaf ears. A robotic response comes, as follows: “I am not convinced that this is a good faith effort to engage the LGBT community in local issues.”

The #WalkAway team implores the theater staff to just watch their New York Town Hall event so they can hear for themselves that there is no “hate” in the #WalkAway movement. They are informed that Mike Harlow “said trans people suffer mental illness,” in a tweet.

“I have never tweeted that in my life,” Harlow says angrily.
He asks them to show him the tweet, and again says he has never tweeted such a thing. No reply comes back. Just, no pun intended, stonewalling.

“Sue us. Call the police. Do what you need to do, but leave,” says a Theater Wit staffer.

Before it is all over, Straka’s recording device is grabbed and turned off, leading him to file charges with the local police for “simple battery.”

Straka calls his lawyer, and the Wit Theater say they can’t say any more without their own lawyer present, and threaten again to call the police if the #WalkAway crew don’t leave. Straka assures them that won’t be necessary. “You don’t need to call the police. We’re going to leave,” he says.

At the eleventh hour, a Chicago woman called the #WalkAway team and offered a venue for their event, at half the price, and with everything already set up. “It was stunning. Just beautiful” Straka said. “These saving graces happen to us. It’s very interesting.”

Called hours before the event was to take place, Straka told The Truth Barrier: “I’m in a tough place in this way, I got to be honest. Caught between rock and a hard place. I am about to tell a room full of LBGT people that there is room for them, that they are wanted in the conservative movement.  Are they? I sometimes feel abandoned by the conservative movement. The things that happen to #WalkAway, this would get tons of coverage if it happened to any other conservative group. We need support. And that includes financial support. People just keep telling us to ‘hang in there.’ And we will–but we are getting hammered by some very vicious forces. It’s like a civil war inside the greater war. “

—Celia Farber

Endnote: Three videos below show what #WalkAway stands for. Genuine tolerance, diversity, and open-mindedness. All value the present day LGBT industrial complex has declared war on. Please consider lending support, financial or otherwise, to #WalkAway, before its too late. Also: Mike Harlow does excellent work exposing the child abuse element in the net-trans/child/drag club kid culture. The third video below shows “Desmond Is Amazing,” the famous drag child from New York, proudly saying he came out as gay at the age of three.

Burgess Owens: “I Used To Be A Democrat Until I Found Out The Misery That That Party Brought To My Race”

Every One Of Them Was Somebody’s Son

2nd Lt Jack Lundberg Lead navigator, US air force, from Woods Cross, Utah 

May 19

Dear Mom, Pop and family,

Now that I am actually here I see that the chances of my returning to all of you are quite slim, therefore I want to write this letter now while I am yet able.

I want you to know how much I love each of you. You mean everything to me and it is the realisation of your love that gives me the courage to continue. Mom and Pop – we have caused you innumerable hardships and sacrifices – sacrifices which you both made readily and gladly that we might get more from life.

I have always determined to show my appreciation to you by enabling you both to have more of the pleasures of life – but this war has prevented my doing so for the past three years. If you receive this letter I shall be unable to fulfil my desires, for I have requested that this letter be forwarded only in the event I do not return.

You have had many times more your share of illness and deaths in the family – still you have continued to exemplify what true parents should. I am sorry to add to your grief – but at all times realise that my thoughts are of you constantly and that I feel that in some small way I am helping to bring this wasteful war to a conclusion.

We of the United States have something to fight for – never more fully have I realised that. There just is no other country with comparable wealth, advancement or standard of living. The USA is worth a sacrifice!

Remember always that I love you each most fervently and I am proud of you. Consider, Mary, my wife, as having taken my place in the family circle and watch over each other.

Love to my family


· Lundberg was killed in action two-and-a-half weeks after D-day, aged 25.

Published in The Guardian,

May 27, 2004

Evidence Of The Demonic? Women Create Fake Identities As Mothers of Autistic Children on FB to Report Parents, Have Them Kidnapped By The State, Hailed As Heroes by Corporate Media


“Reporter Brandy Zadrozny has written an article for NBC News revealing how certain Facebook groups consisting of parents seeking natural cures for their children who suffer with autism have been infiltrated by fake Facebook accounts of people who want to turn in these parents to Child Protective Services (CPS) for the purpose of having their children taken away from them.

While this may appear to be something illegal (and it probably is), Zadrozny seems to present these people who are using fake Facebook accounts as heroes.

Her article has been picked up by many other corporate-sponsored “mainstream” media outlets.

Zadrozny reports that the two woman profiled in her article are “moles” and claim to be mothers of “autistic children.”

They apparently believe that autism is “a condition with no medically known cause or cure” and that it is wrong to seek non-medical cures.

Therefore, they see it as their mission to identify these parents, using fake identities, and attempt to have their children removed from their homes.

To gain entrance to these groups, Eaton and Seigler disguise themselves as desperate parents looking for answers to their child’s autism. Once they’re in, they take screenshots of posts from parents…

Eaton and Seigler research the parents online to determine their identity and location, then send screenshots of the Facebook posts to the local Child Protective Services division…

The pair say they’ve reported over 100 parents since 2016.
Zadrozny’s piece shows what lengths these impostors will go to in order to hunt down these parents of children with autism, many of whom are suffering vaccine injuries.

“The problem is if you manage to get one (Facebook page) knocked down, it reopens the next day but it goes secret,” Dalmayne said.

“So unless you’ve got a good fake profile, which I have, and you’re friends with people in these groups who will tell you where the next secret group has opened, you can’t report them. A lot of them I’m not in and we’ll never know about.”

Read the full article by Brian Shilhavy here.

(Special thanks to Kerri Rivera.)

British Ambassador To China During Tiananmen Square Massacre: “The Number Of Dead Was Really 10,454”

“The bodies were cleared away by bulldozers for incineration and blood was hosed into the gutters. The wounded were raced to hospital in bicycle rickshaws.

While the CPC insisted the massacre was necessary to avoid a “counter-revolutionary riot”, then US president George HW Bush denounced the violence and prime minister Margaret Thatcher said she was “shocked and appalled”.

China officially recorded the number of dead as no more than 300 while the Chinese Red Cross on the ground said it was more like 2,700. But Sir Alan Donald, Britain’s ambassador to China at the time, said the death toll was much higher.

Writing in a contemporary memo that was only declassified in 2017, Sir Alan expressed his belief that the number of dead was really 10,454.”

The Independent UK


To Caravaners

I have been honored to be on John B. Wells’ two programs in the last week–Caravan to Midnight and Ark Midnight.

Both shows were life-changing for me, and I promised to post links to some of the materials I discussed about the AIDS Wars, in those shows.

Here, first is the Harper’s article I discussed: “Out of Control: AIDS And The Corruption of Medical Science.”

I’ll post more as we go. Caravan to Midnight and Ark Midnight are my two favorite shows. John B. Wells is truly amazing–a national treasure.

Welcome (Back) To The Truth Barrier

Today is Saturday, June 1, 2019.


This website has been dormant for many months, but will now be revving up again.


In a few minutes I will be a guest on ARK MIDNIGHT with the legendary John B. Wells, 10:30 pm to 12:00 am, EST.

Tune in at

Yours truly,

Celia Farber

Drawing By Hans Christian Andersen


Julian Assange Is Not A Rapist: Details of Police Report Lays Bare The Madness of Sweden’s Crusade


“Based on Anna’s story, when she called me, she said “we had sex” and that’s what happened, and she made no reference to any kind of assault… She did not want to go to the police. My sense is that she [Ardin] did not experience this as serious, but got pissed off.”
Donald Bostrom, witness
“It is simply amazing how much work this case is generating. It sometimes seems like an industry. It is certainly non stop. Please do not think that the case is being dealt with as just another extradition request.”

Paul Close, Crown Prosecution Service

Full article here:

The Truth Barrier Is Back Online


The Truth Barrier has not been publishing for many months, due to technical complications that seemed insurmountable to me but weren’t at all. All I had to do was focus on it and fix it.


I am glad to be publishing again and I hope to gradually restore the site to the way it was before it crashed and all the design and formatting was lost.

A very important note, going forward:

If my fierce opposition to “the left,” “globalism,” “identity politics,” and/or my growing embracement of Christianity bothers you then this website will bother you. I will no longer, this time, allow tantrums in the comments section. I will always allow discussion, debate, etc but not tantrums seeking to convert me to a leftist or an atheist.

Thank you for respecting the new rules.

–Celia Farber


“Funeral Music,” Geoffrey Hill

from “Funeral Music” by Geoffrey Hill:


Not as we are but as we must appear,
Contractual ghosts of pity; not as we
Desire life but as they would have us live,
Set apart in timeless colloquy.
So it is required; so we bear witness,
Despite ourselves, to what is beyond us,
Each distant sphere of harmony forever
Poised, unanswerable. If it is without
Consequence when we vaunt and suffer, or
If it is not, all echoes are the same
In such eternity. Then tell me, love,
How that should comfort us—or anyone
Dragged half-unnerved out of this worldly place,
Crying to the end ‘I have not finished’.


(Sent to Truth Barrier editor Celia Farber by Mark Harris–thank you Mark.)


Before The End Of Feelings


A Moment



The field where my brother died–

I’ve walked there since.

Weeds and grasses, some chicory

stalks; no trace of the scene

I can still see: a father

and his sons bent above a deer they’d shot,

then screams and shouts.


Always I arrive too late

to take the rifle

from the boy I was,

too late to warn him

of what he can’t imagine:

how quickly people vanish;

how one moment you’re standing

shoulder to shoulder,

the next you’re alone in a field.

–Gregory Orr


You Go To Burning Man; I’ll Stay Home

Everything in  my being and soul rejects this supposedly “liberating” event, which I’ve been told for years I “must” attend.

It has always repelled and frightened me. In addition, like all things Luciferian, it strikes me as dull, tedious, and pointless.

What narcissism. What a load of bollocks. 

The 7 Word Kanye West Tweet That Is Bringing About A Berlin Wall Moment In The US Around Freedom Of Thought

If Candace Owen is not “evil,” or “right wing,” then what hope is there for the coherence of the media’s hate symphony? Will Kanye now be retro-fitted as evil or right wing? Will “crazy” work? Probably not. Seems like Game Over, to me. Bear in mind, for propaganda to succeed, there must be NO interruptions of message. No hiccups. No deviations. Kanye is  doing what a real artist does, which is disrupt established patterns of conformist, consensus “reality.” Nobody should be surprised. There were indications long ago, that he was not hammered into place, had not surrendered his voice. Was in control of his own mind, though it was clearly an epic battle.

His Twitter feed is suddenly America’s Berlin Wall. And we are all heading over, or are there already. Birds too, are flocking there. And some people thought to bring champagne. What is being celebrated?

The survival of independent thought.

You Were Always Waiting For This Moment To Arise

The sound of a bird I had never heard before. I didn’t even know for sure if it was a bird. It was calling–Ceeaw! Ceeaw! Ceeaw! and I stopped short. I looked out at the fire escape. The window was open on the bottom. I stood on high alert, felt this was a meeting, and an important one.

“I hear you, but I don’t see you,” I said.

Then he showed himself, flew up on the the railing, as I gasped. He looked at me, then flew off. A magnificent Bluejay. It felt personal, that he had come booming out of the cold milky Manhattan sky to my fire escape, just as I stood there, to tell me something, just at the last moment of bearability. And I got it.

“Thank you,” I whispered.

A radiating warmth filled my consciousness, and for the first time in so very long, the fear was gone.

“Please come back,” I said.

The next day, today, I heard him again, calling to me. I raced to the kitchen window and he did the same thing. Looked at me, then flew off in such a perfect curved arc, his blue-black wings so perfect and striking. In all our years of feeding the birds on the fire escape, I’d never seen any other bird but pigeons and brown doves. (Whom I love.)

I told Dean, who is teaching me how to pray: I got two signs.

“Don’t secularize them,” he wrote.

I never doubted this bird for a moment. He came to give me a message. Twice. I was so moved. I began waiting for him, by the window. Why did I know he would return. I was out of seeds and there as no food in it for him.

“Live!” he cried. “You must live!”

He knew I was choking to death on ugly modernity, and that I had committed the sin of despair in recent days.

“Look at me,” he said. “I’m the truth.”

(It would have been funny if he said, “Forget Twitter,” but he didn’t. I don’t think my majestic friend would ever say “Twitter.”)

It was only when I thought of him that I felt a spark of hope.

Then I heard him again, late this afternoon. I dashed to the window and saw him yet again. Three visits, in two days. Tears came into my eyes.

I held onto the bars of the window gate and looked at the sky where he had flown off.

Three visits. I wondered why he seemed so familiar. The way he needed to get ahold of me. Just like Guy used to sound on the phone.

“Guy?” I said. “Is that you?”

Guy Alexis Obolensky.

He always said I had to make it. I had to do my work again. I had to write, and that we both had to survive this cruel age. At the very least, survive the winter, so he could re-build the machine in the spring.

The last time he called me I was on another call.

His death broke me. I lay on my back sobbing and unable to move when I got the text from John.

All winter–fossilized by grief. Nothing mattered, not The Truth Barrier–nothing.

When I publish a piece called “The Machine Whisperer,” you will know who he was.

I told him over and over that he could not leave me here alone.

Also, in life, he came flying in like that, in blue, in his famous blue smock. He shook my hand so warmly. It was the beginning of the most important friendship of my life.  A gift I did not deserve.

If the bird does not come back, I will remember him, and his message, to be brave, and good. As he is.

Mark Zuckerberg’s Banality Of Evil: Evasion and Passive Aggression

How then, do you know “evil?”

Thank you for asking.

One of the characteristics of a person who has become overtaken by mass demonic persuasion of some sort, is that they can’t answer a question. This is the penultimate passive aggressive weapon.

What does it mean, then to answer a question?

That you answer the question, not the shell of the question, or some insignificant fragment of the question. That you answer the soul of the question, with your soul of an answer.

This is the strongest evidence I have seen for the “Zuckerberg Is A Robot,” conspiracy theory.

Listen to Senator Durbin’s question, then Mark Zuckerberg’s “answer.”

I suppose if Mr. Zuckerberg were speaking to a wall of machine, wires, computer code, that might pass for an answer. It’s not a dialogue between two human beings though. Only one–

Next Trans Movement: Synthetic Humans, Holograms, And Chimeras: The Marketing Of Eternal Death As Eternal Life

“It is true, we shall be monsters, cut off from all the world; but on that account we shall be more attached to one another.”

― Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley,



“Beloved, let us love one another, for love is from God, and whoever loves has been born of God and knows God. Anyone who does not love does not know God, because God is love.”

1 John 4:7-8


Coordinated Warning Of Fake News Campaign At Sinclair Shocks The Public

It gets creepier every time I watch it. Below the video is a link to Sinclair’s self description, which is itself Orwellian. They call themselves “…the most diversified television broadcasting company In America today.”

You couldn’t make this up.

May this viral video wake Americans up once and for all, the the fact that we have been–for decades– under the heavy spell and attack of a “media” that is a fully loaded propaganda weapon aimed at all times at your sense of reality and morality.

What They Said: Malachi Martin


“Nothing has changed in the process by which an individual is Possessed by personal and intelligent evil. Nothing has changed, either, in the requirements for successful Exorcism of a Possessed individual. All of that remains as described and summarized in the chapters and cases that follow. What have changed are the conditions of the society in which we all now live. To a far greater degree than most of us could have imagined fifteen or so years ago, a favorable climate for the occurrence of demonic Possession has developed as the normal condition of our lives. In 1976 Satanism was presented, and was probably regarded by most Americans, as a box office and a bookstore draw. In fact, Hostage to the Devil was intended as a clear warning that Possession is not—nor was it ever—some tale of dark fancy featuring ogres and happy endings. Possession is real; and real prices are paid. Now,”

― Malachi Martin, Hostage to the Devil: The Possession and Exorcism of Five Contemporary Americans


From The Nazis To The Silicon Valley Billionaires: Exposing The Totalitarian Origins Of Today’s Climate Industrial Complex

“When we’re talking about the climate industrial complex…first of all you’re talking about multi-billion [dollar] American foundations. We’re talking about the various Rockefeller funds, you’re talking about Pew, MacArthur. These huge, huge foundations who’ve been funding some of this stuff really since, well, the Rockefeller Foundation’s been funding [since] the [influx of the] Frankfurt School.

When the Frankfurt School, these far-leftist, post-Marxist academics from Germany fled Nazi Germany, they came to America. Part of their time here was financed by these foundations. Their return was financed by one of the Rockefeller Foundations. They’ve been in this game for a very long time, and in addition to which, you then have all the climate scientists and the billions of dollars of climate funding research. They depend on that stream. They’ve got to keep this going to keep the grants coming. And then you’ve got the wind and solar [movements]. And that’s not billions, that’s hundreds of billions [of dollars supporting the relevant organizations]. It’s enormous.

And then out in front of those, you’ve got what I call the “shock troops” of the climate industrial complex: The NGOs. [These include] [n]ot just the people at the World Resources Institute, if you like — they’re the more respectable kind of intellectual end of it — but you’ve got the people who go out there, like Greenpeace and Friends of the Earth, the Bill McKibbens of this world. And again, when you look where they get their money, it comes a lot from these large foundations, West Coast foundations. And it comes from Silicon Valley billionaires. So we are talking about something that is very large, very powerful and extremely well financed.”

“But the second thing is to do with the way the climate industrial complex behaves, and how they seek to win the argument, and that is to close down debate; it is to delegitimize dissent; it is to cull people into silence. And the penultimate chapter in the book is called, “The Spiral of Silence,” which is this notion that when people don’t hear arguments in the public square, they cease making those arguments themselves. They stop even knowing what they believe…So you can suppress debate, you can suppress the arguments, not by having an argument but just making sure you don’t have an argument. And I think that…ultimately the United States Constitution depends on the First Amendment, the right to free speech, but that’s a formality. The real thing is the essence of being able to speak freely, and that is what is at risk.”

Rupert Darwall, Interview here.


The astonishing interview, posted below, with Rupert Darwall resonated with everything I have first hand experience of, in the field of weaponized, fabricated “science,” that “good people” believe in. (HIV/AIDS–)

I always thought I was surely an “environmentalist” and that does not change.
I’m not an expert in that subject. But I detest all totalitarian methods, especially against scientists.


Green Tyranny: Exposing The Totalitarian Roots Of The Climate Industrial Complex

More information: Top Russian Scientist Says Fear A Temperature Drop, Not Global Warming

Sweden: Man Tries To Rob Store With Knife, Storeowner Attacks With Crowbar: Which One Is Going To Prison?

The storeowner is being brought up on charges of excess aggression with a possible prison sentence. Both Denmark and Sweden have laws that say, yes, you have the right to defend your property and life against an intruder, but you must use just the right amount of aggression, not more than the situation calls for.

Antifa Cries For Guns: “The Revolution Has Come, It’s Time To Pick Up A Gun!”

How can this far left position square the other progressive positions against guns? Will gun control advocates now condemn Antifa? CNN? Anybody?

March On Nowhere: Who’s Next?

In the US, Fentanyl caused 20,100 deaths in 2016, a rise of 540% over the past 3 years.

It is about 75 times stronger than morphine for a given amount. Some fentanyl analogues may be as much as 10,000 times stronger than morphine.















This is a product manufactured by a vile “pharmaceutical,” oh sorry…”Biotech” company called Insys Therapeutics, based in Arizona.

In 2016 Insys Therapeutics donated $500,000 to an “activist” group called Arizonans For Responsible Drug Policy, which opposes legalization of marijuana and peddles stories to bought media that we must “raise awareness of the harms of marijuana,” and “protect our children.”

This is literally mass death for mass profit, with full media complicity and societal apathy/silence.

No Psy-Op.

No “brave” kids who get to speak out on camera about what it felt like to see their friends die.

Why no outrage over our failure to ban Fentanyl? You’re barely allowed to say it killed Prince and Tom Petty, but it did. Among countless others.
Here’s a nice little story about the company’s stock value, as it seeks to launch something probably even deadlier. Why stop at 75-10,000 times more potent than morphine?

Behold this insane passage of stock market reportage, from Jan 4, 2018:

“Fortunately, the low point was when pessimism over allegations of off-label marketing for its fentanyl opioid spray, Subsys, were at their maximum. Investors seem to be hoping a $150 million reserve Insys has set aside to settle lawsuits will be enough to squelch the Subsys problem.

Insys’ long-term value will be tied to Syndros, which hit the market last year and its buprenorphine sublingual spray for moderate-to-severe acute pain, which is currently under review by the Food and Drug Administration. If Insys can make the Subsys lawsuits go away and produce decent sales from the two new drugs, its current $800 million market cap is certainly a reasonable valuation.”

–Brian Orelli

#No Lives Matter To Pharma

Why Insys Therapeutics Inc. Crashed Today
What goes up must come down.

Article By Celia Farber

My Definition Of A Psy-Op, Picked Up On Twitter

I posted this last night on FB. Peter Barry Chowka, to my delight, made a tweet out of it. And now I am making a Truth Barrier post of Peter Chowka’s Tweet of my comment.  And since I usually tweet posts, this will re-appear as a Twitter post, of my comment, tweeted, posted, then tweeted.

“To turn, turn, will be our delight till by turning, turning we come round right.”




Peter Chowka’s Article About My Father: A New Dawn For Old Journalistic Values

It was also tweeted by Sean Hannity, who once told me he grew up listening to my father under the covers late at night. My father would say: “Get up and get a map, because you are going to learn something.” Sean told me: “We didn’t have a map, so I brought a globe to bed.”
He added: “Every time I am a jerk on the show, it’s because of me. Every time I am a gentleman, it’s because of him.”

I Was Right (And So Were You:) Anti-Trumpism Was and Is A Deep State Media Psy-Op To Manufacture Consent And Abolish Freedoms One By One

Glenn Greenwald’s Crystalizing Light On Mueller Indictments: What Exactly Was In The Secret Box?

Mueller Indictment: Is That All There Is?


Hiding In Plain Sight: Kinsey, Hefner, Penthouse, Hustler, And The Not So Veiled Pedophilia Agenda Of Postwar USA

According to a DOJ investigation conducted by Dr. Judith Reisman, between 1953 and 1982, at least 9,000 images featuring sexual scenarios of children under age age of 18 were published in magazines like Playboy, Penthouse and Hustler.

“Your average guy thinks he’s buying a girlie magazine…and he has no idea that the messages that are being pumped into him, near-physiologically…include images of sexual assault of children.”

Dr. Judith Reisman, author: Images of Children, Crime and Violence in Playboy, Penthouse, and Hustler

I Lived Through This (If You Can Call This Living)

A Colleague, Peter Barry Chowka, Found And Tweeted Something I Wrote Long Ago

Peter Barry Chowka found (in the archives) and tweeted, an article I wrote about the future of radio, for Media Post, in 2008. I don’t often post published articles of mine here, but some of them hold up well. I don’t even own a copy of my own book. I’ve never read my Wikipedia page. I react neither to praise, nor attacks. I just think about one thing: How to return from disembodiment. Once I have cracked it, I will have a real book too write.

I used to love the process of writing, how it felt to get an idea, when the material started to buzz and hum. Seeing it on the page. Now I mostly write inside my mind, just listening to all the voices, lines, twigs of words. I don’t aim to organize it anymore. I seem to be waiting, like a fossil under the ice bed, until some giant biblical thaw makes it once again a free and safer world, for expression. When the storms of hatred subside, the hammer-blows over the heads of the different-minded.

“Radio used to be strange, free, intimate, mossy – like an enchanted forest, dominated by a few heavy trees that seemed to have sprung from a soil of eccentricity and showmanship. Anything could happen there. It was a medium for the ever wandering minds, the insomniacs, the history buffs, the truth-seekers. Talking meant talking – which entailed listening, combing the ocean’s floor for that which might surprise or delight. It was not, or did not seem, all that connected to money, power or politics – until the mid 1990s. It was around that time I started to truly lose sight of the medium that honors my father as one of its shapers.

When talk is free, when nobody has harnessed it, it is closer to music than speech. Not what is said, but the way it is said.”

A Voice From Russia: Andrey Afanasyev Explains How Globalist Bankers Are Parasitic To Russia and US And Reveals Oligarch Agenda At Heart Of American Progressive Anti-Trump-Ism

Andrey Afanasyev - Private photo from Twitter
Andrey Afanasyev – Private photo from Twitter

So where does this leave the average American “card-carrying leftist?” Can you despise Trump without carrying water for the Rothschild Oligarchs? Same ones who funded the “Bolshevik Revolution,” one hundred years ago.

I’ll post the full interview in a later post. We have had absolutely NO dialogue about “Russia,” and generally, Americans do not interview people from OTHER countries. We only keep track of what we are emotionally hysterical about inside our bizarre bubble of shame, guilt and wanna-be “Socialism.”

CNN Deep State Contractor Identified By Assange

This bizarre and disturbing interview was mentioned in this post. Then I saw this on Twitter. It figures. (It always, figures.)

Trying To Make Gerald Riley Aware That I Have Replied To Him In Comments Section And Loved His Word “Excellent”

Part one, from “Not Satan.”

“Okay , but you do know that Trump in January signed surveillance extension into law ,
the sweeping warrant-less programs that intercept digital traffic of foreign targets while hoovering up the personal information of an unknown number of Americans. YES , that law..
Then to defend your case you use RT (?)
Do you at all see the hypocrisy in this??”

Reply, from Celia Farber, which also contains a reply to Gerald Riley in second half of comment:

“I do.

Trump is not my issue. I have bigger fish to fry.

Trump is actually largely incidental, to the Story Of Our Time, which is: The overreach, exposure (by whistleblowers) and final unraveling of the US Deep State which is complicit as we know in crimes from JFK to 9/11.

If you DON’T know that, you are are very good (or subtle) hallucinogens.

Only easily fooled goldfish are falling for EITHER the anti-Trump or the pro-Trump spy-ops. Trump is one man. One President. 4 or 8 years. Me, I am interested in systems.

Not personality, nor gossip, nor gladiatorial class wars and distractions from what TRULY matters to human life.

Government tyranny. Vs. Government accountability.

Smart people read Wikileaks. Listen to William Binney. Read and listen to Diane Roark. Research the history of Trailblazer, SARC, Thin Thread…smart people know who the criminals are at the heart of all of this.

Oh, Gerald? You brought up the word “excellent,” in trying to persuade me Rachel Maddow is “excellent.” She sure is rich. But is she “excellent?”

I offer to you, two names I consider “excellent:”

William Binney and

Diane Roark

(among many, way way way superior, to Maddow, who has cashed in to the system, supports it every step of the way, and simply does not get the story of the century. Her century. Doesn’t mean she’s not “super smart.”)

Why Did FBI Fail To Probe “…Coverup of The Worst Child Molester, Perhaps in American History?”

It’s a very, very bad week for the FBI. Perhaps somebody can explain who among the “rank and file,” failed even to catch this guy?

“They’ve engaged in a coverup of the worst child molester, perhaps in American history.”

–John Manly, attorney for Nassar Victims

“The email was labeled highly confidential and USA Gymnastics had told the US Olympic Committee the FBI was handling things.”


–Yahoo/HuffPo News, linked below

CNN Attacks FBI Reform Post Memo: Disgruntled Deep State Ex-CIA Instead of Lamenting Corruption And Overreach, Whines That FBI Agents are “Ticked Off;” Warns Trump: “We’ve Been Around Since 1908”

Yeah, we know, and we’re getting kind of sick of you, with your dirty, Godforsaken boot on our American necks. You’re counting on your Trump Is Literally Hitler Psy-Op to keep you in power, but the Deep State’s days are numbered. Thank you Diane Roark, William Binney, Ed Loomis, Kirk Wiebe, Ed  Snowden, Julian Assange, and many, many deep state whistleblowers whose names have yet to be illuminated. The war is not between Pro and anti-Trump factions, but between those who support a surveillance state with unchecked powers to violate every American citizen, including Donald Trump, vs those who would oppose this passionately and vehemently.

Clip above.


Do you feel, as I do, (when you hear this agent of the Deep State spittling forth on CNN) that the agent, Mr. Mudd, is speaking a dangerous language and cares nothing for the will of the American people? It feels like violence, to me. I watch it once, and that will have to be enough.


‘All go unto one place; all are of the dust, and all turn to dust again.’


Comments from RT, reflecting part of the international conversation about the Nunes Memo [LINKED in this NYT article) and its implications:


“Why do nearly all American politicians sound like they’re standard government villains from Marvel movies? Is it just arrogance? Are they drama queens?

This guy seriously sounds so proud that he “knows how the game goes” and “you’ve only been here 13 months.. we’ve been here since 1908″. Sounds like dudes measuring eachothers’ members’. FBI/DOJ get caught red handed in a corruption scandal, and this guy is treating it like a football game. He’s proud that a corrupt system is capable of outwitting an elected official… how is this not causing protests?”


“Pelosi also knew how it would go. “Trump won’t win, you can take it to the bank”. The whole American political system is full of false prophets. They don’t know how it will go.”

“The fact remains that if the FBI are not worried, then why did they the Dems, the MSM and twitterati try so hard to block its release?”

“That “guy” isn’t a politician. He is CIA as are many of the broadcasters for CNN and MSNBC.
all NWO operatives.”

“I don’t really know how the different departments in US work. But it’s pretty obvious that nobody, not even the president has enough control to real in the FBI, CIA etc no matter what they do or how they act.
It may have been established that way to fight corruption etc. within, but no safeguards were put in place to control those departments when they themselves become corrupt.”
“FBI out of control since J Edgar Hoover, and CIA since Truman.”

“The FBI, Hoover and his Einstein and the Communism phobia…
FBI, CIA, NSA….mankind have about none of them a good meaning. They are under control of Oligarchs and the deepstate and their leaders are acting like Kindergarden cops…”
“Actually, since 1909.”

“Yeah, “we are going to win”, just ask Comey and McCabe. ; )”

“The agencies forgot they are nothing without peoples and govmnt. Support.
And now EVERYONE knows that CIA and FBI and KGB have designed whole sy stem of the world for past 50 years……This WILL stop. In next 15 years all memories of current leaders will be erased.

Mark my words.

Humans dont praise Murderers….or do they?”

“Wrong! they have never worked for the people nor have they been elected by the people.
the Soros of the world, the Rothys, all control the world and have never been elected.”

“The MEMO is the kick start, followed by a tsunami that will wash the swamp like never before.”

“One would hope… nobody appears to care about this. People genuinely don’t realize how serious a precedent this sets – there is corruption in the top organizations of government.

Americans will suffer for their apathy because of this. They may not understand how dangerous this situation is, letting FBI/DOJ off the hook for illegal actions. This is going to snowball in the next 10-20 years.”

“This isn’t only about US citizens, this is global and the root cause as to how presidents have been bought to create global terrorism ,and not held accountable I’m sure Africans especially in Libya and Middle East especially Palestinian’s ,Iranians; Syrians, Iraqis South America especially Venezuelans Cuba Asia North Korea 9/11, JFK MLK etc this is global and huge.”

“I hope and pray you are right, comrade.”



Mike Cernovich Stricken By Implications Of Memo:”How Can Anybody Have Read That Nunes Memo Today And Not…Fear For The Lives Of People In Independent Media?”

“I don’t know man. Are they gonna frame us all?”


–Mike Cernovich


I’ve never seen Mike Cernovich look like this. He looks ashen. I think his words take the story to another level. He’s so right. This is so grave, and so frightening. I want to quite literally get far away from any person who does not recognize the gravity of this, and who instead merrily goes on Trump bashing.

Trump is merely incidental to this way deeper horror story, about the Black Ice Deep State, and every last one of us. Trump was raped, as we all have been, will be, or could be, by the politicized and corrupt intelligence apparatus. If that does not scare you then you are, I feel, completely hypnotized.

To all those friends with whom I have parted over the past year, I see now that there was no way we could have remained “friends.” Anybody who can’t oppose this is helping evil on earth.



Clark Baker, 20 Years LAPD, on Nunes Memo: “They Knew They Were Breaking The Law,” …Deserve “Harshest Prosecution Available”


I’ve conducted several thousand criminal, civil, and military investigations with the LAPD (1980-2000) and as a private investigator (1997-present). I’ve observed FBI and DOJ corruption since 1991 and am relieved that the criminals at the DNC, DOJ, and FBI have been exposed.
This unprecedented and treasonous behavior deserves the harshest prosecution available so that Americans can be confident that no one will ever attempt to repeat these crimes. If ANY municipal detective was caught conspiring with political candidates and prosecutors to file false affidavits to secure warrants to spy on a local mayoral candidate, he (and his co-conspirators) would face fines and many years in prison. Hillary and her co-conspirators deserve no less.
The fact that the FBI, DOJ, and DNC officials fought so hard to prevent us from knowing shows what prosecutors call “consciousness of guilt”. They KNEW they were breaking the law and violating President Trump’s constitutional rights at every step of the way and did it anyway for political reasons. Russia didn’t try to steal the election – the FBI, DOJ, and DNC tried to steal the election. Russian is a dangerous player, but not nearly as dangerous as the enemy within. #DTS


–Clark Baker, via Facebook, link below

(Former Marine, Former LAPD Officer, Private Investigator)

Nunes Memo Declassified: Black Friday For Deep State Collusionists in Media and FBI

“The House Intelligence Committee has released its controversial memo outlining alleged abuses of secret surveillance by the FBI and Justice Department in the Trump-Russia investigation. Here are some key points:

* The Steele dossier formed an essential part of the initial and all three renewal FISA applications against Carter Page.

* Andrew McCabe confirmed that no FISA warrant would have been sought from the FISA Court without the Steele dossier information.

* The political origins of the Steele dossier were known to senior DOJ and FBI officials, but excluded from the FISA applications.

* DOJ official Bruce Ohr met with Steele beginning in the summer of 2016 and relayed to DOJ information about Steele’s bias. Steele told Ohr that he, Steele, was desperate that Donald Trump not get elected president and was passionate about him not becoming president.”

–Washington Examiner



Black Friday For Deep State Collusionists in Media and FBI: NUNES MEMO RELEASED

“The House Intelligence Committee has released its controversial memo outlining alleged abuses of secret surveillance by the FBI and Justice Department in the Trump-Russia investigation. Here are some key points:

* The Steele dossier formed an essential part of the initial and all three renewal FISA applications against Carter Page.

* Andrew McCabe confirmed that no FISA warrant would have been sought from the FISA Court without the Steele dossier information.

* The political origins of the Steele dossier were known to senior DOJ and FBI officials, but excluded from the FISA applications.

* DOJ official Bruce Ohr met with Steele beginning in the summer of 2016 and relayed to DOJ information about Steele’s bias. Steele told Ohr that he, Steele, was desperate that Donald Trump not get elected president and was passionate about him not becoming president.”

–Washington Examiner



House Rules

This website is a “labor of love” (that gratefully receives some micro-donations, but not enough to maintain editorial overhead and Celia’s life/income.) This website has for a long time been trying to become more a) consistent b) up to date with new media, meaning transition to video podcasts, c) relatively harmonious, not plagued by fights in the comment sections. When those conditions are met, it will earn its salt and attract more supporters on Patreon–OR–it will die because things that can’t sustain themselves die. (Wrongly referred to as “Darwinism.”*)

(*Why wrong? Because apparently Chuck Darwin never wrote the words “survival of the fittest, but I must double back and find out the details of this via my friend James Macallister, who worked closely with Lynn Margulis.)

I don’t want it to die, and I don’t want the financing of it to depend upon me harassing my readers to become patrons. I believe somehow things can float with or without “money,” and I am kind of a magician at this. This post is not about money. It is however, about survival. Energy and frequency.

I can not keep the site going, and allow those participants who consistently appear to tell me everything I post is wrong, stupid, crazy, right wing, paranoid, etc. I erred on the side of NOT blocking for so long that I created actual trauma to myself and my readers in some cases. It’s depressing to always be countered and tomato-pelted, but NO, I am not censorious and thin-skinned.  Anybody can correct anything at any time. But this is no longer the playground of anybody who objects vociferously and regularly to EVERYTHING I post, or even “just about” everything. It’s too draining and demoralizing. The site will die if I give up. And the constant, relentless objections are very wearying.

I understand that I have offended some people and there are people who are upset with me and hate this website and everything I come up with.

I understand that I made mistakes in the past and I insulted certain people when I myself felt insulted. I want it all to stop. I apologize that I partook in anybody being injured. I want never to hurt anybody. I want us to figure out, together, what the big truths are. I am honored to host this website, to that end, and grateful to all who come here and contribute their thoughts, knowledge, and time.

Anybody who finds they are blocked, please know that I WANTED your participation here as member of this online “family” but it became untenable because the frequency was destructive and combative.

I remain open to non-abusive criticisms of all kinds.

If you’re blocked, you were also warned, many times. BE RESPECTFUL.

I have challenges behind closed doors that are not visible here, but I ask that you take my word for it–the struggles are formidable. I need to captain this ship. Anybody who is not with me, (not “agreeing” or “conforming” but also not constantly disagreeing) is now off the ship. It is always a possibility that things will change and people can return with new better intentions.

Thank you. The next step is going to be to transition from print to audio/video, and interviews. When I can find time, and what the Swedes call “ork” which means vital energy.

The Simple Way To Stay Alive: Shatter Your Conditioning And Set Yourself Free

More from the remarkable Dr. Jennifer Daniels (and if you listen at the 30 minute mark, you’ll hear some familiar corrections about HIV, AIDS. the nature of “retrivirusus,” AZT and more.

Reuters: U.S. Unemployment Drops To 45 year Low

Breaking Through Fantasies And Myths About Candida, “Inflammation,” and Cancer: And How Slaves Cured Their Dying Masters With Gum Spirits

“Ok so this is another, I believe, fantasy. Whenever medicine talks about inflammation you can just substitute the word ‘inflammation’ for parasites.”

–Dr. Jennifer Daniels

This is one of the most eye-opening interviews I have ever heard.

Before I posted this, I watched many YouTube testimonials from people who have used turpentine in either sugar or castor oil, to rid themselves of parasites and re-balance candida. If you ingest no more than one teaspoon of 100% pure gum spirits of turpentine daily, distributed on either (white) sugar cubes or in castor oil, according to those who have tried it, you will immediately start to purge parasites and effectively curb candida.

A most fascinating part of this interview traces this cure–all to the era of slavery:  When slave-owners were near death, they would go to their slaves’ cabins and ingest the tonic the slaves used (actually, how reprehensible it is to even have to refer to human beings as slaves but that it the word we are left with) to remain healthier than their “owners.” It was also once known as “Apache chewing gum.”

I have ordered a reputable brand and will try this remedy myself as soon as it arrives. I have been unwell (fatigue, brain fog, etc) for about 10 years, and found no real relief despite following various gut-healing, anti-inflammation protocols. I now believe that, yes, parasites are the problem for most of us. The blind spot, and the source of our “demons.”  Here is Dr. Daniel’s PDF, detailing her research on the healing power of gum spirits. I hope you listen to the entire interview, before making up your mind one way or the other. The African-American patients Dr. Daniels questioned had, in many cases, grandmothers who were still alive, well, and taking care of themselves well into their 90s, using this old folk remedy.

Signs Point To Q Anon Being Real: Deep State Financial Crimes Tied to 9/11 Means Charges of Treason For The Guilty

“The spirit of liberty is the spirit that is not to sure it is right.”

–Justice Learned Hand

I trust this narrator. I find new Q narrators now and then, replacing older ones, who perhaps get a little too famous.

I go on voices, and just the way a person makes me feel. Frequency.

This is apparently going to be a shocking, “planet changing” week. So let’s–yes–be kind to one another as we brace for what is coming.

I respect that many people believe Q-Anon is a Psy-Op, but I don’t think so. The culture of Q-Anon, [Reddit, 4-Chan, 8-Chan] in any case, is not a “top-down” geometry (pyramid) which presumes that un-annointed priests of information get to bless and hand down what is good, right, true, and or worthy of shock. It is the in fact nothing less than inversion of the CIA’s “Mockingbird” media. A “revolution.” (A thing turning all the way around.) It’s driven from “below,” (the many, the anybody, the everybody) not the anointed overpaid PsypOp few. It is an eco-system, and a symbiosis in action.

This is such a long held dream of mine, that I would live to see the media exposed and known, seen for what it is, no longer blindly believed. It is such a longheld dream that I can barely “see” it as one squints toward the sun. I had given up. It was so many years ago, I began to discover how violent and truth-destructive “the media” is. (are.)

I think I should pipe down and let you watch this video. And remember: If you try to show up and berate people (starting with me) because PRRRROOOOOOFFF is not yet “in,” the guns will shoot blanks. It doesn’t work anymore. No more shooting down people for “getting it wrong.” Rather, truth is a massive collective archaeology and excavation mission–in real time, together.  The renaissance of Citizen Journalism. It is by definition “not too sure it is right,” hence, protected, transcended and transcending.

Trump Derangement Syndrome (Unchecked Chronic Indignant Narcissistic Fury Never Tempered By Humor Or Self-Awareness) Wrecks Wall St. Man’s Life In One Tweet (Wishing A Woman A “MeToo Moment”)

“Because it really is a mental condition, he couldn’t just apologize.”

–Mike Cernovich

Note: Mike Cernovich correctly assigns Trump Derangement as a “mental condition.” If it is, it is a form of “traumatizing narcissism,” a phrase described in this book:

The Truth Barrier‘s position (i.e. my position) on “Trump Derangement Syndrome” is that it is an actual demonic infection. Why do I say that? Because it afflicts millions, at once, with an identical “thought form” as in a Psy-Op. You could call it “code.” It eclipses instinctual humanity, nuance,  terminates mercy, encourages sadistic fury, hates accuracy, obliterates context, and begins and ends with an infinite accusation from which the accused cannot, by design, transcend. It’s not enough to call it a mental condition. People who have it appear to be possessed and should be avoided at all costs. But I admire Cernovich for imploring these people to “get help.”

The demonic infection stands apart from Trump’s flaws or criticisms of them. Trump’s character flaws can be addressed by non insane people in ways that are not governed by this destructive syndrome, which seeks the total annihilation of varying perspectives from their own. ie. extreme narcissism. Secularists call demonic possession “narcissism.” The terms are interchangeable.

Media Without Borders: Project Veritas Breaks Horror Of Twitter, An Organ Of Invasive Electronic Tyranny

Welcome my son
Welcome to the machine
Where have you been?
It’s alright we know where you’ve been
You’ve been in the pipeline
Filling in time
Provided with toys and scouting for boys
You bought a guitar to punish your ma
And you didn’t like school
And you know you’re nobody’s fool
So welcome to the machine
Welcome to the machine
Welcome my son
Welcome to the machine
What did you dream?
It’s alright…

Welcome To The Machine,
Roger Waters

Shungite Science 101 From Cosmic Reality: America’s Most Trusted Shungite Source

Let’s not forget about Shungite. I notice when I remove my Shungite pendant, I am prone to an immediate allergy attack. When I put it back on, it begins to resolve. That is only one effect. When I see people who need Shungite more than I do, I often give them my pendant or whatever shungite I have on me. Shungite is a potent mineral/crystal–it can push people out of your life who should not be in your life, rather dramatically. It can precipitate a “crisis” in your life that is actually a healing crisis, an awakening.  It always wants the best for you. I can attest to that the Shungite that comes from Cosmic Reality ( is real, which is all that matters. (No commercial affiliation.) I recommend the stickers, the nuggets, and the pendants. I am astounded by the effects of the fridge magnet. Food stays good much longer, and the fridge is much colder. It’s quite astonishing.

Happy 2018, with Shungite’s power around you.

How To Heal Your Body: Edgar Cayce’s Everlasting Insights For Us All

I listened to this yesterday and I highly recommend it. (Not sure why we use that phrase, “highly recommend it…”)  I trust Edgar Cayce. And I generally trust those who spread the word of his works. They are straightforward and not trying to dominate and hypnotize us. Edgar Cayce is often referred to as the “father of alternative medicine.” God bless him. Had he lived today, the demons of “rational medicine” which could also be called “militant atheist medicine,” or even Luciferian medicine, would have hounded him to death. But he made it. And his wisdom lives on and is available to us all.

Please let me (us) know how, if you watched this, it resonated with you.

100 Most Damaging Wikileaks Regarding The Clinton Apparatus

“Jen you probably have more on this but it looks like POTUS just said he found out HRC was using her personal email when he saw it in the news… we need to clean this up – he has emails from her – they do not say”

“How is that not classified?” Huma Abedin to FBI when shown email between Clinton & Obama using his pseudonym. Abedin then expressed her amazement at the president’s use of a pseudonym and asked if she could have a copy of the email.”

I can’t state how huge this is, it’s a cover up involving the President of the United States. There are a lot of emails implying this, but this email states it very clearly so anyone can understand. The email proves obstruction of justice and shows how they lied to the FBI, and likely perjury of Congress. This at the very least proves intent by her Chief of Staff.”

[Special thanks to a source and friend in Sweden.]

What Was Found On Weiner’s Laptop, According To Judicial Watch?

Sweden’s Apathetic Children: Traumatized By Deportation, Fallen From Life

“Georgi was given a diagnosis of uppgivenhetssyndrom, or resignation syndrome, an illness that is said to exist only in Sweden, and only among refugees. The patients have no underlying physical or neurological disease, but they seem to have lost the will to live. The Swedish refer to them as de apatiska, the apathetic. “I think it is a form of protection, this coma they are in,” Hultcrantz said. “They are like Snow White. They just fall away from the world.”

The apathetic children began showing up in Swedish emergency rooms in the early two-thousands. Their parents were convinced that they were dying. Of what, they didn’t know; they worried about cholera or some unknown plague. Soon patients with the condition filled all the beds in Stockholm’s only psychiatric inpatient unit for children, at Karolinska University Hospital. Göran Bodegård, the director of the unit, told me that he felt claustrophobic when he entered the rooms. “An atmosphere of Michelangelo’s ‘Pietà’ lingered around the child,” he said. The blinds were drawn, and the lights were off. The mothers whispered, rarely spoke to their sick children, and stared into the darkness.

By 2005, more than four hundred children, most between the ages of eight and fifteen, had fallen into the condition. In the medical journal Acta Pædiatrica, Bodegård described the typical patient as “totally passive, immobile, lacks tonus, withdrawn, mute, unable to eat and drink, incontinent and not reacting to physical stimuli or pain.” Nearly all the children had emigrated from former Soviet and Yugoslav states, and a disproportionate number were Roma or Uyghur. Sweden has been a haven for refugees since the seventies, accepting more asylum seekers per capita than any other European nation, but the country’s definition of political refugees had recently narrowed. Families fleeing countries that were not at war were often denied asylum.
In an open letter to the Swedish minister of migration, forty-two psychiatrists asserted that the new restrictions on asylum seekers and the time it took the Migration Board to process their applications—children could be in limbo for years—were causing the disease. They accused the government of “systematic public child abuse.” Opinion within the medical community converged on the theory that the illness was a reaction to two traumas: harassment in the children’s home country, and the dread, after acclimating to Swedish society, of returning. Sweden’s leading medical journal, Läkartidningen, devoted dozens of articles, and several poems, to the syndrome. “Your eyes had seen it all / aged with an old man’s weariness without any hope of life in the future,” Mildred Oudin, the chief of child psychiatry in Skövde, in central Sweden, wrote. Magnus Kihlbom, the director of an institute for child psychiatry in Stockholm, proposed in the journal that the disorder represented a kind of willed dying. Kihlbom cited the psychiatrist Bruno Bettelheim, a Holocaust survivor, who wrote that some prisoners in the concentration camps were “so totally exhausted, both physically and emotionally, that they had given the environment total power over them.” They “stopped eating, sat mute and motionless in corners, and expired.”
Swedish news programs broadcast footage of children on stretchers being loaded into airplanes and expelled from the country. Sweden prides itself on its commitment to helping the most vulnerable, and the illness was seen as an affront to the country’s national character. Even the King was alarmed.”

Rachel Aviv’s New Yorker article here.

*I recall this topic being discussed at dinner parties during my most recent (and final) attempt to return to this country I once thought might be “my” country, though I was 11 when we suddenly moved there. It was discussed as a controversial assertion–something that one camp claimed existed for real and another, (one was to assume more valid,) was dismissive of. Heads tilted in the glow of the candle light. Oh oh oh, how hard it is to know if anything is really actually true. I remember a prickly rage rising up my throat and a strong effort to keep my mouth shut. Because I knew it was true. And I knew that if I said that I would be the loser, the emotional one, the immigrant, the dirty goat.

I experienced “intellectual” life in Sweden as torture. One knew only one thing: Sweden must simultaneously emerge seeming to have been dipped in self-recrimination, but in actual fact, emerge un-touched and gleaming, like silver.



Happy New Year, To All Friends of The Truth Barrier, and Thank You


Thank you for all you do to keep the determined flame here. I am always amazed and grateful that YOU are still there.  May we all find more of what we seek, in 2018. Happy New Year! And here’s a little bit of Pushkin to kick us off, from my Russian friend Marina Himanen. <3

–Celia Farber





It’s time, my friend, it’s time! (Rhyming)

Versions: #1#2
It’s time, my friend, it’s time — the heart demands repose —
The days are flying by, and with each moment goes
A tiny slice of life, and vainly, you and I
Endeavor thus to live, but in a wink we die.

There is no bliss on Earth, but there is scope and solace;
For many years I’ve dreamed of this elusive promise:
A place that will give me, a tired slave, new strength
Through able-bodied work and simple, pleasant things.


–Alexander Pushkin

Protests In Iran: 2018 Will Be The Year Fascism In All Forms Is Obliterated By “People”

Have Senior Regime Officials Fled Iran?

Photo From Iran Protests


Cry Freedom, Iran

There are many ways to essentially differentiate people. Some people love freedom. Other people say loving freedom is just a cover for nefarious impulses.

Me, I tend to think people who are willing to get shot on the streets fighting for freedom are worth loving, and I do.

I love them.

CIA Operative Reveals He Was Offered Half A Million Cash To Blow Up Murrah Building In Oklahoma City: Shortly Thereafter, Is In A Car Wreck

I listened to this entire interview 3 days ago in The Trauma Bath (I feel most calm when I am in a hot bath with 2 cups of bentonite clay.) I have discovered that I only listen properly when I am in The Trauma Bath. (I could call it the Anti-Trauma bath.) I then sent an urgent email to Stephen Ericson asking if I was crazy or if he also thought this was not only shocking but probably real. The trouble with everything these days is you simply can’t tell if it’s real or if it’s part of the great infinite Psy-Op on the collective human brain.

I think this is “real” and true. I can’t say for sure but for what my battered ears are now worth, I think so. I would like to know what you all think.

This is an infuriating and devastating two hours of human testimony. It sickens me to think that I know people who voted for Hillary Clinton. Thank God she did not win.


Huma Abedin Emails Found On Weiner Laptop To Be Published Today at 3 pm EST

What Could FBI Agent Peter Strzok Possibly Have Meant When He Said We Can’t Risk Letting The American People Elect A President?

Simple Gifts

(Special dedication to Berenice–)


‘Tis the gift to be simple, ’tis the gift to be free
‘Tis the gift to come down where we ought to be,
And when we find ourselves in the place just right,
‘Twill be in the valley of love and delight.
When true simplicity is gained,
To bow and to bend we shan’t be ashamed,
To turn, turn will be our delight,
Till by turning, turning we come ’round right.’


Simple Gifts,

Joseph Brackett, 1848




The Trinity Of Opposition: Guilt, Shame and Rejection (And How To Overcome It)

“The primary object of crucifixion…was to impose shame on people. Jesus endured it all. But he despised the shame.”

–Derek Prince

“Not being loved is the worst sickness.”

–Mother Theresa

I have realized (I think) that the Catholic Church, as we loosely call it, has been engulfed by an error, and it is no minor error: The trafficking of shame. How many Catholics do you know, i.e. people raised as Catholics, who neither harbor shame nor seek to impose it on others?

That said, I believe that true Christianity is rooted in the opposite of shame.

“What is the opposite of shame? How many of you can tell me? I think the best opposite of shame, is glory.”

–Derek Prince


What Ailments Can You Heal, Both Physical and Emotional, With a Teaspoon Of Clay A Day?

This conversation is worth paying very close attention to. It has many astonishing reveals, about common mineral deficiencies and things like irritability and quarrelsomeness, all the way to arthritis, osteoporosis, depression, insomnia, bone spurs, ADHD, and more.

I am considering writing, in 2018, strictly on health and healing matters as I continue to attempt resurrection of my own collapsed health, and find a strong urge to share what is working and what clues I find along the way.  I find all things pertaining to minerals fascinating. I am always drawn to them. Just a warning–I am also, of late, completely obsessed with activated charcoal. The color, first of all. It is so black you actually can’t see it. Like the black in the horse’s pupil in that poem by…aaargh. Who do I mean? Russian. I’ll find it. I have a sinus infection and am even more forgetful than usual. I have had today: One glass of charcoal, one glass of Bentonite Clay, one clay bath, and some vegetable broth. Sea Salt and tea tree oil Netti pot for 3 days has not resolved sinus infection. It’s bacterial, right? Last night I also ate 2 blurbs of chopped garlic in honey.
These are the kinds of situations I think are actually important. How can you help a person, yourself, say, who has a sinus infection, with what they have at home?

How can people on low income get their mineral levels up to par?

Things like that.

Above all: How does “nutrition” affect the soul? Why did they find elevated manganese in the hair of 100% of serial killers tested?

Why did the rats Dr. Olson mentions in this video like each other again–enough to once again sleep in a single pile– when they got calcium?

DC Metropolitan Police Dept. Sudden Reversal: “…No Investigation Involving Comet Ping Pong” (And No Explanation)

Citizen journalists persist.

[link above, to exchange between Titis Frost and DC Metropolitan Police]

Also, here below is a link to the images that started the quest for truth.

Who do you think the babies and children belong to?

What feeling do you get when you look at those images and read the hashtags and comments?

The feeling I get is the need to pray to Jesus Christ, and that’s what I do.

That’s the war, the only war: The Christ and The Anti-Christ.

The Christ is an idea (of good.) The Anti-Christ is a conviction, of domination, degradation, and evil.

Evil people believe they have the right to feast upon the innocent. USE everything.

Usury. [Source code of destruction.]

Leave everybody alone. 

[Trigger warning]

If you wish, and feel prepared–look at them again. I am struck cold, dumfounded, when I review these images. Even my mind, to the last moment, struggles to find the outlet–why and how this is not evidence of Hell.

Understatement: I have been unable to work out how this could be “ok.” Babies and children, in the normal world, (if it exists anymore) are rarely photographed without their parents or family. Think about it.

Babies are rarely held by anybody outside of immediate family. I suddenly had a flashback. “That man in Riverside Park who wanted to take pictures of us, and Mom was so upset and we didn’t understand quite why she was so upset…”

I can see his face in front of me. Heavyset, dark, frightening eyes. A yellow checkered shirt, pulled right (this part, not sure it is a real memory.) But Mom took a picture of him.

Was that what happened? There was always so much going on that Mom was upset about that I did not understand at the time. Mom was always talking about things I was too young to understand, but I understood that my mother was deeply alarmed.

I am not sure I can even handle reporting on this. It fragments the psyche. It’s trauma.

If Kevin Spacey is being cut out of movies, why is Comet Pong Pong cleared of wrong doing?


Stephen Ericson wrote me, in an email:

“who is Werkinonmanightcheese?

who is mens_society who gives it the 666 sign?

Why is werkinonmanightcheese making baby sized coffins…’coffee tables’…who would want one?”


The image of the coffin. It’s frightening geometry. What does it all mean? What is the adoration of “death?” Their secret lover? What?



Emails Purporting To Show “Pizzagate” Investigation Launched By DC Police Based on A Video

Comet Ping Pong Officially Under Investigation

“Pizza gate is officially under investigation by the DC police because Comet Ping Pong was stupid enough to put child porn and sell it on their own server.

–Titus Frost

Amazing clip. One of my favorite YouTube broadcasts ever.

His words are direct, and his passion is real and believable. I love his anger, also. It’s “appropriate,” to use a pod word.

He’s  doing the job 2,000 others refuse to do, including in “alternative” media. Bravo Titus Frost!

I’ve been asking my Shungite stones to clear out apologists for pedophilia from the energetic soul of this website.

With this, so be it.

The argument has been resolved–in favor of those who said Pizzagate was real.

Targeted Individuals, A Whistleblower Reveals All: The Struggle To Remain Human Is The Only Struggle, And It Must Be Won

“The program is going to be rolled out nationwide, and it will become the norm. Every man, woman and child in America will be under the influence of this technology…Hive mind, voice install, emotion manipulation, behavior modification. This is horrible stuff that’s being done to people. It’s specifically to make sure that people will pull the trigger when they need to and stuff like human decency and love and compassion and empathy and sympathy and caring for a fellow human being does not enter into the decision making process.”

“…specifically to take away their conscience…The most horrific technology ever conceived of by the mind of man.

“They were going to torture me, they were going to destroy all my relationships with friends and family. I was never going to be able to make a living again.”

“It came down to the victims. It came down to the targeted individuals all over the country who were crying out for help, curled up in a ball in a corner in their bedroom, in horrible physical pain and horrible emotional pain. Nobody will help them, everybody calls them crazy, there’s something wrong with them, friends and family have abandoned

them, their relationships with their significant others are ruined.

Some of the most brilliant men and women I have ever known in my life, as I got to know them, are now homeless, and they have no way to get out because the DESC is specifically making sure, going out of their way to make sure they can’t get jobs and they can’t find homes.”

“Up to 70-75% of targeted individuals are in fact women.”


PEDOGATE: Enquirer Probe Unearths Detailed Evidence Of Charlie Sheen and Pedophilia: Reports That He Sodomized Corey Haim At 13; LAPD Opens Investigation Into Hollywood Pedophilia Decades After Initial Reports

Activating Our Dormant Minds By Way Of Questions: New Q, New Tracy Beanz

NEW VIDEO by Tracy Beanz, interpreting “Q.”

As my only commentary, I will say that your pilot over here is on the map, (as opposed to not) I know true north–many of the salient points light up in my mind as “yes, right. Yes right. Exactly.” Sometimes: “I’ve been saying that and people said I was crazy…” “Oh yes, there’s that piece…I remember wondering about that…”

I’m re-posting this Saudi/Obama post here because it fits and prepares the mind for questions posed in this video. These are not manipulative, lesser magic questions like mass media likes to pose, but actual questions with precise answers that are democratic in nature. (The asking and the answering.)

Tell me what questions I am permitted to ask and I will tell you if this is Love or Psy-Op.

Quickly: Examples of “lesser magic” questions in mass media that drive me up the wall, they sound like this:

“Should Parents Let Children Choose Their Own Clothes Even Earlier?”

“Will Anti-Vaxxers Destroy Mankind?”

“Is Anal Sex Being Taught Right In Public Schools?”

“Will Trump Be Impeached Before Thanksgiving?”

“Is Donald Trump Mentally Ill?”

“Is Incest Always Bad?”


Crude imitations; I could do better, but…you get the idea. Mind-control mass media “questions” have been bothering me for a long time. Honest, real media should answer specific questions–not pose them as vague guilt trips. Our job should be, pose questions/answer question/look for source who knows/rinse, wash repeat.

Who was Deep Throat?

That kind of thing.

These questions “love” us, because they are designed not to wash your mind with alien concepts, but rather, to liberate you from darkness by the lighting up of the relevant and right questions.

A real question wakes you up. A false question pushes you down.

Hansel and Gretel: Didn’t they follow breadcrumbs to get away from the witch’s house? I’ll never forget the trauma of that fairytale. It should be told very starkly: “Children, watch out for people who are very very “nice” to you. Consult your inner voice. Are you seen as food? Are you free or are you held in by some force you can feel but is denied? Don’t be polite anymore when you see an oven! Trust your instincts. Avoid all forms of seduction. Trust very few. No, even fewer. If it felt weird, it was weird. Get out, fast.”

(If I were re-issuing that fairy tale, as a publisher, I would make this the foreword.)

Snail Week At The Truth Barrier: A Poem

Snails = teachers of ballet, and silent buddhas of professorial, contented devotion to self-exile from life’s jungles of adversarial competition.

Snails = celebrity worthy of celebrity. stardom worthy of stardom. prestige worthy of prestige.

Queens and kings of peace…

beings in a world not worthy of them.


–John Powell

A Book By Its Cover: “Hacks” By Donna Brazile

It’s called Hacks.

How dare anybody guilt trip anybody for not voting for Hillary Clinton?

Donna Brazile was there. 

Elites Shocked As Islamic Terror Sponsors In Saudi Arabia Placed Under House Arrest

“And I’ve got to tell you, for all the elites out in the world, the Party of Davos guys are sitting there today gobsmacked, absolutely shocked,” he said. “The largest financier in the Arab world, the Muslim world, is Prince Alwaleed. He’s got stakes in just about every high-tech company. He’s a huge partner of Rupert Murdoch. When he came to the United States back in the early nineties, he was actually a client of my firm as he got into Hollywood; he got into media. He owns a huge stake in Citicorp, he saved Citicorp from going bankrupt.”

“People are stunned today that he was put under house arrest, put under arrest yesterday in Saudi Arabia, in this situation of what they called corruption, money laundering, et cetera. People are thinking this is directly tied to the financing of the Muslim Brotherhood, this whole thing about cleaning up Saudi Arabia to take care of this. You’re going to see a lot of changes. This thing is far, far from over. You’re at the top of the first inning. You’re probably at the first batter,” Bannon said.



Who Is Prince al-Waleed Bin Talal And Why The Saudi Blindspot? Percy Sutton Revealed In 2008 That Recently Purged Saudi Prince Asked Him To Pull Strings To Get Obama Into Harvard: Who Got The Story Killed, And How?

Ben Smith, Editor Of Buzzfeed, that’s who.

“According to Sutton, al-Mansour had asked him to “please write a letter in support of [Obama] … a young man that has applied to Harvard.” Sutton had friends at Harvard and gladly did so.

Three months before the election it should have mattered that a respected black political figure had publicly announced that an outspoken anti-Semite like al-Mansour, backed by a Saudi billionaire, had been guiding Obama’s career, perhaps for the last twenty years, but the story died a quick and unnatural death.

The principle assassin was Ben Smith. On September 4, 2008 — a week after I reported this story in WND — Smith fired back in Politico. Sutton’s story, Smith reported, “seems off in at least one key detail.” The “detail” was that Obama, through spokesman Ben LaBolt, claimed not to know al-Mansour.

What Smith failed to report is that, unless forced to, no presidential candidate in his right mind would acknowledge the sponsorship of a man Smith described as a “Black Panther turned Muslim businessman.”

–Jack Cashill

Read more: 

“The octogenarian Sutton calmly and lucidly explained that he had been “introduced to [Obama] by a friend.” The friend’s name was Dr. Khalid al-Mansour, and the introduction had taken place about 20 years prior.

Sutton described al-Mansour as “the principal adviser to one of the world’s richest men.” The billionaire in question was Saudi prince Al-Waleed bin Talal.

Given the game-changing nature of this revelation when it surfaced in late August 2008, the Obama camp and its allies in the media, particularly Politico and Media Matters, shifted into overdrive to kill the story. Through a series of denials, lies and slanders about Sutton’s mental health, they succeeded.”

–Jack Cashill


The Washington Post reports (failing to reference Jack Cashill’s reporting about the Obama/Harvard connection and the Percy Sutton interview in 2008:)

“Holdings in Twitter, Lyft, Euro Disney and Twentieth Century Fox; luxury hotels across the world; a tower under construction in Saudi Arabia that will soon be the world’s tallest building. Or his opulent palace, where Business Insider once reported the prince kept “a group of dancing, laughing, joking dwarfs” in his entourage, occasionally tossing them around as sport like human shot puts.

That last part isn’t in the official biography. And it would be a shame if all you knew about Alwaleed was his wealth, because the personality behind those billions of dollars sounds no less extraordinary.”

Avi Selk, Washington Post, article here.

Bad news for us: This guy owns us. We live at the mercy of the fake news brothel he funds. He is a major shareholder not only in Twitter, but in Apple, News Corp, and many other culture-controlling corporations. I guess this explains what I have naively called “the Saudi blindspot.”

He has done business with Stephen K. Bannon, even, and Trump has purchased a yacht from him. (Which, by itself, is not that worrying.)

The only person I can locate at press time who did not take his money was former NYC Mayor Rudy Giuliani.

And: Why did Rudy Giuliani reject bin Talal’s gift offer of $10 million to New York, after 9/11?

All answers here:

So…he’s a progressive? A good guy? WaPo tells us, confusingly, that the “prince without borders,” Bin Talal’s politics are “hard to pin down,” and that he is both a “medieval monarch” and a modernist/feminist reformer, whose heart bleeds for the poor, and an unrepentant abuser of midgets.

“Not only did the prince hold occasional “midget-tossing” contests with these people, Business Insider wrote, but once invited his “jesters” to a business meeting, where he taught them the words “Boeing” and “Airbus” and had them decide which type of plane he should add to his personal fleet.

In the face of such bizarre accusations, Alwaleed has made great demonstrations of his concern for human rights — especially among the poor and women.”


Jack Cashill’s articles contain all the important undetonated landmines, and the history of how Ben Smith got the story killed–all  linked above, with video of Sutton, no longer viewable on YouTube, but easy to watch in the WND article. Lastly, his Twitter stakes and the complete list of names of the Saudi Royals “purged.” Prince Al_Waleed bin Talal, Obama’s lucky charm, is number one on the list.

Take it from here, all citizen reporters. Don’t let any reporter get isolated, cornered, and beaten up. (As happened to me.)

All truth is carried by all truth-seekers and finders. This story was “broken” by Jack Cashill, years ago, killed by Politico, Media Matters, Ben Smith, et al, who are mass murderers of truth and reality, and paid handsomely to “discredit” reporters who do honest work. Make it stop. Support small, independent journalists, and above all, protect the drive-by shootings that appear to kill “reputations,” for political propaganda gain. It’s gone far enough. Why weren’t we allowed to know who  bin Talal was, and what it meant to our entire political landscape and consciousness, after 9/11?

Answers linked above.

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Who Were The Saudi Royals Purged This Weekend, And Why The Media Blackout?

The Long Overdue Takedown Of Monster Predator Sigmund Freud “…A Man Whose ‘Treatment’ You Wouldn’t Wish On Your Worst Enemy’ “

“Over 650 pages, he builds up a portrait of Freud as the most vile, medically useless, misogynistic, snobbish, petulant, jealous, crazy, sex-obsessed creep you could ever hope not to look up at from a couch — and a man whose ‘treatment’ you wouldn’t wish on your worst enemy.”

[Note, The Truth Barrier is on the record as detesting the predatory Freud and admiring his counterpoint, and intellectual superior: Alice Miller. May she rest in even more peace, now.]








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TIME Magazine Religious Innovator Of The 21st Century Accused Of Numerous Sexual Assaults, Including Minors: Denies Charges

The Rise Of Christianophobia–The Last “Acceptable” Form Of Hate

I remember when I “got it.” It was a scene in that movie about Harvey Milk, starring Sean Penn: “Milk.”

A straight Christian politician, and colleague of Milk comes into his campaign office and all the gay staff fall dead silent. He is nervous. He has come to invite Milk to his wedding. Milk–who is a class act– casts a glance at his horrified staffers, stands up, and says: “I’d love to come. I’ll be there.” (We are of course to understand that this man is actually in the closet, etc.)

In any case, the marrying Christian hetero man nods, relieved, (he is entirely the “loser,” the bad guy, the ugh, who- would-want-to- be that guy, in the film, whereas Milk is a perfect shining hero and martyr. And has all the charisma and love.)

When he has left the office, the staff unfreeze. They roll their eyes, hiss, cackle, and exhort Milk to explain his bizarre decision. “You’re going?”

As if he was entering a very filthy tank full of terrible untouchable creatures nobody would want to be associated with.

I always wondered if the film maker, Gus Van Zandt, who intended his film to display gay heroica, realized what he had done in that scene.

Did he understand that Harvey Milk’s staff were showing exactly the kind of “PHOBIA” that this whole predictable exercise in virtue signaling was meant to deride?

I was very eager to ask him but of course I don’t know the guy.

Let me tell you another story that defies Hollywood’s strict ideological narratives and moral codes. My father ran for Mayor of New York City, in 1977, on the Republican ticket, and actually did very well, due to his capacity to turn up in any neighborhood and speak any foreign language. I love him but he would have made a terrible Mayor, I think. He is not interested in anything administrative or dull. He likes to do things like place colored flags on all his cheeses and know their names in foreign languages. A hoot, a total character–but Mayor of New York? No.

(I was in Sweden, with my mother and sister, and literally was barely aware of this Mayor Of New York business. Before the internet…)

He ran against Ed Koch, who of course won, and who was deeply in the closet as a gay man. Nobody knew, nobody cared.

BUT: I met and interviewed Koch, many years later, for a story about post 9/11 New York, in Newsmax. He was very warm and nice, until I mentioned my father, at which point he turned to cold steel. Perfunctory quotes–done.

Usually people across the political spectrum, all the way over to and including Victor Navasky, all but hug my legs when they learn who my father is. People just love him. But not Ed Koch.

So I asked my father about it and here is what he told me. His campaign manager wanted to leak to the press about Koch’s homosexuality. (Bear in mind, this is in 1977.)

My father said no way. NO WAY. I’d rather lose than win like that. (I have no doubt whatsoever this is true.)

Koch nevertheless believed to the end of his life that when the story eventually did leak, my father was behind it. He would not believe the truth.

“But hang on a  minute,” I said to my father. “He won.”

“Yeah I know,” my father said. “He was a sore winner.”



Watching Ourselves, Loving Being Small In A Big World Of Monsters Who Can’t See Us

I have mixed feelings about my addiction to the illusion that I can make heads, tails, or demon horns out of the endlessly traumatizing news cycle. I try, and I am heartened by the feedback that many of you feel kind of safe and comfortable here, even if we are not equipped to BREAK BIG STORIES IN REAL TIME. thump thump.

Associate Editor Jack Mackerel

I want to go home, go back, go somewhere.

I want to not be hooked into all this terrifying narrative, with which I also traumatize others, (you guys) in the sacred name of getting-to-the-bottom of-the-bottomless-abyss. Funnily enough, this never seems to happen. 

I have a proper book-book to complete right now. I have to “un-hook.” I ask, warmly encourage, you all to keep looking, posting, even fighting, if need be. Tell me (us) what you know, suspect, find. My trolls love you too, they just don’t know it yet.

Women make good journalists in the sense that nobody takes us seriously anyway so what do we have to lose when we get beaten like gongs. It just has a kind of clarifying effect, in the end.

I just saw a headline that the latest shooter, in Texas, was an Antifa member. He looks quite indistinguishable from a KKK type. All these creeps start to look the same–just post-human. Those clammy, dead eyes. Jesus, what has been done to these people? Have they never picked blueberries in the woods? (In Sweden, my mother actually steered us toward a very rejected–by the Swedes I mean–cousin berry to the blueberry, an oblong, not perfectly round berry called an “odon.” She had us all–cats included–in the woods, filling buckets, certain we had struck gold. Nobody else was interested in them. They actually tasted kind of weird. But we made jam, juice…)

These are the things I prefer to think about, when my nerves start to shake–unravel. I do not (not anymore) have the nerves necessary to do “investigative journalism.”

I unhook the hooks, and admit a kind of defeat. I do not know. I can never know. I don’t know if that photo that person, that name, that narrative is entirely real, entirely fake, or some composite of the two.

So to heck with it all. What am I saying? I want my “life” back. I am only really on solid ground when I tell little stories that I know are true, because I saw and heard them with my own eyes and ears. Subjective perception.

True success, to me, is when you say you can tell what I am asserting vs. what I am thinking out loud about. Transparency. Thank you. (In this instance, thank you Scott Gordon. But thank you to each person who has ever expressed “getting” the elusive concept of this website that doesn’t behave much like a news site or like a conspiracy site.)

It is a trauma portal. Edited by somebody who has survived many rounds of trauma based mind control, since I was shorter than my desk. Because it happens in families, as it happens in society at large: Rage based reality shaping.

This is all I know: Those who hold forth narratives based on what they observe, as H.C. Andersen’s child did, are met with abuse, rage, and identity collapse. So: Any time you see that–anger, rage, attempts to make somebody feel like dirt–truth is trying to cross over.

Little furry duckling. Stand back and let him cross.






Strange Events At The Truth Barrier

I was composing a post about “Your News Wire” having posted an article claiming it knew about the contents of the sealed indictments that are being posted on Twitter. I suddenly (as I was composing it) got an email saying I had published it. I was not aware of having published it–this usually requires a few steps which I don’t recall taking.

Now I have pulled it, to try to figure out how that happened. Meanwhile,  I put out questions to two people, including James Brower, on Twitter, asking if they could confirm or deny it. Awaiting replies.

If there is a “bot” that is running the control panels here, I have every plan to fight back and give them a hard time.

For now, everybody can go read it for themselves.

Are you noticing that your phone is blinking? That your screen is jumping around? It’s always possible that we are “imagining” these things. One likes to think nobody would bother with a website this small.

Who knows?


How My Father Knew It Was True

Barry and Ulla Farber, circa 1963

Sometimes to calm my nerves, I tell little stories. I tell myself stories. Or rather, I remind myself of stories. Many of the stories in my head are from my father, who is a master story teller. He makes you have a feel for the story by painting a picture of the emotions of it, and the people in it. One such story just came into my head.

It was Friday, November 22, 1963. My mother had somehow reached my father at work, and told him she’d heard President Kennedy had been shot. He took the elevator from his office up to the main news floor, at  “the station.” The radio station where he was employed at the time. (Though he is my father, I actually don’t know which radio station he worked for in 1963, and I was not yet born.)

On last year’s anniversary of the JFK assassination, I said to my father: “For some reason, this year, I am focusing on it, as it must have been for all of you. Trying to imagine and picture it. It must have been so traumatic for you. I don’t know why I never thought of it the way but everything is always about the bullets and the theories…”

He said:  “Have I ever told you how I learned it was true?”

“No, I don’t think so.” (I say that even when he has told me, so I can hear a story one more time.)

“I took the elevator up to the main news floor. ” (As he was telling me this, I was transported to that elevator car, and can see my father frantically trapped in there, like a giraffe in a cage, waiting for the slow elevator to get to the right floor. When I “imagine” things, it’s always these kinds of details that get me. Was it silent? Was it packed? Were there elevator buttons that lit up? White light? Were there men in damp overcoats and fedora hats? Had they all stopped wearing fedora hats, by then, because JFK stopped wearing one? Were you in shock? Disbelief? There was no “fake news” then. No Twitter rumors. Just sober newscasts one would have a hard time disbelieving.

“The elevator doors opened,” he said. “There were two men carrying a woman, horizontal, who had fainted. As soon as I saw that, I knew it was true.”

My parents left shortly thereafter, took a train to Washington D.C., and got in a very ling line, to view the casket. They stood in that line all through the night, and in the morning, reached the casket, and paid their respects.

That is one of a small handful of stories I have and hold, from my parents, as a couple. Children of divorce collect these stories like sea-shells. The photo of my parents is its own kind of “fake news,” but I like to look at it, because it represents “before.” They look so happy.

We all have a JFK assassination in our memory bank, when something dark came in, and wrecked our innocence–our lives.

Why did it all have to be taken away? Who was the gunman? Can’t he be stopped?






Follow The Questions: Q’s Breadcrumbs Ask All Citizens To Pay Close Attention To Vast Web

It just occurred to me that alot of “alternative” media, including InfoWars, (to a lesser extend) Cernovich and all the other biggies, rely on a domination model rather than an inclusion model. They rely on “fame” journalism and swelling audiences.  They do great work, but narration has taken over cautious bread-crumb fact finding and dot-connecting. So it begins to wash over your consciousness, like a “show.”

This, below, on the other hand, feels like a new tradition to me: It lays down a question grid–and an inclusive one, at that. Most media lays down an “answer” grid, and asks you to surrender some part of yourself, essentially, to “believe.”

So: Here are the questions “Q” asks that we keep in mind as this week’s news events unfold.

Twitter Rumor Spreads That John Podesta Is Missing, Tony Podesta In Custody

First: Interesting video I reviewed, from 3 days ago. Second, update from yesterday. All help is needed from all people with an Internet connection to discern what might be “truth” at this moment. This video is mostly questions, but they amount to a perspective that I had not heard before. am reporting this AS a Twitter rumor, from yesterday. Not confirmed.


All Eyes On Saudi Arabia/Child Trafficking In Wake Of “Corruption” Sweep Bust Of Saudi Princes

Note: How do I report on developing news, and how do I weigh information?  I am a one-person, unstaffed news portal relying on micro-donations, nowhere near capacity to do the kind of heavy first hand reporting that enables you to be plugged in to sources. The next best thing I can do is spend hours each day trying to at least figure out which portals and threads are asking the right questions, doing the digging. Hence, I am reporting second-hand, basically ushering TTB readers to certain places where I hope you will continue the research yourselves. We are all “the media.”

Shock developments awaiting confirmation include:

Saudi prince ousted earlier owns Mandalay Bay alongside Bill Gates. The Vegas shooting was part of this.

Saudi Prince ousted is the second largest share holder of twitter and owns a larger share than @Jack

The Saudi Princes have been protecting the cabal. They can’t any longer. The princes had to go first.


From VOAT Thread here:

“Everything PG, Vegas, 911, Cabal is connected to SA.

The Saudi Princes are huge donors to the CF et al and the CF has been using them for money laundering.

Trumps SA tweet was confirming that he’d trade Amaco on the NYSE, his part of the bargain for these Princes being ousted. He’s essentially saying he’ll protect the Saudi economy.

Trumps first visit overseas was to Saudi. He made a deal that these Princes would be outed, so he can bring down the Cabal in exchange for him protecting the Saudi economy.

The missile which hit Riyadh last night was a US one. Targeted EMP is being used to cut power to the princes compounds.

Saudi prince ousted earlier owns Mandalay Bay alongside Bill Gates. The Vegas shooting was part of this.

Saudi Prince ousted is the second largest share holder of twitter and owns a larger share than @Jack

The Saudi Princes have been protecting the cabal. They can’t any longer. The princes had to go first.

IMPORTANT – See my comments in the thread below for essential reading on the Saudi tweet from Trump earlier.

Q signed a post with a puzzle leading to the initials DJT (will find the link)

It appears that MegaAnon is Sarah Huckabee Sanders. Follow from this post, and into the next thread where the ‘feet ‘ photo shows feet on the WH Press Room carpet — — Appears that she’s posting as Sarah and Megs at the same time.

We have been chosen to support DJT and this historical time. WE ARE THE MEDIA NOW.

Princes First — Podesta and Clinton Cabal Next

Whatever you’ve got, please post it over there too, all the dots are being connected JUST NOW and they are calling for us PG Voaters to help as we know our subject.”


Big Picture Snapshot, By Scott Gordon (Via Comments)

It got me thinking about the vested interests that the Rothschild-Soros-Clinton-Bush cartel are working on:

*Positioning anti-government (mainly peaceful anarchists and libertarians) as “violent” – effectively shunting actual righteous anger into a dead-end – a perfect recipe for preventing any real revolution (as if that is what we needed anyway) – and an excuse to annihilate citizen opposition to their hegemony over the common people

*Bigger government with more and more control measures implemented unopposed

*Fueling both extremes (racist alt-right vs. “alienated” fake alt-left) with fake events and a new army of “brownshirts” (Nazi-era paid agents, violents and actors for those rallies) – a perfect recipe for increased gun control and other police state measures

*Increased sales:
-gun sales (yes, these Rothschild-Soros-connected families manufacture and sell arms)
-sale of news and fake news (the mainstream media cartel)
-selling arms to city police forces
-it has been brilliantly pointed out that people under stress go shopping – they buy more things they don’t really need – distorting the economy – directly benefiting merchants in league with the Rothschild-Soros axis (

But probably chief among all reasons for their current panic operations:

*Distracting from the global pedophilia and child sex trafficking that has had them controlling politicians, governments and militaries across the globe – this is starting to unravel and has been the basis for their control and their long-running march into one-world-government globalism

Comment Rules, Repeated

If you post a comment that is strictly mockery, with no “point” other than contempt, you may get your comment deleted. If you are calling yourself “Satan’s Tool” while you do it, your chances of getting deleted shoot up to 100%

I am doubling down on abuse, not disagreement.

Now: There were two people who suggested, caustically, that the NYT Antifa ad was an Alex Jones hoax. I proved it wasn’t and asked that those who partook in this distortion return and say: “Roger that.”

This is about correcting the record as we go.

One was David Crowe. I can’t recall the second. I trust you will eventually let us hear from you.


A Warning From Former BLM Member About Nov 4 And The Mind Control Neo-Bolshiviks: “This Is All A Big Set Up”

“For the people who still are believing that this movement, this black movement, even some of these white movements, are legit….man you have a lot of growing to do.”

“Alot of the black leaders are leading us straight to our demise…They’re playing us emotionally because they need all the help that they can get. They’re getting gays, they’re getting black people…anybody who doesn’t like Donald Trump. They’re basically trying to get you to fight for a war that is being started on American turf very very soon.”

“This is all a big set up.”

“The various black movements have been compromised and infiltrated. The BLM is not a black organization, it is being used to help those who want to start a civil war. Many black people are being set up to be slaughtered. We must put the race thing to the side, for now. The Democratic Party is using black people to fight whites for Antifa. Antifa is being paid for by Clinton, Soros, and Rothschilds. Black allegiance is the target. The whole plan is to take the guns away from people on the conservative side. November 4th is the day that Antifa has pledged to start the war. It is already here with the Las Vegas thing. That was a direct hit from the left. I want black people to understand that you are being used.

What is going on now is so much bigger than the issue of racial equality, it is about revolution against America. I am damn sure not going with Hillary and Soros. The people on the left are trying to get you to do their dirty work and start the civil war. White, Blacks and Mexicans, they are coming after you. You are going to get slaughtered if you listen to them. Hidden powers are controlling the narrative. Trying to get you to hate white people.”

–Chaziel Sunz

Note: As I have reported here in recent days, I attended the Oct 30 Antifa protest against journalist Mike Cernovich, at Colombia University.  There’s still a lot I have not had time to report. One thing that struck me to the point of shock was this: As they stood crowded into that lobby, chanting, then pausing, to allow speakers to come to the center, and take the mike, the white leaders (thin, shifty, menacing hooded types) they said, over and over: “Are there any brown or black people that would like to say anything? Are there any brown or black people that would like to say anything?” They made sure every speaker was “black or brown” but the leaders were white, and oozing violence.

Who talks like that? “Black or brown people?” It struck me as racist and condescending. And exactly in line with what Chaziel Sunz is saying here.

Well, whatever comes, it starts today. It’s November 4th.

What are the two sides? Rothschild Hate Based Revolutionary vs. Anti-violence Humanist. Trump is a trigger, a huge trigger. And what we are being subject to is mass trauma based mind control. Try to hold in to your thoughts. Don’t let your mind be hacked, to abandon your values, because you feel abused enough to go along with anything the Globalist Narcissist ghouls say.  As he says, “Do your own research.”

There are ways to oppose racism that do not play directly into the hands of a destructive, deadly NWO Bolshevik revolution that benefits the 1 % here on US soil, just because you may not like Donald Trump. He is not nearly as relevant, or as central, as he is made out to be.
You are under no obligation to become hateful, to assist banking elites in their final destruction of human liberty.


Trauma Alert: Soros Funded Hedge Fund Manager Was Human Trafficker, Beat, Electrocuted Women

Is hatred of women the new place where hate goes, when it can no longer go where it used to go before some forms of hate were rendered “unacceptable?”  What caused this? What is the devil’s border abyss between lust and abuse? For the record, I was never one to take the cultural mushrooming popularity of S&M lightly. Sadism is very dangerous and so is masochism. These are symptoms of desensitization, which breeds violence, which breeds destruction. Every day I am more and more pleased to be old fashioned and a prig. Look what can happen if you are too open to people’s expansive “sexuality:”

From New York Post:

‘Rubin gagged, tied up and viciously abused the women — even punching one in the head, the suit filed by civil lawyer John Balestriere said.

“I’m going to rape you like I rape my daughter,” Rubin barked during one of the alleged assaults.

In one session, he beat one of the women’s “breasts so badly that her right implant flipped,” the papers state.

The former Bear Stearns trader paid her $20,000 to repair the damage.

One plaintiff was tied up, gagged and shocked with a cattle prod in her groin before Rubin allegedly raped her, according to the filing.

Rubin — who collaborated with two female fixers and a lawyer — had the women sign non-disclosure agreements, the papers state.

The trio sought to “cover up Rubin’s sexual misconduct and criminal abuse of women and to serve as a cover for his wide-ranging human trafficking scheme,” wrote Balestriere.

A lawyer for one of the women blasted Rubin’s alleged conduct.

“While arrogance and self-import may convince certain men otherwise, neither money nor power gives any person the right to victimize a woman,” said Jeremy Saland.’


Why Do You Suddenly Think You Are A Closet Islamophobe? Because Saudi Money Has Been Soaking Western Universities For A Long Time And This Is What They Paid For

Follow the money behind all mass media guilt trips. Always:


Race War In Full Throttle: You Are Being Brainwashed By Saudi Interests To Suddenly Feel Like A Racist No Matter What You Do

Follow the money.

Where is all this coming from? If you have accused friends you’ve known your whole life of being “racist” in the past year, you have been successfully conditioned by violent mind control to do the bidding of the post 9/11 Saudi-Globalist-Zionist puppet masters.

Apologize to your friends, take a shower, and take back your mind.

This is mass mind control and mass abuse. A Psy-op, just like “HIV-AIDS.”

Republican Donor Robert Mercer Divorces Milo and Breitbart: Quotes Dangers Of Groupthink And References “Pain And Divisiveness”

[Anybody whose work or ideas has ever been connected with a larger identifying “group,” has had the experience of mistaking said group for some kind of “family.” Only to discover, the hard way, that that is exactly what it is like. Here is Robert Mercer’s pained and somewhat mysterious quote:]

“A society founded on the basis of the individual freedom that flourishes under a limited federal government has no place for discrimination. Of the many mischaracterizations made of me by the press, the most repugnant to me have been the intimations that I am a white supremacist or a member of some other noxious group.

“Discrimination on the basis of race, ethnicity, gender, creed, or anything of that sort is abhorrent to me. But more than that, it is ignorant.

“The press has also intimated that my politics marches in lockstep with Steve Bannon’s. I have great respect for Mr. Bannon, and from time to time I do discuss politics with him. However, I make my own decisions with respect to whom I support politically. Those decisions do not always align with Mr. Bannon’s.

“Without individuals thinking for themselves, society as a whole will struggle to distinguish the signal of truth from the correlated noise of conformity. I supported Milo Yiannopoulos in the hope and expectation that his expression of views contrary to the social mainstream and his spotlighting of the hypocrisy of those who would close down free speech in the name of political correctness would promote the type of open debate and freedom of thought that is being throttled on many American college campuses today. But in my opinion, actions of and statements by Mr. Yiannopoulos have caused pain and divisiveness undermining the open and productive discourse that I had hoped to facilitate. I was mistaken to have supported him, and for several weeks have been in the process of severing all ties with him.”



Video Documentation Verifying Antifa Ad in New York Times

I have just seen the comments asking if this is an Alex Jones ruse, a rabbit hole, or “another Pizzagate.”

At a time when pedophiles in Hollywood and all through society are being exposed and (in the cases of the less powerful, wealthy ones) arrested, I am astounded to see “Pizzagate” still referred to as a fake distraction. I am astounded also, that anybody thinks Alex Jones would risk losing all credibility, by doctoring an Antifa ad that did not appear in the New York Times.

Here below, InfoWars reporter Kit Daniels walks into a supermarket, walks over to the newspaper section, and opens the New York Times to reveal the ad.

I would ask each person who has questioned whether this is real, to please check back, and say “Roger that. It’s real. It is proven. Sometimes my politics affects my capacity to have a good feel for what is credible, believable, provable, and what is likely fake.”

No harm done, but it would be reassuring to me if those messages came in, so we are all “on the same page” about when we have proven a thing and when we have not. Please watch the entire video. Thank you! Debunked: Pedo Defenders Caught Lying About Antifa NYT Ad

The New York Times Antifa Ad Was Against The Law: Is This To Prepare Us For The Overthrow Of the United States Government on Nov 4?


“Whoever knowingly or willfully advocates, abets, advises, or teaches the duty, necessity, desirability, or propriety of overthrowing or destroying the government of the United States or the government of any State, Territory, District or Possession thereof, or the government of any political subdivision therein, by force or violence, or by the assassination of any officer of any such government; or

Whoever, with intent to cause the overthrow or destruction of any such government, prints, publishes, edits, issues, circulates, sells, distributes, or publicly displays any written or printed matter advocating, advising, or teaching the duty, necessity, desirability, or propriety of overthrowing or destroying any government in the United States by force or violence, or attempts to do so; or

Whoever organizes or helps or attempts to organize any society, group, or assembly of persons who teach, advocate, or encourage the overthrow or destruction of any such government by force or violence; or becomes or is a member of, or affiliates with, any such society, group, or assembly of persons, knowing the purposes thereof—

Shall be fined under this title or imprisoned not more than twenty years, or both, and shall be ineligible for employment by the United States or any department or agency thereof, for the five years next following his conviction.

If two or more persons conspire to commit any offense named in this section, each shall be fined under this title or imprisoned not more than twenty years, or both, and shall be ineligible for employment by the United States or any department or agency thereof, for the five years next following his conviction.

As used in this section, the terms “organizes” and “organize”, with respect to any society, group, or assembly of persons, include the recruiting of new members, the forming of new units, and the regrouping or expansion of existing clubs, classes, and other units of such society, group, or assembly of persons.”

(June 25, 1948, ch. 645, 62 Stat. 808; July 24, 1956, ch. 678, § 2, 70 Stat. 623; Pub. L. 87–486, June 19, 1962, 76 Stat. 103; Pub. L. 103–322, title XXXIII, § 330016(1)(N), Sept. 13, 1994, 108 Stat. 2148.)


The New Guardians Of The Old Order: Antifa Protests New Journalism At Columbia University

By “new journalism” I mean the non-deep state affiliated, working class, non Ivy League, non-pod Mike Cernovich, who was showing slides about facts vs propaganda inside and taking questions. That’s the new “literally Hitler!”

[I was not able to hear the talk at the time, but watched it later online, and will post it.]

You know…I have never done many disgusting, popular things. One such thing is chant. I have never chanted. Not once in my life. It seems to me like an exercise in degradation– the collapse and reversal of sovereign mind space. I would not even chant along to something I heartily agree with.

Once I submit to a chant, I give up my voice, by lending it to the injected command–the content of the chant.

“It is clear that the importunity of these devils was as monstrous as their numbers. Whenever Richly, a Cisterian abbot, closed his eyes he saw them around him as thick as dust. There were more precise estimates of their numbers, two of which are known to me, but they differ widely: one is 44,635,569; the other is 11 billion.”

Crowds and Power, Elias Canetti

Scene From Antifa Protest of Cernovich Talk at CU, Oct 30

I have many more videos. I often struggle with whether to narrate, or let material speak for itself. I can give you a bit of context: The mob was weary of its chants inside the lobby, scoping the exits, looking to attack (if possible physically) the speaker inside (Mike Cernovich) and/or anybody who had come to hear his talk on the rise of the new alternative media. Suddenly, with tremendous speed and velocity, they all took off running for a “kill–” somebody they were calling a “troll.” There was a lot of commotion, and as I walked toward there the commotion was coming from, the man in question was on the other side of a locked gate, and the squalid little deep state “radicals” were bullying him from the safety of their numbers, their “many” to his “one.” I wanted to ask: “Do you guys make any distinction between an American flag and “fascism?” But this aren’t “people,” who will answer questions of fellow humans, so I thought better of it, and just went back to observing.

Antifa Buys Full Page Ad in NYT Announcing Intent For Nov. 4 Revolution

I was wondering how much such an ad costs in 2017, so looked it up. According to Quora, about $150,000 for a pull page ad in the NYT.

The Soros sponsored Anitfa is by no means “ragtag.” I attended one of their protests the other night, against Mike Cernovich, who gave a talk at Columbia University about the rise if new media. I stayed and observed–watched and listened, for about 4 hours, until I was frozen and hungry and my phone had powered down and they were still baying for Cernovich’s blood outside the building, with the cops standing politely by as they screamed that they are the same as the KKK.

It was so depressing and dispiriting, I have no words. These people are pure hate. Their nature is perfectly cold. For this reason, it is almost impossible even to write about them or describe them. But I will try, if you want me to.

I have never been quite so happy to be reunited with my cats, Jack and Lewis, as I was that night, when I came home, horrified and cold. I saw straight up fascism: Violence against any and all who do not conform to the ideological doctrine they have set out. I mean physical violence. And verbal. And spiritual.

This mentality is the “nightmare.”

Who’s Crazy Now? JFK Files Shatter America’s Delusions About “Conspiracy Theorists” (But Will They Ever Be Healed?)

New Report From AHRP Reveals Truth About The Wakefield Affair: “The Case Was Crafted As A Relentless Assault.”

Carmel and Andrew Wakefield, GMC Hearings, London

“The case against Dr. Wakefield and his two co-defendants, was contrived and filed by Brian Deer, on assignment for Murdoch’s Sunday Times. Deer had been explicitly commissioned to get “something big [on] MMR”.6 As a Murdoch-commissioned reporter, Deer gained access to numerous influential sources. Doors to confidential information that Deer would not otherwise have obtained – including confidential medical records – were opened. Deer was essentially providing the ammunition, while garnering material for his “story”. The case was crafted as a relentless assault, aimed at destroying Dr. Wakefield’s professional career and reputation, for which Deer won kudos, and advanced his own career.

An MLI newsletter (2004) confirmed that Deer was assisted by MLI “in strictest confidence”.

Among MLI’s services to its pharma clients was crafting complaints to initiate GMC investigations.
The GMC hearings were calculated to: (1) end the line of research into the relationship between the MMR and autism; (2) prevent parents from filing legal action; and (3) to destroy the professional standing of the senior doctors in order to achieve 1 and 2. [GMC proceedings are noted for being high pressured, prejudicial, & extremely stressful. Defendants in GMC proceedings are presumed “guilty unless proven innocent.” Reports have documented a startling number of doctors who have committed suicide during GMC proceedings. [See Appendix 6]”


Read the in depth report by the outstanding Vera Sharav here.

Please consider making a donation to AHRP, and remember that these brave, small boats have been shelled by Pharma affiliates for decades. Money is protection, and the capacity to keep researching, keep the flame going.




“Nexus Of Science Bullying” “Science Blogs” To Suddenly Shut Down, Catone Baby Cause Of Death Revealed

[Harvey Bialy, this one is for you. Leave word.]


“It was a source of terrible lies, and viciousness, and meanness, and cruelty to struggling families. It laid the trap for new families to be brought in…and for their children to be hurt, and even killed.”

–Ginger Taylor

[HIV dissidents, at the inception of “ScienceBlogs” fought many brutal, bloody battles, we too lost people at the hands of this truly sociopathic organ of deep state lies and murder. Here they are for example,  celebrating the death of a grieving mother, 

More links here and here.]

What are they afraid of? Why are they going off-line? What should be preserved before it’s erased?  These murderous toads do not readily retreat. There is a reason. They know they are defeated and they are covering their tracks. I can’t personally “go to” the site because when they killed my friend, and almost killed me, I was energetically unable to ever look at it again. A friend coined the term “Luciferian misogyny.” They represent hatred of women, mothers, children–above all.

I agree with Ginger Taylor’s Christian influence, and while I am in one sense rejoicing because, as this also demonstrates, the deep state is everywhere in thrashing-wounded-animal-death-rattle-free-fall, I feel no hate. I do feel relief. Sorrow, for the countless victims of this murderous “blog” that really, genuinely, killed so many people, most tragically, children.

As I write this, it is 4:10 pm EST. I am yet in my robe, have not had breakfast, have been transfixed and agog over the shock contents of the Mueller indictment and the clear, imminent path to the Podesta indictments.

I believe the Deep State is dying before our very eyes. But strap yourselves in, this is going to be extremely turbulent.

I also believe there is a God, there is good, there is evil, and evil is losing, miserably, right now. At last.

America Wakes To Confusion and Shock As Manafort, Gates Indicted By Mueller on 12 Criminal Counts Including: “Unregistered Agents Of Government Of Ukraine,” Lobbying, Laundering, Tax Fraud And FARA Scandal Reaches To Podesta Group

I may be wrong but this is my best assessment after reading the documents all morning: This is way bigger deeper, more obscene and deadly than mere “money laundering,” and I am astonished that anybody with a brain would try to spin the crux point as the nexus between Trump and Manafort. READ IT.

2006-2014, Manafort and Gates ran a multi-million dollar lobbying campaign “directed by the government of Ukraine.”

The European Centre for A Modern Ukraine.








Imagine what enough money can buy you. This group not only “lobbied multiple members of Congress and their staffs about Ukraine sanctions” but meddled in something cryptically called “the propriety of Yanukovych’s imprisoning his presidential rival, Yulia Tymoshenko…” [Italics mine.]  Now we know why. The MSM is spinning this, rather insanely, as a Trump debacle, though it seems to be a bullet that barely grazes him, but is aimed at the heart of the criminal Podesta gang.

Manafort resigned from the Trump campaign in August of 2016.

Here are the burning questions: Which companies are company A and company B in the indictment? And why is nobody interested in Podesta Inc’s ties to The European Centre For A Modern Ukraine?


Company A or B?









FARA documentation here:

And what about all this (JPG below) strangeness between The European Centre For A Modern Ukraine and the US deep state media? Is it incorrect to say there was collusion, it was with the Government of Ukraine, it was (among other things) about THEIR election, while these guys profited, took tens of millions from Ukraine, lobbied members of congress, media, put Yanukovych’s rival in prison, laundered all the profits, and Podesta Inc. was at the center of it WITH Manafort, Gates, and God knows who else?

That’s just for starters.

Tell me if I am wrong, and if so, how I am wrong. Left media is spinning this (meekly) as a Trump scandal, right wing media as a Nothing Burger–I see it as neither, but am getting disoriented, because I don’t see my interpretations reflected elsewhere.

Seems these are big crimes and Podesta is next to be indicted. I welcome corrections in my thinking, but only with documentation and proof. Speculation is only serving to further cloud the already impossibly clouded mess right now. We should take time and not jump to conclusions that fit our political stripes.



Mystery Illness, “Resignation Syndrome,” Reported by BBC

I heard about this when I was in Sweden, last year. It’s not a new story: “Apatiska barn,” or “Apathetic children,” now called “Resignation Syndrome.” I believe personally that the extremely powerful WiFi networks in Sweden play a role, as do all the cultural rules and prohibitions that in so many ways turn immigrants into inert parcels, treated as something not quite human. There is actually one camp in Sweden, in this debate, that argues that the kids are faking it. I doubt that.

Things Fall Down Together: Kevin Spacey Reported To Have Attempted Sex With 14 Year Old Boy

And you will be instructed, conscious modern person, on social media. that this “does not give you permission to be homophobic.

To I would hope you would say: F@^k right off. They don’t get to control this demolition, and this moment is about chasing the PC prison guards back under the rocks they slithered from. “Homophobia” has had its reign and rule for decades, and anybody who would interrupt an investigation into the breaking, lurid, horrid truth about Hollywood pedophilia to whip and spank you into an obedient response is, as they say, “part of the problem.” This is going to be messy, is going to break and shatter across all political, social, and cultural lines. It comes down to the predator class and the preyed upon class. Those who assaulted and those who were assaulted. Those who were protected and those who had to repress their stories for decades because they were an inconvenience to the predator class and its sycophantic media enablers.

Never thought I would admire journalism at Buzzfeed.

Last week I was saying: Listen to women. Now I’m saying: Listen to victims of sexual assault. Men have an even harder time find their voice than women do.

We all have to support one another, and become part of the human chain of opposition.

God this makes me angry.

Get Unstuck And Release Misery Instantly: BioDynamic Gamma Breathing

I consider the most important work I do to be this: A) Agreeing by karmic soul contract to experience deep spectrum trauma, B) to “confess” it (live in and with it, openly) C) Fail, fail, and fail again, D) continue to search for answers, try everything on myself until E) something works so well it stuns me, and F) I spread the word!

Stephanie Dietz and Nancy Hopkins host a show that has become a favorite of mine, called “Shungite Radio Show.”  [If you type “Shungite” into the search bar, three previous article will come up. I have no financial connection to any form of Shungite or sellers of it, but if you buy it, I want you to get the real thing, so consider going to:] These two women, I consider pilots of the highest caliber. I’m no longer as keen on “healers” as I am on pilots.

Women perceive cloud formations that have not even happened yet, in a 360 degree way that takes into account past, present, future, body, mind, soul and above all: Energetic literacy.  Women understand the invisible, impactful. Because you can’t see it or prove it, it’s a hard road. It’s better to be a man, in many ways. People believe you.

But women are very important pilots at this moment.

I think its safe to say: We are going through a wild storm right now  connected to long repressed, dark secrets emerging–from dark to light, via pain and fear. Maybe many of us are also going through that on the “individual” level, (though there is no such thing as an “individual.”)

Three people in my life gave me two tools, and today they became “aha” breakthroughs. One was the importance of supplementing properly with magnesium (which I will return to) and the other was breathing.

Not just “deep breathing,” but rather, a remarkable way to breathe in a certain sequence that activates all parts of the brain.

If you are suffering from free-floating anxiety, spinning mind, unable to focus, I strongly recommend you listen to this entire podcast. At around the one hour mark, Jodi Neering takes us through the exercise, breath by breath. Many of us will be resistant to breathing properly, and that is a sign we are among those who needs this the most.

Shungite (by far the most powerful mineral/stone I have ever encountered) opened up pathways to healing that, as I knew going in, are not always easy, but are always necessary.

Let me know if you tried it, and what the effect was, on the comments section. I want this website to contribute to “truth” but not to contribute to “trauma.” As I unlock the mysteries of trauma and the brain, I will become better able to integrate the healing secrets, and share what I find.


America Begins To Wake Very Long Up A Bad Dream We Were Never Allowed To Know About: JFK Files

Newsweek: Obama Clinton At Center Of 2010 Nuclear Deal For Which FBI Held “Substantial Evidence of Racketeering”

“The Obama administration and then-Secretary of State Hillary Clinton have risen to the center of controversy over a 2010 nuclear deal that handed Russia control of 20 percent of the U.S.’s uranium supply. The Uranium One deal has been referred to as a Russian nuclear bribery scheme and similar names since government documents surfaced last week showing the FBI had substantial evidence of racketeering by Russian officials before the Obama administration approved the deal.”



Article here.


Any and all who continue past this point in history to mock or attempt to degrade people who have resisted media driven Russia-Trump hysteria are 100% discredited, face down in the mud. The best of them will admit defeat. The second best will keep silent. The worst will persist in their distortions, thus declaring themselves mentally unfit for public discourse.




Swedish Star Journalist Who Called Assange “Criminal” Accused Of Drugging And Sexually Assaulting At Least 12 Young Women




Harassed and Isolated, Corey Feldman Pleads For Help To Impart His Dark Knowledge Of Hollywood Pedophilia Safely

“I’ve been insulted and degraded in ways that were unimaginable to me. All because they feared what I know as the truth.”

“I am using this to draw a line in the sand.”

–Corey Feldman*

Note: Mr. Feldman famously said: “The biggest problem in Hollywood was, is, and always will be pedophilia.”

Turning Tide: MD Declares Colluding Pediatricians Have Blood On Their Hands For Every Child Killed By Vaccines

“The blood of every vaccine injured or killed child is on the hands of every pediatrician that parroted lies like “vaccines do not cause autism” and “the science is settled.”

The science isn’t settled, it’s corrupt.

The vaccine industry will soon face the backlash as doctors, scientists, and parents across America become aware of your crimes, rise up to oppose your lies, and hold you accountable for the vaccine injury holocaust you’ve caused.

The fraudulent deceit is coming to and end.”

–James C. Meehan, Jr. MD


Interview With The Parents Of Nicholas Catone

This is the first video I have ever posted without watching it in its entirety. I have followed the raw, heartbreaking posts of the Catone family on Facebook, since the sudden death of their son, Nicholas, almost two. When they describe the shattering moment, (“Nicholas is sleeping a bit late..?”)  the details so vivid and frozen in amber, I traveled there and felt it too, so many thousands of layers of intensity less, of course, but even that hurt so much that I turned from it. It’s not enough to say: “I can’t imagine.” We can all imagine. This is a catastrophe. A catastrophe. It’s happening every day. They are over-injecting EVERY American child and risking their lives from sudden death, sometimes up to two weeks or more after the chemical attack. The body fights so hard, harder than we can ever know, to compensate, balance, find a way, stay alive. In the case of this strong little boy, his body fought for 17 days before the fight was lost.

Nicholas’ parents have asked–in reply to the question, “what can we do?”–that everybody spread the word, spread the links, to Nicholas’ story, his parents courageous account of what killed him. They don’t want this to happen to anybody else.

Ask yourself: Why has no mainstream media outlet covered the story of the death of Nicholas Catone? Not one.
It is spreading like wildfire across social media and alternative media.


May God bless and protect the Catone family, as they move forward, shattered, and unwavering.

About Comments: Guidelines

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BLACK MIRROR BOMBSHELL: Confused About Uranium One Scandal? Charles Grassley’s Oct 12 Letter Is A Good Place To Start

“Notably, in the same month as the Clinton speech, Uranium One and Rosatom notified CFIUS of the Russian government’s intent to acquire twenty percent of the United States’ uranium assets. The next month, in July 2010, Renaissance Bank reportedly assigned Uranium One a “buy” rating, a move that would principally benefit its Russian investors.19

The donations raise concerns about potential conflicts of interest for Secretary Clinton and the Obama administration. The fact that Rosatom subsidiaries in the United States were under criminal investigation as a result of a U.S. intelligence operation apparently around the time CFIUS approved the Uranium One/Rosatom transaction raises questions about whether that information factored into CFIUS’ decision to approve the transaction.”

Clip Emerges Of Barbara Walters Scolding Corey Feldman For Damaging Hollywood’s Brand By Exposing Active Pedophiles

[Note: Feldman has always been clear that Michael Jackson was not a pedophile, never did anything to him.]


Shungite Transformations: What They Said

“Have been using these stones for only a few days and all I can tell you is that Something Good is Happening. I have been feeling down lately with a disease that has been difficult to deal with. I am actually feeling much better and I wanted to give you a ‘testimonial’ that they work! I wear this around my neck 24/7 and I put them in my water and my cat’s water as well. Yesterday, they were dancing all around my lawn like it was the best day of their lives and today I have been feeling the same way. From my heart to yours, Nancy!”

“wow is right Mr Benton! I should also mention I have been able to cancel FIVE (that’s right 5 !!!) unique doctors appointments and am now going to slowly try to eliminate some of my meds on my own. I really think the Shungite has saved me so much money already in medical bills….. I will continue to post here and keep you updated to my progress. this is yet another day I am feeling like a spring chicken again.. nothing is hurting or aching and am mentally clear……………this is amazing!”


“Shungite had been linked to a multitude of healings. Old dog Josie had been doing so bad we thought she had only days left. I took a shungite pendant and put it on her collar. By the next day she had improved so significantly I actually forgot to give her medication. In the following three weeks she continued to get stronger. Instead of a dog who mainly slept and did not want to eat, I now have a dog who eats three times a day and spends most of the day dozing between being awake and taking short walks. The only change in what I was doing was the shungite. That was on March 5, 2014.


I admit this is very limited examples of what I have seen shungite do. Mostly it is a feeling that this mineral is just magical. I believe shungite takes negative energy and changes it into a positive energy while enhancing positive energy. It works to balance the human or animal energy fields that results in healing. Illness and aging are simply energy fields out of balance. Shungite works to bring back balance.

And since writing the above all I have seen is Gaia’s Gift of Shungite continually demonstrating rather mystical powers. Please, give yourself a change to experience Shungite. It is now May 13 and old dog Josie is better than she was six months before having the Shungite experience. And the friend diagnosed with lung cancer had the diagnose changed after wearing a Shungite pendant for a couple of weeks. Because they could not explain what had happened and did not want to admit to a misdiagnosis, the doctors claimed it was a 1-100,000 chance that the thing they thought was cancer was not. Was it chance or Shungite?”

N.L. Hopkins


“CAUTIONARY NOTE: One of the things brought on by Shungite is getting distance between people who are not good for you. The tell tale sign is someone is attacking you and you do not react emotionally. It is more of WTF moment. It is just a temporary distance. You need the space to grow. Once you get to a point of complete empowerment, those who were negative influences will be drawn back to you for healing.”

N.L. Hopkins

“I received my Shungite a couple of months ago….. and I have to say I was a total skeptic that it would do me any good what so ever.
My mind was mush, from all the drugs I was taking to keep my body working.
I have Rheumatoid Arthritis, Fibromyalgia, Crohns Disease, Thyroid Disease, COPD and a host of several other health problems…..that were all keeping me from living life…….
.. after about a month… I (and my hubby) noticed I was thinking clearer … I was not so spaced out, and could actually hold a nice long conversation. The true test was when hubby let me balance our checkbook for the first time in several years .. and it was a success! ….. as time passed I continued to drink my shungite water and wear my pendants daily….
Not kidding you ~ one day I just woke up feeling so good, I decided I would tried to take a walk, … just a short one, didnt want to over do and hurt like hell the following day. The next day, the same thing, walked a wee bit farther than the day before.. and over the last few weeks I have finally walked myself back up to an entire mile. You dont know how good this feels to move like this again! I have alot of weight to drop from sitting so much and so many steroids and walking will help me do it quickly!!! Before I broke down and got “sick” I walked 3 miles daily without fail.
I FIRMLY in my heart believe if not for the Shungite, my brain would still be in a fog .. and I would not be having the clarity or energy I have …. I HAVE DONE NOTHING different than purchasing the Shungite and using it !! please please believe me when I say to TAKE THE CHANCE and make that purchase! I was at the end of my ropes and so desperate,
~ seriously ready to even off myself even ~
I will never be without my pendants … and I will continue to keep moving and walking… and never give up trying to get back to my normal life !!! THANK YOU NANCY, THANK YOU for the quick & courteous delivery and providing me with a stone that is so magical, so unbelievably unique… that I can hardly believe it myself !!!!!!”



My quiet awe about the energy transforming effects of shungite only grows, with each passing day. I’m way more stable, less distracted, less armored, less exhausted.  In fact, I’m downright energized, to the point of feeling like I was returned to my body, after about 10 years of being in energetic exile.

We are under Ahrimanic energy field attack like never before; Shungite is the secret weapon, to restore harmony, repel bad energy, cut EMF fields, resolve countless ailments, dispel hatred, and repair broken love.

Within 24 hours of wearing my shungite pendant, my persistent, annoying eye allergies vanished, (about 2 weeks ago) and have not returned, except for the one time I took the pendant off, overnight.

The allergies were only getting worse, no matter what I ate, or didn’t, and despite countless supplements, which I have now (on the gentle advice of two very wise friends) stopped taking altogether–for now.

My energy is shifting noticeably. I can fulfill tasks, without “splitting.” I have kept my desk clean, and am sometimes waking up in the early morning to re-organize drawers. (This qualifies almost as para-normal.)

The plants are growing beautifully, and the whole apartment feels peaceful.

My father actually came into the room where I was talking to my son on the phone, within 15 minutes of having his shungite in his pocket, and he said: “I feel noticeably better! Is that possible?” His wife Sara cleared a chronic stomach problem by the next morning, and called me, amazed.

It seems to make tap water taste like spring water, no chlorine smell. (The cats have shungite in their water bowl as well.)

Lewis and shungite

I notice also, that I am less defensive, less armored. I can think about my flaws, sins, shortcomings, and accept myself without feeling such a sense of metallic dread as I used to. I can also think about all the very painful things that have happened, and feel the embedded shards loosening, dissolving. Forgiveness (of self and others) is no longer just language, but something I can finally experience in my own energetic field.


I don’t think the word miracle is too big a word.

This is a trusted source of shungite in the US (originally I ordered it straight from Karelia) and I think you will be interested to read the many testimonials, and treasure trove of shungite information, here:


P.S: Brother Strawberry and John Powell, email me your mailing addresses and I will send you shungite. I’d like to see what might happen.

Previous posts about Shungite:


Karelia (and I) Get The Last Laugh, As Earth’s Only Reserve Of An Extra-Terrestial Carbon Mineral That Restores Life And Blocks EMFs

The Black Lion: What Is Shungite, And How Can It Help Humanity?

The Black Lion: What Is Shungite, And How Can It Help Humanity?

Some of you may have noticed a long, breathless and (even by my standards) tangential article that appeared here about a week ago, about a carbon mineral called “Shungite” that had made me hysterical with excitement. I woke up in the middle of the night and my voice that always talks told me it was “clinically insane” and I had better take it down.

So I took it down. I am going to ask a friend to edit it for me (he is an editor) until it sounds sane.

If I am right, and if the other Shungite enthusiasts are right, then this mystery mineral can heal broken, perturbed energy fields, and reverse all forms of degradation to life. I would not advocate something that I have not tested myself. I took my Shungite pendant off once in the last week, and it resulted immediately in chaos to my body in the form of a profound allergy attack. Once I put it back on, the allergy cleared again, along with my energy, mood, and concentration.

I listened to this broadcast tonight–and decided to start Shungite Week at The Truth Barrier with this fascinating interview with Walt Silva, who calls himself an “energy explorer.”

The article I took down contains a story about how I have been obsessed with the region of Karelia–the only place real Shungite exists–for about 16 years. But that can all wait.

Why and how Shungite has these properties that seem “magical” will be explained more in future posts.




EU’s Silence On Spain Violence: Assange Tweets Crushing Video That Ought To Make EU Apologists Cringe

Women Come Forward To Expose VICE/Broadly “Feminism” Journalist Of Rape and Battery

Is it arrogant to say “I told you so.”

[I’m almost ready to re-name this whole website I Told You So.]

I am on record warning women about “feminist” men, in media especially.

I hope I am also on record saying VICE is like First Class Rail for demonic entities and sociopathy.

Heart Of Darkness: Glee Actor Pleads Guilty To Possession Of Child Porn

You who claimed we did not HAVE a pedophilia pandemic, or that because it was wrongly named “Pizzagate” instead of “Pedo-gate,” you could dismiss the problem and mock the alarmists–I do hope you were sincerely misguided, as opposed to possessed.

I politely ask anybody possessed by Satan to stop reading The Truth Barrier.

Zero tolerance here for apologists for pedophilia cults.


Reddit: Paddock Was Undercover FBI Agent In Gun Running Entrapment Scheme Gone Bad

Discussion and synopsis below. Thank you to Kristen Marie for bringing this to my attention. It has more “ring of truth” certainly than the idea that Paddock “snapped.”

If this is true, Paddock did not kill anybody. ISIS did, and are at large.


Receipts Show Media and Las Vegas Cops Lying: Paddock Checked In Days Earlier Than Reported and Had Another Guest In The Room

Laura Loomer is on the ground, doing (almost extinct, but making a comeback) shoe-leather reporting in Las Vegas. Government and media lies unraveling.

This is definitely a cover up, of epic proportions.

If you want to follow the story, developing by the minutes, I suggest you tune in to, and Laura Loomer on Twitter.

What Is Terror? Beauty? Silence? Art?

On the importance of being exposed…

That’s the whole bloody thing, isn’t it? Everything that really matters, everything that really works out there—as a writer, as an artist, as an interlocutor—everything you do is about whether or not you actually are going to be exposed. If you choose not to be, if you choose to be defended, if you choose not to go there, if you choose not to risk it, then that’s your choice and that’s fine.


-Edmund de Waal

Las Vegas Massacre: Hidden Facts, Some Of The Lies Slowed Down

I think Paul Joseph Watson is a gifted fact-finder, but his degree of loathing, for the liars on the Globalist, PC left, undermines his impact a bit.

I always wish he was about 70% less livid, so these videos could be 90% more impactful. Because they are always incredibly eye-opening.

He’s an excellent Angry-Young-Man journalist and I say that with respect for the lost role of anger, in journalism.

Pretending to not have emotions about what is going on is reprehensible J-school posture.

He’s really good. But I want to give him some L-Theanine.


The Many Shimmering Colors Of Hunter S. Thompson

I look at HST’s writings and marvel at many of it qualities, but above all, how his motifs and counter motifs moved symphonically, at high speed, and totally against expectation. As far as I can tell he wasn’t even using the metrics of Anglican languages. The embedded rhythms and simultaneous varying time signatures remind me, if anything, of West African music.

I got a chance to tell Mr. Thompson, via letter correspondence and telephone, that I thought he was the most original American writer of the past century.

Here’s something he wrote about gun control. Except notice how far afield from mere “gun control” it moves, and how fast. The man was never boring–always hilarious, always the voice of the writer alone in his  mind–unable to replicate the mass feelings, phrases, conclusions, or platitudes of anybody around him. Hunter was clearly on the “left,” but among his many contradictions: He was an open gun enthusiast and frequently dressed in the American Flag and not much else.

“…the membership hears nothing but bells when the NRA is “attacked.”

I love him for his refusal to trod out easy, chewed, pious positions. Healthy incivism against government, media and “counterculture,” alike.  A writer should never become a billboard for contemporary political fashions.

His word for himself was “freak.” What might he write, today, were he alive? Would have loathed Trump. But would have helped us see under many surfaces, penetrate many “ostensibles.”

In my interactions with him he was a perfect  gentleman.

8 Month Old Baby Died 13 Hours After Nurses Bullied Mother To Comply With Multiple Vaccines At Once: An Open Letter To Rachel Maddow

30 September 2017

From: Mark Harris
To: Rachel Maddow

Comment by Mark Harris:

Someone should go undercover with a recording device and hidden camera to catch this sort of abominable behavior by medical personnel on tape; no one believed cops were beating up suspects or shooting them in cold blood with such frequency either until such behavior was recorded on video for all to see.

Heartbreaking Accounts of Vaccine Injury

Christina Moore took her happy, healthy 8 month old son Trent to his well baby visit at Seymour Medical Center in Seymour, TN. He passed away in the night, less than 13 hours after his mother was bullied at the doctors office to give him 5 vaccines, even though she only felt comfortable with one at a time.
Trent dead after vaccines
Christina wrote “I argued with the nurse practitioner for 30-45 minutes. They would not split the shots up! They bullied me, told me I was retarded, told me he needed all the shots that day, told me they could not split the shots up, told me it absolutely would not hurt him! He was injected with 4 needles and given the Rotavirus oral vaccine. He died less than 13 hours later. I’m upset that I argued with them and they bullied me into something that I did not want in the first place and the same thing that I told them might happen, did happen!”

She was not even given an apology when she went to pick up his medical records and saw the person who did this. A claim was filed with the Vaccine Injury Compensation Program but since the parents couldn’t find an expert witness to prove Trent died from the vaccines, they settled their case for $20,000 before it went to trial. They had one of the best lawyers and still almost lost any chance at receiving any compensation.

More than 2 out of 3 claims are denied and parents have to prove the vaccines harmed their child. That’s what his life was worth to those responsible. Most never see a penny. Trent’s younger sister he never got to meet is vaccine free. Trent is greatly loved and missed. They said he died of unknown reasons. Trent Michael Blackburn 4/29/12-12/21/12

— Mark Harris

Shock Videos Emerge From Fascist Crackdown In Spain Against Peaceful Voters On Catalan Referendum

Straight up fascism. Whose quiet? Who’s not?

Who followed it since the beginning and Tweeted until we opened our eyes.

Julian Assange.

Thank you Mr. Assange, for keeping us aware of  the real wars on freedom, not the fake ones.


What They Said: Laura Riding



“There are many people who are not entirely themselves because as children they were not given time to think about themselves. And because they don’t know everything about themselves they can’t know everything about everything. But no one likes to admit that she doesn’t know everything about everything. And so these people try to make up for not knowing everything about everything by doing things.


People who for some reason find it impossible to think about themselves, and so really be themselves, try to make up for not thinking with doing. They try to pretend that doing is thinking.”


Laura Riding


Four Unposted Letters To Catherine


Three Articles On Hugh Hefner, One For, Two Against: “He Said He’d Like To See Her Copulate With A Dog”

Bob Guccione Jr. just sent me his essay on his father’s rival, High Hefner, tonight. Wonderfully written, starting with the perfect opening lines:

“My father hated Hugh Hefner. Which I always thought was irrational and, by the end of his life, just force of habit, something he no longer felt with any real emotion, a default position for which the source code had long been lost.”

Read the full essay here:

These two pieces on Hefner are darker, angrier–As much as I love Bob’s writing, humor, and sense of the absurd, I lean toward agreeing with these perspectives:

“And his appreciation of male-female difference was rotten, too — the leering predatory sort of appreciation, the Cosby-Clinton-Trump sort, the sort that nicknames quaaludes “thigh openers” and expects the girls to laugh, the sort that prefers breast implants to female intellect and rents the charms of youth to escape the realities of age.

No doubt what Hefner offered America somebody else would have offered in his place, and the changes he helped hasten would have come rushing in without him.

But in every way that mattered he made those changes worse, our culture coarser and crueler and more sterile than liberalism or feminism or freedom of speech required. And in every way that mattered his life story proved that we were wrong to listen to him, because at the end of the long slide lay only a degraded, priapic senility, or the desperate gaiety of Prince Prospero’s court with the Red Death at the door.
Now that death has taken him, we should examine our own sins. Liberals should ask why their crusade for freedom and equality found itself with such a captain, and what his legacy says about their cause. Conservatives should ask how their crusade for faith and family and community ended up so Hefnerian itself — with a conservative news network that seems to have been run on Playboy Mansion principles and a conservative party that just elected a playboy as our president.”

–Ross Douthat

Susan Brownmiller’s essay is also biting, incisive, and elemental:

“Women aren’t bunnies, they’re not rabbits, they’re human beings,” I added. Then, addressing Hugh Hefner directly, I said, “The day you come out here with a cottontail attached to your rear end …”

Mr. Hefner called Sally and me “girls.” I told him that, as a 35 year old, I believed I qualified as a woman.”

–Susan Brownmiller

These two essays harmonize with some of the issues Stephen Ericson tackled, from the male perspective.

–Celia Farber

Karelia (and I) Get The Last Laugh, As Earth’s Only Reserve Of An Extra-Terrestial Carbon Mineral That Restores Life And Blocks EMFs

We fall in love with places we’ve never been to, and we don’t know why.

My father, for example, loves Albania.

He has even been “adopted” by a large Albanian clan in New York, who over the years, have invited him to to their festivities, and delighted in his mastery of their language, their culture, and especially, their famous ironclad, unbreakable tribal vow called the “besa.”

Due to the “besa” that went down from the Albanian warlords during WW2, the “backward” country became the only country in Europe that had more Jews after WW2 than before–despite being a Nazi ally. Ten times more, in fact.

“Hitler got nothing out of the Albanians,” my father remarked. Once when we talked about why he loves this place so much, he said: “Maybe I was Skanderbeg’s horse in a past life, I don’t know.”


Besa during World War II

Besa also means taking care of those in need and being hospitable. During World War II, Albanians saved over 2000 Jews from Nazi persecution.[2] Rather than hiding the Jews in attics or the woods, Albanians gave them clothes, gave them Albanian names, and treated them as part of the family. The concept of besa is incorporated into their culture. Before World War II only about 200 Albanians were Jewish. At the end of the war about 2000 Jews were living in Albania. An award-winning feature film documentary BESA: The Promise (2012) is about American photographer Norman H. Gershman’s quest to tell the story of Besa and the Albanians who saved Jews during World War II. This story was featured on CBS News Sunday Morning on November 8, 2009 for the 71st anniversary of Kristallnacht, which occurred on November 9, 1938.”


Everybody who knows me, knows I have harbored an irrational obsession with Karelia–the embattled, and finally ambiguously deserted “mellanland” between Finland and Russia.  Since I first happened upon a CD by The Karelian Folk Music Ensemble, some 17 years ago–I played it until my son begged me to turn it off. “Mom! No more Karelians!”

To this day I listen to this Best Of Kantele, when I need to transport myself to a higher ground. I always used “Karelia” as part of any chosen screen name, thinking it would protect me. Yes, seriously. I always knew there was some lost magic in that land.

Over the years, as my life conditions deteriorated, my Karelian Dream only grew. I kept saying I needed to get myself to Karelia–somehow. I immersed myself in their music, their tragic history, and always pestered my father about what status Karelia had after the dissolution of the Soviet Union. My understanding was the Finland didn’t want it back and Russia didn’t want it, period. My old Swedish-Finnish friend Urban Sarback flat out said to me, one of our nights on the island of Runmaro: “Celia stop talking about Karelia. You don’t want to go there.”

“What’s the matter with you, of course I want go there?”

“It’s nothing but old wooden churches. Potatoes. There’s nothing to see.”

This was at the beginning of my old friend’s loss of innocence; Now we don’t speak anymore, but that story is too sad to tell.

I still talk to him in my mind sometimes.

“You were wrong about HIV. And you were wrong about Karelia, Urban,” I said to him today, in my mind. “There was a reason my internal energetic systems were insisting I focus on this place. There was a reason.”

Today the reason came clear. Let me back into it.

My father and stepmother called me, in the early evening, to find out how I was feeling. In recent days, for the first time in my 10 year battle with Mystery Fatigue, I was unable to dress, and had to cancel a commitment to moderate a panel discussion of Miranda Bailey’s documentary film about Andrew Wakefield–yesterday.  I got a report on a hair mineral test that my adrenal exhaustion is so bad, my worst enemies have cause to celebrate. My adrenal and mineral energy, the report said, (and I don’t want my enemies to get too excited here–there’s a point, coming)…is at an an “end of life” all time low. I got “sick” at the exact moment in time, about 10 years ago, that my building installed a cell tower on our roof, right above my head, as I write this. I live right under it.
(I have committed to a program of Nutritional Balancing, which I will chronicle as my energy permits, here, but let me get back to the winding story.)

I suddenly saw, in a new light, my shundite pendant, on a bathroom shelf, and put it on. I started looking up videos about it, and as my excitement grew, the pendant became warm to the touch. I got more and more excited. Even enthralled. I watched about 10 videos, read various reports, and one scientific paper. I ordered some additional pieces, from a seller called Karelian Heritage, where my pendant came from.

“You won’t believe this,” I said to my father, and stepmother,” but I have experienced an energetic healing in a matter of hours, from wearing a pendant made from a rare kind of carbon that originated in outer space, only found in Karelia. It’s called shungite.”

“I believe it,” my father said.  I kept talking. They listened.

“It’s got some kind of molecular structure called Fullerenes. Some kind of vacuum bubble that reverses decay, radiation, and takes poisons out of water. They awarded a Nobel prize for this discovery, and they tried to invalidate the findings but I read a paper that proved it’s true. It came from some kind of ancient meteor collision two billion years ago. It’s not a material that can be found on earth. And the only ones who have it are the Karelians. On the Russian side.”

Soon we were worrying out loud that somebody would stage a fake war, invade Karelia, and take over the shungite mine. (Don’t get any ideas, bad people.)

“Let’s try to stay positive,” my stepmother, Sara, said.

“Celia, has somebody yet… made a fortune on this?” my father asked, as though we were on his radio show.

“I don’t think so, not yet,” I said. “But it is referred to as “the medicine of the 20th century,” and I would expect it to be worth more than gold, silver, and diamonds, as poisoning in all forms becomes our biggest problem.”

“Wait–I’m getting exhausted again. I have to calm down.”

We’re the kind of people who would call up other people until we found somebody who might want to make a fortune on this. We would just hope they remembered who idea it was. I don’t want anybody to do anything to Karelia! They deserve peace and prosperity after all they have gone through.

“This is not New Age nonsense,” I said. “It’s backed by chemistry, and science.”


“Fullerenes are powerful anti-oxidants, and their presence in this stone seems to be quite unique.

It has been noted that this stone has strong healing qualities, and that Shungite will help to neutralize any organism within your body that is harmful to you.

This is an amazing claim, but this black stone has been in use for a very long time in Russia where they have been documenting these qualities.

Since this stone was discovered in Russia in the 1700’s, they have been recording amazing results from its use. They use shungite chips of various sizes to purify water.

Shungite is a powerful stone to shield you from the electromagnetic radiation given off by electrical equipment, including computers, mobile phones, microwaves and televisions.”

It makes people’s chakras stop spinning backwards, like mine no doubt are, and reverses them.

“What is the unique property that distinguishes shungite from other protection stones?” wrote Regina Martino. “I have carried out detailed studies using bioenergetic tests and have personally tested more than 200 stones and crystals that have an influenceon the chakras. Among those tested, I made comparative studies of about 20 stones, including shungite, that were able to resonate withthe first chakra.In comparing tests on shungite with tests carried out on other stones of this group, we noticed right away that for stones of the sameweight, shungite is the stone that achieves the largest expansion of the vital field, the greatest concentration, and, in a striking way, a significantexpansion of the first chakra. It is quite possible that the presence of fullerenes would explain all of shungite qualities:

1. Helping the energetic body correct the influence of left-torsion fields
2. Neutralizing the impact of electromagnetic radiation
3. Opening access to life energy (first chakra)
4. Concentrating the vital field5. Not taking on negative charges”

We should all order some pieces of “elite” shungite from reputable (Karelian) sellers, and place it in pitchers of water, and around our electronic devices.

I have been asking for years what the New Age people mean when they say you can’t change your life until you “heal your frequency.”

How do you do that?” I asked. And asked. No answers ever came.

I believe this is the answer. And maybe just maybe my old friend and mentor/editor Bob Guccione Jr. will send me to Karelia on a shungite safari, for his newly launched travel magazine, Wonderlust. I would just go lie down in the shungite mine and go to sleep.

Skeptic Troll: You will be tempted to say I don’t know what I am talking about and they didn’t find fullerenes ha ha ha, what a fraud, but guess, what, they did so.


Baxter Dmitry Reports That Hugh Hefner Was A Pedophile, And Was Murdered

This article (that you are reading) is strictly reporting that this article has appeared.

I am well aware that there have been times when has published less that rock solid reportage. My sense of that landscape is that as their reporters go, Baxter Dmitri is the high end.


“Hugh Hefner was found dead in suspicious circumstances on Wednesday at his home in Los Angeles, just days before he was set to be arrested on child sex charges, according to a Los Angeles police source.

Hefner had been dealing with police on a daily basis for the past three weeks, trying to work out a plea deal, after an investigation, launched in 2009 after a lawsuit was filed against Hefner, suddenly “went hot.”

What Is Wrong With The Burns/Novick PBS Documentary “The Vietnam War?”

[An email sent from Cat McGuire, to a friend of hers on the Left, re-printed via the Facebook page of Mark Crispin Miller:]



Hi, F.
I know you are familiar with the criticisms of Burns’ Vietnam documentary film. I am not sure which ones you read, but I think this review by FAIR in particular does a very good job of explaining why Burns’ series is flawed. (You know who FAIR is, right?)
On the one hand, I agree with you that just seeing the images alone is a stark wake-up call for clueless young people who have no idea about Vietnam. On the other hand, as the FAIR review astutely deconstructs, Burns’ narrative neuters accountability, thereby shielding the psychopaths who willingly, calculatingly perpetrated the massive Southeast Asian horror.
Without full-disclosure analysis accompanying all that imagery, by and large the public — unlike you — does not have a context for interpreting the historical truths underlying those images. History thereby becomes co-opted by the dominant culture’s version of reality. One might say how bad is that?, at least they’re getting a clue as to what happened — as opposed to zero idea.
What’s so bad about it is that the exact same dumbing-down lies and fake news is what is being peddled to us once again with the current 9/11 Wars. History is repeating itself, and documentaries like Burns’ are a continual programming of the public to accept the official narratives being drilled into us, subliminally or otherwise.
Add to that, it’s not necessarily what is said that’s so bad, it’s almost always what is not said. The omissions is where truth lies. Through glib gloss-overs of the role of the power elites (yep, his funders), popular-culture filmmakers like Burns, under the guise of an inclusive “lets hear all sides” (as if all the sides have equally weighted power), serve to lull people from doing the deeper critical analysis of teasing out the depths and nuances of history — which is the exact lack of perception the powers that be require for today’s 9/11 Wars.
Or as Orwell so aptly wrote: “Who controls the past controls the future. Who controls the present controls the past.”
On a somewhat tangential note, it frustrates, angers, and pains me how FAIR can deliver such an astute analysis of a past war, yet perpetuate so thoroughly the same myopia for current wars. To wit, the mainstream-left’s inability to acknowledge the historical roots of today’s wars — the Deep State’s responsibility for committing 9/11 — keeps America in as thorough a state of denial of the truth as Burns’ propaganda film does.
FAIR is ultimately mirroring the same failures of omission as the dominant power structure it exposes and excoriates. Pot calling the kettle black.
As long as the Left – just like Ken Burns – continues to eat from similar Big Funder troughs that demand deflection of the uber criminals, they will never truly grasp why they are no less enabling the 9/11 Wars as the liberal establishment enabled Vietnam back in the 60s.
Or as Upton Sinclair wrote: “It is difficult to make a man understand something when his job depends upon not understanding it.”

–Cat McGuire


*Note from Truth Barrier editor: Despite the  tone of moral purity and clarity here, Ms. McGuire continually erases the female half of the documentary team, proving that male supremacy on the left is intact and unquestioned.

I count six mentions of the name “Burns” not one, “Novick.” I understand Lynn Novice traveled to Vietnam, where as Ken Burns did not. Unconfirmed.


InfoWars Brings Back RFK Jr. Thimerosal Expose Disappeared By Salon Editors After Talbot: Devastating Simpsonwood Transcripts Come Back To Haunt Houses Of Fake News

“I was actually stunned by what I saw,” Verstraeten told those assembled at Simpsonwood, citing the staggering number of earlier studies that indicate a link between thimerosal and speech delays, attention-deficit disorder, hyperactivity and autism. Since 1991, when the CDC and the FDA had recommended that three additional vaccines laced with the preservative be given to extremely young infants — in one case, within hours of birth — the estimated number of cases of autism had increased fifteenfold, from one in every 2,500 children to one in 166 children.
Even for scientists and doctors accustomed to confronting issues of life and death, the findings were frightening. “You can play with this all you want,” Dr. Bill Weil, a consultant for the American Academy of Pediatrics, told the group. The results “are statistically significant.” Dr. Richard Johnston, an immunologist and pediatrician from the University of Colorado whose grandson had been born early on the morning of the meeting’s first day, was even more alarmed. “My gut feeling?” he said. “Forgive this personal comment — I do not want my grandson to get a thimerosal-containing vaccine until we know better what is going on.”
But instead of taking immediate steps to alert the public and rid the vaccine supply of thimerosal, the officials and executives at Simpsonwood spent most of the next two days discussing how to cover up the damaging data. According to transcripts obtained under the Freedom of Information Act, many at the meeting were concerned about how the damaging revelations about thimerosal would affect the vaccine industry’s bottom line. “We are in a bad position from the standpoint of defending any lawsuits,” said Dr. Robert Brent, a pediatrician at the Alfred I. duPont Hospital for Children in Delaware. “This will be a resource to our very busy plaintiff attorneys in this country.” Dr. Bob Chen, head of vaccine safety for the CDC, expressed relief that “given the sensitivity of the information, we have been able to keep it out of the hands of, let’s say, less responsible hands.” Dr. John Clements, vaccines advisor at the World Health Organization, declared that “perhaps this study should not have been done at all.”

True, shocking history of Salon’s sabotage of RFK’s Article here:

If you are on Twitter please Tweet out both articles. Salon founder David Talbot is to be commended for his pro-journalism stance and ethic. The story here is very familiar to the editor of this website. It’s a formula, that was perfected over time, and reached its apex around 2006-2008. Journalism was actually assassinated, by the Pharmaceutical industry, and the fake “press” it installed to do its black ops, reversing truth, crushing reputations overnight, vanishing articles by vicious intimidation, and then claiming the authors were discredited because the article was “retracted.” Or had “errors.”

Details are very critical, as are names.
Don’t let this slide.


From An Online Conversation About Hugh Hefner: A Man’s Lament At The Insidious Damage


“When I was young, it seemed that the prevailing wisdom was that women were the victims of this pornographic society that he labored to usher in. To think that not all that long ago, only real creeps would have a subscription to Penthouse, or Hustler. That was rough stuff back then.
The real victims of porn are of course men and women. Equally. Women have to live in this world where men are frequently damaged by this thing, and men have to have been damaged, even if that damage has been normalized, that doesn’t mean it didn’t happen.
It messes with your neurology, your survival skills that were hard wired, long long before we were even human.

To me his life seemed like a garish cartoon. Weezer wrote a song about his mansion. It was a rock bottom low point for the music of my generation, that being X. Especially being that they were capable of much better; it seemed to represent this…bottom, this inevitable attraction to something that almost can’t be avoided due to its ubiquitousness, and it’s one of the handful of songs that have a built in, spoken word apology to their fans for ever having been so honest about their most base assessment of ‘success’. Beverly Hills is where you want to be? Really? Why?

I remember watching his reality show while alone in front of the TV, and there was this woman who should have been living a life somewhere, but instead she was forcing a smile out onto the stage her face had become, obviously repulsed to have sit there, listening, not watching but listening to episodes of Flash Gordon on a radio with the Hef. That was the meaning, the essence of a life well lived, to enjoy the same banalities that thrilled your pre pubescent self, with an endless round of compliant human love dolls.”

“Success, success, success…what does it matter? I’ve been shattered. ”
-Mick Jagger.


–Stephen Ericson




[This comment came from a Facebook Thread that began when I wrote this, in a state of extreme aggravation.]

[I will post it in the comments section. Maybe.]





Fred Warmbier Details Son’s Torture At Hands Of North Koreans

“International organizations have assessed that human rights violations in North Korea have no parallel in the contemporary world.”


North Korea


“Now we see North Korea claiming to be a victim and that the world is picking on them,” Fred Warmbier said. “And we’re here to tell you North Korea is not a victim. They’re terrorists. They kidnapped Otto. They tortured him.”

The Warmbiers also opened up about seeing their son for the first time after his release from North Korean custody, offering new ― and, at times, disturbing ― details about his condition.

Fred Warmbier described a “howling, involuntary, inhuman sound” as he and his family walked up the steps of the plane that transported their son back to the U.S. from North Korea.

“Otto was on the stretcher … and he was jerking violently, making these inhuman sounds,” Warmbier said. “Otto had a shaved head. He had a feeding tube coming out of his nose. He was starting blankly into space … He was blind. He was deaf. … It looked like someone had taken a pair of pliers and rearranged his bottom teeth.”



Is Judy Wood “Pure Disinformation?” Another Perspective On Her Directed Energy Weapon Model of 9/11

My Facebook friend Andrea Gambioli wrote:

“Judy Wood’s theories are pure disinformation, to confuse and divide the truther’s movement (which is in fact what happened).”

He posted this retort to her work.

In any case, this opens up the discussion to Directed Energy Weapons, which is probably important, in a horrifying way.

9/11 Mystery Raised By PhD Scientist: “Where Did The Buildings Go?”

“A quick summary is that the buildings didn’t burn up, nor did they slam to the ground, but they turned into dust in mid air. How do I know that? Because if they collapsed to the ground, you would have a pile of debris that would correspond to two hundred and ten story buildings. That didn’t happen. “

–Dr. Judy Wood

Jeffrey St. Clair On “What Happened”– Amazon Can’t Delete This One

It has been pointed out that Silicon Valley and the Tech-Topus, Google, Facebook, Twitter, Amazon et al, are the helm of the new American Totalitarianism–its de-facto “deep state–” and that the actual, lumbering “government,” uses said Tech-Topus to enact its agendas, polish its mirrors, send its critics “to the cornfield.”

No longer trying to be covert or subtle, it has instead begun to perform its bloodbaths on free speech in plain view, followed by paternalistic justifications as to why the world is a better place this way, and it was only acting in the best interest of the Nation, Truth, and The Right And The Good. (Political Correctness fulfilled.)

Hillary Clinton’s latest book What Happened (is the title a nod to the “diabolical Joseph Heller?) (that word, by the way, comes from his daughter) came out last Wednesday. The day after its release, there were 1,600 predictably polarized reviews: About half had given it 5 stars, slightly less than half, one star.

Along comes Mr. Clean, arms folded, ready to fight and kill germs of wrong opinion. The very next day, over 1100 negative reviews had been purged by Big Brother, leaving 460 positive ones. The following day, a dash of free expression was added back to the bland soup, leaving us with 626 positive reviews, of which 607 were glowing, but also (hey, you’re still free, Americans) 22 negative ones. Those token 22 are meant to be the way these megalomaniacs at Amazon disabuse you of your deplorable “free speech” baby rattles.

Obedient Bland Soup Media wrote Obliging articles explaining in maternalistic tones why Daddy Amazon had to do what it did to take care of us all. You see, some reviewers are suspect, and what makes them suspect is they never reviewed any previous books. Fair enough. They also couldn’t possibly have had time to read the 400 page tome and review it so fast, hence they deserve to be eliminated as troll-roaches. Follow the logic and the magic: Positive reviewers can read and review a book in the exact time frame!

[The stats I relied upon are documented here.]

This trifecta (that is the first and I hope only time I will use that pompous word) of traumatizing corporate PC narcissism, was sealed by the one quality all reviewers had to prove: They had purchased the book on Amazon, and could prove “verified purchase.” 100% of reviewers were “verified.”

Who loves freedom, raise your hand!

The somewhat good news: Things are getting so obscene and out of hand, that plain old fashioned websites are becoming popular again, as information life rafts. The Truth Barrier is one of them, and if you will subscribe, and have faith, (and consider making a tiny regular monthly donation of $5,) I will stop putting most of my writings on Zuckerberg’s surveillance site Facebook, and focus them here instead. I am well aware of the gravity of the situation, and it calls for all people who value non-state sanctioned corporate news to help these tiny rafts star afloat as the war intensifies.

We still have ham radios. We still have a few well-positioned lunatics who love reality more than money, and are prepared to die 1000 ways to smuggle the contraband to the West.

Julian Assange, Ham Radio King, is a very good curator of non-corporate media–things written by people using their own minds, on their own platforms–and he tweeted this remarkable review of What Happened by Jeffrey St. Clair, editor of the journal CounterPunch, founded by the late Alexander Cockburn.

I feel bad for the 1100 and counting who bought the book on Amazon and saw their (admittedly rushed) reviews expunged–something I doubt Amazon has ever told its customers is something that can and may happen. After all, reviews are core and critical to Amazon’s business model. Reviews drive our purchases.

But this review by St. Clair can be read in lieu of those perished ones, and reality (a word I prefer to “truth”) survives its infinite, squalid hunting packs. Nobody “hates” Hillary Clinton for “being a woman.” Rather, it is being a traumatizing narcissist who can’t open her mouth without polishing her 12 refracting mirrors, splayed as on a 1960s Mod Vespa.

As St. Clair points out, even every admission of guilt, error, or responsibility, morphs quickly into a boast laced with victimhood. Narcissists love to say: “I’m sorry the cruel, insulting thing I did or said was misunderstood by rubes, when in fact I was perfectly justified and you know what, come to think of it I’m not sorry.”

“The closest Hillary comes to any admission of personal liability is when she discloses that she may have blundered when she smeared Trump’s supporters as “deplorables.” Then she suddenly pulls back, recalibrates and defends her denunciation of white working class voters as an act of courage, speaking truth to the powerless, even though it may have harmed her. “I regret handing Trump a political gift with my ‘deplorables’ comment,” she writes. “[But] too many of Trump’s core supporters do hold views that I find — there’s no other word for it — deplorable.” What started as a confession ended in a boast.

Of course, Hillary Clinton has never been able to conceal her contempt for her enemies, real and imagined. It’s one reason she’s never been a successful politician. Where others are supple, she is taut. Unlike Bill, Hillary is a prolific, but graceless and transparent liar. She is also probably the nastiest political figure in America since Nixon. Yet she lacked Nixon’s Machiavellian genius for political manipulation. Hillary wears her menace on her face. She could never hide her aspiration for power; her desire to become a war criminal in the ranks of her mentor Henry Kissinger (symbolized by the laurels of a Nobel Peace Prize, naturally). Americans don’t mind politicians with a lust to spill blood, but they prefer them not to advertise it.”


Hillary Happened

Truth Barrier Bug/Ransomware–Going Offline For Repair

The post from yesterday about Joan Shenton and Andi Reiss’ HPV YouTube series “Sacrificial Virgins” was spread across many vaccination-aware groups on FB. A FB friend central to the movement emailed me today:

“Hi Celia, I’ve shared your latest Truth Barrier post in several groups. Someone just commented that your site is trying to install ransomware on their phone, and suggested viewing the embedded video directly on YouTube.”

I am not sure why this is happening but am going to park The Truth Barrier off-line, to be safe, while I solve it. Please go to YouTube and type in “Sacrificial Virgins” to get a safe video upload. Many apologies if anybody has had trouble with ransomeware via TTB. I hope to solve the problem soon.



Here is a comment that came in, following last night’s post:


GARDASIL gave my daughter CERVICAL CANCER at 17.
She died on Christmas Eve 2013, just 8 days after her 20th birthday.
RIP Jessica D. 12/16/1993-12/24/2013

Ps… One day very soon, I will hunt down and “vaccinate” the ENTIRE Board of Directors of MERCK Pharma.

E-7 Ret.

CIA Fake News Roots: Funding And Influence on Literary Culture and Magazines After WW2

“So magazines like Encounter, they were created in Paris, they were created in Italy, they were created all over Europe; and then they spread to the Nordic countries, they spread to the Third World. What they did was they involved people at different levels. So the people in the know would be people who were editors and regular contributors, and it would even for them be kind of an open secret. So one person I interviewed was a guy named Nelson Aldrich, and he collaborated first—well, he worked for, I should say, first with the Paris Review. The Paris Review was not one of those magazines created by the CIA, or if it was, it was sort of indirectly used. It was used as Peter Matthiessen, the writer who was one of its founders, as his cover in Paris in the early fifties. But then he says he resigned from the CIA and there was no connection. Well, later on, George Plimpton, the famous writer and man about New York, was the public face of the Paris Review through its formative years and for many decades; he found a way to get CIA money through the Congress for Cultural Freedom, its cultural propaganda front. So that’s a second tie. Later on in my research, I found a third tie through a founding managing editor. So you have such a vast network of money for culture that in one organization, one magazine that’s sort of only a tangential CIA asset or friend, you can find three big separate ties.”

Truth Dig Interview with Joel Whitney here: 



What Did A 2000 United Nations Document Reveal About The Plan To Flood Certain Countries With Migrants, Socially Engineered for Decades?

“In other words, this is the way they’re implementing it. The EU is there as a sub-unit of global governance. It’s there to consolidate the European countries, so they can then be subsumed into the world governance. That was what the Trans Atlantic and the Trans Pacific partnerships were about.”

–David Knight

Note: I think defenders of the EU at this point ought to be ashamed of themselves. But they never are. They keep invoking the “peace in Europe,” fairytale.

CORRECTION: Black PR Psy-Up Behind “Assange” Tweet About Podesta

I checked it with the person I trust most about all things Wikileaks, Bella Magnani, on Twitter. She explained it was false and I immediately took it down. I apologize to Truth Barrier readers, but there is a more valuable lesson here. Big money is being spent to discredit Julian Assange by creating imposter accounts on Twitter.

Thus is why I miss the days of interviewing people on creaky old tape recorders. You always knew that the person was real, and said what they said.

I feel sorry for people who only have “fake news” as their life-blood.

Julian Assange Impostor Accounts: Report to Twitter for impersonation and block

Esquire O.J. Simpson American Underbelly

O.J. Simpson was freed on parole today as you probably know. I was commissioned to write about O.J. Simpson on two occasions. One article (linked below) was published in Esquire in 1998. It was at the time the second largest selling issue of Esquire, second to this in 1970, 28 years earlier. [“The Confessions of Lieutenant Calley.”]



The second article, “O.J. Incorporated,” was in Rolling Stone, 2000, issue #853, and  is absurdly relevant to today’s news, where the name Bruce Fromong is trending at #1 on social media. Would you believe I was in a room with Fromong, O.J. Mike Gilbert–before they all wound up in Nevada Court together as the Las Vegas “armed robbery,” put a bit of a strain on their old bonds. It’s not available online. I have exhausted myself trying to get hold of it. I finally ordered it in the mail.

I have many things to say about all this but it can become engulfing, so I prefer to put the articles out to do the work.

I’d like to mention the editor that commissioned both articles–he migrated from Esquire to Rolling Stone–the legendary Bill Tonelli. Wish I could find him, and thank him.

Those were the days. We were sent out for weeks or months, and if you didn’t get the story, you didn’t come home.

Still looking for the RS link. The above is just a link to the magazine on eBay. My thought was RS would draw traffic by re-posting it.


The Elites Have Minted A Palatable Hillbilly To Translate Trump’s Voter’s Despair, or “Concerns”

“The 2016 election was in part the revenge of a white working class long ignored and neglected by the establishments of both political parties. This America turned out in large numbers for Trump.

Vance knows these people. He’s one of them. So he became the Trump whisperer, the voice of a forgotten tribe that rather impolitely had the gall to reassert itself on the national stage. When Trump won, Vance became a permanent fixture on CNN’s pundit couch, explaining to puzzled liberals “what these people think”.

When I first sit down for coffee with Vance, he nervously checks his watch every five minutes. He’s worried about being late for the US celebrity news anchor Megyn Kelly, who later arrives in a fleet of sleek black executive cars to record a special programme on his recent move from California back to Ohio, where he was born and spent much of his childhood.”

Article In The Times of London here.

[Is it arrogant to say: “I told you so?”]

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Thank you, from the editor, who has never revealed–but will– her strange life journey through privileged beginnings and a childhood crash into working class misery, in Sweden, in the 1970s. This may partly explain her incapacity to express total hostility toward Trump, or at least her visceral defense of his voter base.

The Last Gentleman: How George Trow Went Mad, And What The New Yorker Used To Be Like, Or Vice Versa



“And in fact Trow did wear a fedora for a while—to the great amusement of his colleagues—when he was a young writer at William Shawn’s New Yorker. “This is the sixties, so to wear a fedora is some kind of a big statement,” says Jonathan Schell, who, like Trow, graduated from Harvard in 1965 and was swiftly hired by Shawn. “Since Kennedy didn’t wear one, it was like a high wind blew through the country and took off all the hats. For George, the hat had something to do with being an adult, but some kind of mockery of being an adult. The fedora was like a flag of our fathers: No one else wore a fedora except William Shawn.”



“It was such fun, I can’t tell you,” says Jamaica Kincaid of her early days in New York City, when Trow was her mentor and social guide. Trow would take her to the parties and events he covered in “Talk of the Town,” and he found Kincaid so amusing he decided that she too should write for The New Yorker. “George took me to lunch with Mr. Shawn at the Algonquin. I was always hungry, I had no job, and I didn’t know when I would eat again, so I ordered the most wonderful, expensive thing on the menu. Mr. Shawn ordered a slice of toasted pound cake and I thought, Oh, gosh, I’ve spent all his money; I’ve reduced him to toasted pound cake,” she says. “I went to the West Indian Day Parade in Brooklyn and I made some notes and gave them to George, and I thought he would rewrite them and make them into something proper. George gave them to Mr. Shawn and he printed it just as it was written.”



Trow told us that we had “a third parent—television.” And that the function of television is “to establish false contexts and to chronicle the unraveling of existing contexts.” Television is neutral, it is the referee, not distinguishing between the war against wrinkles and the war in Iraq. Over time, Trow suggested, this would scramble people’s brains and lead us to our current situation: “Of all Americans, only they”—celebrities—“are complete.”


“Trow spent the last years of his life living the radical rootlessness he’d prophesied in “Within the Context of No Context”: “at home in many strange places.” He sold the house he had designed and built in Germantown, New York, and cut off almost everyone he knew. He drove his pickup truck to Alaska, Texas, Newfoundland, and Nova Scotia, where some friends of his came to get him after neighbors complained that he’d taken to going outside without any clothes on. They found him very thin, living on Scotch and sardines, and checked him into McLean Hospital, the famous psychiatric institution outside Boston. After Trow got out, he moved to Naples, Italy, popping up once in a while as a voice on the answering machine of an old friend, never leaving a number. Twice, he was visited by DeCourcy McIntosh, his best friend from Exeter, and told him that he was never coming back.

Trow’s body was discovered by the Italian police in his apartment in late November last year, days after his death.

In 1999, Trow wrote (again) about what he saw as the protective function culture had once served in people’s lives. “Well, we don’t have that,” said Trow. “People fall off the high wire invisibly. There is no net; they crash.”


From this remarkable profile by Ariel Levy in New York magazine.

Previous post about Trow (for context,) here.


Waking Up About Alcohol And The Protection Of Your Spirit

Al kol: Genie or spirit that takes on varied shapes or a supernatural creature in Arabic mythology.

Al kol: Any drug or substance that takes away the mind or covers it.”
The word alcohol is also linked to the fixed star in astronomy known as

Algol- also known as “the Demon’s head.”

The current Arabic name for alcohol (ethanol) is الغول al-ġawl – properly meaning “spirit” or “demon”.

It is not a coincidence that alcohol has often been referred to as spirits. There is a deep history behind this intoxicating substance. There are layers of information throughout our culture, sometimes we have to look below the surface of things to find the fullness of truth. I encourage you to deeply consider the information shared here, look at the effects of alcohol in your life, in the lives of the people you know, and in society at large. Make conscious, informed, and health enhancing decisions. The more people who awaken to truth and seek health and liberation from mind control agendas, the more likely we are to make positive changes and co-create the world we feel good about living in.


The Spiritual Consequences of Alcohol Consumption

The Growing Power OF “Within The Context Of No Context” By George W.S. Trow




In the New History, nothing was judged—only counted. The power of judging was then subtracted from what it was necessary for a man to learn to do. In the New History, the preferences of a child carried as much weight as the preferences of an adult, so the refining of preferences was subtracted from what it was necessary for a man to learn to do. In the New History, the ideal became agreement rather than well-judged action, so men learned to be competent only in those modes which embraced the possibility of agreement. The world of power changed. What was powerful grew more powerful in ways that could be easily measured, grew less powerful in every way that could not be measured.

The most powerful men were those who most effectively used the power of adult competence to enforce childish agreements.


Haitian Government Official Set To Testify Against Clinton Foundation Found Dead

According to Eberwein, a paltry 0.6 percent of donations granted by international donors to the Clinton Foundation with the express purpose of directly assisting Haitians actually ended up in the hands of Haitian organizations. A further 9.6 percent ended up with the Haitian government. The remaining 89.8 percent – or $5.4 billion – was funneled to non-Haitian organizations. –WND


Haiti Official Who Exposed The Clinton Foundation Is Found Dead


“This Is The Way It Is Now.” (Raw Audio From Germany, As Girls Are Made Impossible– Canceled)

Eye Witness Accounts And Footage From Hamburg G20: “Hellhole Beyond Imagination.”

Gary Ogden and others–I share your confusion and shock. Who and what is “Antifa?”

Who and what is backing them, and to what end?

Please let’s NOT ARGUE right now and instead put our heads together about what is going on, as it is obviously very dire. Very. And by the way, the word “Kristallnacht” is irrelevant.

Anybody who can find words for this,  or first hand knowledge, please let us hear from you.

[comments from YouTube.]

German here. Do not come to Germany. Save your country instead and don’t become the next victim nation. Within two years our country has become a hellhole beyond imagination. Do not let this happen to you.


So basically going back to Hitler’s playbook. Christ, this is leading up to World War 3.


The ANTIFA in Germany are the storm troops of the Government!! ANTIFA members are being payed by the hour with tax money by governing political parties!! Believe me! I am in Germany! I know !! GERMAN ANTIFA IS CONTROLLED BY THE GERMAN GOVERNMENT!!!

A Father And Son Story, by R.A. Davis

photo-53“You want to be a writer? Here.” He found a pen and an unlined memo tablet. Wrote: LIFE DEATH. “Now, write me a third word as big as the first two!” And walked away.

I instantly knew the third word but was afraid to write it. The word came by intuition, and Dad was a man of logic. If he demolished my word I’d never have forgiven him.

What Is A Metaphor?

(For Caroline)


An event so impactful that most people in a given time knows its name and roughly what happened is a “historical event.”

These events spawn avatars, even centuries later, turning up in people’s sayings, writings and creative works. The Swedish pop group ABBA for example, won the Eurovision Song Contest in 1974 with a song called Waterloo.

The opening words are:

“My my, at Waterloo Napoleon did surrender. Oh yeah! And I have met my destiny in quite a similar way.”

In quite a similar way? Well how DARE they? Here is the historical death and carnage toll (some 25,000 men killed) from the actual Battle of Waterloo:

It’s used in the ABBA song to convey final defeat in a love affair.

What is the metaphorical resonance of the very real, very horrific historical event then, that was the cruelly named “Kristallnacht–” the Nazi pogrom that swept through Germany and Austria Nov 9, 1938?

I was referring to an outbreak of state sanctioned hatred against a detested and (perceived as threatening) minority group, in this case independent reporters– in the battle between populism and globalism. The sense of the attacks now being done in the open, and almost welcomed by the state, media, and authorities–this was how I arrived at the metaphor of “Kristallnacht.”

Interesting that Caroline, who is proudly Jewish, with Middle Eastern, American, and Canadian heritage is NOT offended, whole others (not Jewish) seem hysterical almost.

I am not an authority of when use of these metaphors is kosher and when it isn’t–I am open to the charge that I chose the wrong word. A writer is supposed to choose the right word. If at all possible, the inevitable word.

I hope this opens the door for further discussion.



What Was Happening In That Dawn’s Early Light? The True History Of The Star Spangled Banner

What stirs in me on the eve of the birthday of this nation, that feels like a terrible secret, like when you’re not supposed to love somebody or something but you do. Walking home from the park last night, I wondered what this feeling is and why it has nothing to do with what evil has been committed by the malignant rogue state people THINK of now when they think of the United States.

What would I try to say to my European friends (actually I’m not sure I have any “European friends” anymore)–about why I love this place?

Everything about us is insane.


It’s not the government! It’s not any President. We surely ache for our collective sins. It’s not fraud.
It’s a collectively held mirage. People who love this country (immigrants, all) don’t love it as a thing, but as a reverie–a prayer, that never ceases. You may think we should want it answered, but that isn’t how Americans think. I tell you: We’re crazy.
We want to stay in our reverie, just a little longer, because you NEVER KNOW what tomorrow may bring.


How Laura Loomer Re-Invented Living Theater And Shocked The Petit Bourgeoisie

“A thing with a brave spirit is not mean.”

St. Mawr, D.H. Lawrence



I just realized something. All my so-called life in so-called journalism, all I was ever doing was looking for genuine expression of emotions, through the human voice. I love the human voice, when it is being honest. It’s an instrument like no other. Like a Stradivarius. For this reason, I oppose the email interview, as well as the notion of “trimming” transcripts after the fact, cleaning up the voice. (This was a fierce argument I had with both Liam Scheff, and Christine Maggiore, who both believed that cleaning up dissenting scientists voices would hasten the collapse of the HIV empire.) (It didn’t.)

A real scientist sounds like nobody else. A fake scientist sounds like hundreds of others.

Anna Akhmatova famously said: “We must never forget about despair.” This is not an American idea–we are afraid of despair. We like successfully repressed people in this culture.

Last night as I listened to this voice, of Laura Loomer, screaming helplessly: “Shame!! Shame on all of you! Shame!” (Video below) I was riveted, because I was hearing a genuine human cry. Until I listened to it, motionless from start too finish, I did not realize how long I’d been waiting for it. She sounded like somebody screaming into the Atlantic iceberg before the collision. She sounded like I feel. (Yet I rarely make a sound.)

Inside the theater she had been dragged out of by security, the actors had been doing what actors do: Simulating the emotions of the famous play. We’re always told that great theater and great actors provide, as the ancient Greeks defined it, “catharsis.” I have rarely, if ever, experienced that in a theater, and rarely go see plays as a result. This rendition of Julius Caesar is now a juggernaut of palatable emotions that are not classical or eternal, rather, a “period piece,” delivering fascistic mass sentiment —Trump hatred. I would argue that mass (political) emotions can never be real emotions, they can only ever be positions. You can’t have a political emotion, only a political persuasion. In addition, you can’t have an emotion that millions of other people are also having at the same time.

I was very moved by Laura Loomer. It was not until today that I stopped to think about it more carefully. Was she the real play, lasting a few seconds, bursting forth like the shackled ID of a brainwashed society?

You can argue whether plays should be disrupted–I would always argue in favor. I would expect most playwrights to agree. A play is alive, or should be.

Loomer, intentionally or accidentally, transformed (in moments) a very petit bourgeois night-at-the-theater moment into a wild avant grade living theater moment. She interrupted a fake play with a real one, a one woman tragedy in one act. (“Tragedy” is an internal measure of despair–should not be used to describe events.)  She interrupted safe emotionalism with the very dangerous emotion that was not permitted to enter the theater, or for that matter, the culture. It must remain on the deplorable, dirty fringes. I would sooner hurl myself into the jaws of Siberian tigers who hadn’t seen food in 2 weeks than do what Loomer did. You can say many things about it, (echoing Bill Maher)  but you can’t say it was not brave. Loomer went in without a single trapping–no platform, hub, alt-right, boy’s club, back-lit American flags, website, gang, badge–nothing but her own voice.

Americans of all ethnicities and backgrounds who oppose Trump hatred, and the escalating normalization of the “Kill Trump” meme, people who may or may not “support” Donald trump, yet despair at the ugliness that has arisen in the name of crushing him–these people feel voiceless.

I am one of them. Laura Loomer screamed bloody murder, on behalf of that missing voice, that voice that can’t find a home, can’t find a culture that understands or hears it.

In her wild screams, I heard my own muffled, muted, defeated emotions. The cry for it to stop–for the bullying, cruelty, savagery, the attacks on the politically incorrect “other,” to stop. If not “stop,” to at least acknowledge, in a brief moment of respite, its own brutality–its palatable disavowed sadist. Being a liberal lefty in the Trump era means being safe, and having the power of the bully majority always on your side.

Laura Loomer opened an audio track, so all those smug, air-conditioned theater loving, Trump despising liberals, got to, or had to, hear a shard of the pain they cause, support, and proliferate. Unless, as Tennessee Williams once put it, “you devote yourself to its opposition.”


The Truth Barrier Supports Anti-Tryanny Activists Laura Loomer and Jack Posobiec Whose Protest Shut Down Grotesque Trump Assassination Play In New York City

Two anti-tyranny, anti-violence activists Laura Loomer and and Jack Posobiec disrupted the Public Theater’s production of Julius Caesar.depicting Donald Trump stabbed to death by a mob with knives.

Loomer, of Rebel Media, shouted: “STOP THE NORMALIZATION OF POLITICAL VIOLENCE AGAINST DONALD TRUMP. YOU ARE POLITICAL TERRORISTS ALL OF YOU!” She was arrested and later released from police custody. Posobiec shouted: GOEBBELS WOULD BE PROUD! YOU ARE NAZIS, ALL OF YOU!”

Civil War has now broken out in America. May as well face it.

The Truth Barrier fully supports this courageous protest against the normalization  of political violence on the reprehensible bourgeoisie left.

Clips below:

Alex Jones, 2013: “I Clearly Believe, From The Evidence, Children Were Really Killed In Sandy Hook, And It’s A Real Tragedy.”

NBC and Megan Kelly are in foaming hot water over Kelly’s upcoming interview with anti-globalist, populist talk show host Alex Jones. Jones pre-empted Kelly’s piece by publishing his own recording of the interview, here. A close friend of mine knows the father of one of the children killed at Sandy Hook, and told me he met the boy once. Another friend of mine has posted on FB that he knows another family who lost a child, but didn’t respond to a request I sent that he put me in touch with the family. It is understandable that grieving parents are simply unable to summon the strength to “prove” that their children have been killed, so the situation persists: People on the internet persist in spreading “conspiracy” theories that run the gamut, all the way out to saying no children were killed, and that the entire event was staged as a false flag to condition to public to surrender the right to bear arms.

Story on Sandy Hook families outrage over Megan Kelly’s Alex Jones interview here. 

Mainstream media outlets continue to report that Alex Jones thinks Sandy Hook “was a hoax,” and that no children were killed. This, a simple internet search reveals, is not true.

Jones, apparently, interviewed people on all sides of the conspiracy spectrum. In 2013, in the video posted below, he said:

“I clearly believe from the evidence, children were really killed in Sandy Hook, and it’s a real tragedy. But the fact that they’re having people script things and that answers are being scripted is incontrovertible. We’ll get to some of that evidence right now..”

The issues raised by Jones in the video below broach the way bigger, messier issue of primarily CNN having been caught staging, faking, and manipulating news, including pretending to be places they were not. That’s the conversation America is getting ready to have now, thanks to Alex Jones/Megyn Kelly hysteria.

My heart aches for the families, and my primary intention with this post is to prove:

A: Alex Jones believes children were killed at Sandy Hook and B: Alex Jones believes CNN is a deep state organ that literally fakes news. These questions should not be conflated to the point where the entire discussion is rendered “toxic,” “hateful,” and taboo. Instead, let’s get everything up to the surface, out in the open.

UPDATE: In 2014, Alex Jones seemed to contradict or expand on the 2013 quote above (which is normal, to alternate position, as new information comes in.) Were no homicides registered in Sandy Hook in 2012? Really?

Camille Paglia, In Searing Interview, Eviscerates Elite Democrats, Praises Trump As A “Builder,” Says Sex Change is ‘Impossible’ and Calls Global Warming “A Sentimental Myth Unsupported By Evidence.”

And–she is a lifelong registered Democrat. I interviewed Paglia in 1990, in a two part interview in SPIN Magazine, and remain an admirer of her wild, caustic mind, passion for history, and serious sense of humor.

To wit:

“Of course this rousing speech (with its can-do World War Two spirit) got scant coverage in the mainstream media. Drunk with words, spin, and snark, middle-class journalists can’t be bothered to notice the complex physical constructions that make modern civilization possible. The laborers who build and maintain these marvels are recognized only if they can be shoehorned into victim status. But if they dare to think for themselves and vote differently from their liberal overlords, they are branded as rubes and pariahs.

In summary: to have any hope of retaking the White House, Democrats must get off their high horse, lose the rabid rhetoric, and reorient themselves toward practical reality and the free country they are damned lucky to live in.”


“There seems to be a huge conceptual gap between Trump and his most implacable critics on the left. Many highly educated, upper-middle-class Democrats regard themselves as exemplars of “compassion” (which they have elevated into a supreme political principle) and yet they routinely assail Trump voters as ignorant, callous hate-mongers. These elite Democrats occupy an amorphous meta-realm of subjective emotion, theoretical abstractions, and refined language. But Trump is by trade a builder who deals in the tangible, obdurate, objective world of physical materials, geometry, and construction projects, where communication often reverts to the brusque, coarse, high-impact level of pre-modern working-class life, whose daily locus was the barnyard. It’s no accident that bourgeois Victorians of the industrial era tried to purge “barnyard language” out of English.”


–Camille Paglia, full interview here.


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Forbidden Knowledge: Proof Of U.S. Military Having Infiltrated CNN and Other Media “Since At Least 2001.”

“Truth Stream Media’s Melissa Dykes revisits a story I posted about 5 years ago regarding hard evidence that has emerged over the years of US military psychological operations involvement in the production of this country’s news media. US Government propaganda against US Persons was illegal until Barack Obama officially legitimized it in the 2012 NDAA (National Defense Authorization Act), the annual budget for the US Department of Defense. This story was first reported by the late Michael Hastings on BuzzFeed, before that independent news service was co-opted in 2015 by the propaganda behemoth, NBC Universal with a $200 million investment.

Dykes’ piece includes a cringeworthy 1996 clip of Anderson Cooper, who interned at the CIA for two summers prior to joining CNN, reporting that TWA Flight 800 had been “Shot down” and then after the commercial break, correcting himself with the CIA’s official line that the 747 had been brought down by a “center fuel tank explosion”.

There are more excellent cringeworthy moments here. It goes into things that are no longer reported on in the Mainstream Media in our post-9/11 world. CNN is hardly the only culprit in the dissemination of US Government propaganda. Moreover the US military/intelligence concerted penetration of the media goes back to at least 1951 with President Harry Truman’s creation of Psychological Strategy Board, under the premise that “Wars could not be won through bloodshed but by winning the hearts and minds of people.”

–Forbidden Knowledge TV, full story here.


[Note, I was unable to locate the Hastings article cited here but did find this one, about the CIA and Hollywood. If anybody is aware of additional links to Hastings’ article on this subject, I do hope you will share them here.]

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What They Said: Alan Dershowitz

“The fact that Mueller is opening an investigation on obstruction doesn’t answer the two basic questions. One — can a president be indicted while sitting? And two — can a president be indicted for obstruction — which is simply doing his job, being the head of the executive branch?”
“I think the answer to both of these questions is still going to be no and no.”


[In an interview with Newsmax]

What They Said: Alfieri

He dies in her arms, and Beatrice covers him with her body.

Alfieri, who is in the crowd, turns out to the audience. The lights have gone down, leaving him in a glow, while behind him the dull prayers of the people and the keening of the women continue.


Alfieri: Most of the time now we settle for half and I like it better. But the truth is holy, and even as I know how wrong he was, and his death useless, I tremble, for I confess that something perversely pure calls to me from his memory – not purely good, but himself purely, for he allowed himself to be wholly known and for that I think I will love him more than all my sensible clients. And yet, it is better to settle for half, it must be! And so I mourn him – I admit it – with a certain . . . alarm.



 [A View From The Bridge: Arthur Miller]

What They Said: Gary Ogden

war-symbol“I find myself largely in agreement with these sentiments. Truly frightening that Democrats, at least in California, but Obama is one of these, too, wish total control of every aspect of our lives by government, beginning with the fetus in the womb. The Democrat politicians have become totalitarians, meanwhile our children are very unhealthy, IQ’s are dropping, and not only from fluoride, but from the 72 doses of vaccines they receive, and the Mailman School of Public Health at Columbia University, a real cesspool of pharma corruption, has just confirmed that vaccines cause autism (they don’t admit it, but what causes fever in pregnancy? DTaP and Flu vaccines). What is most disconcerting about public political life today is the vitriol directed by the acolytes of these totalitarians at anyone who questions what they are preaching. They are incapable of civility. They seem to know nothing of science, nothing factual, nothing of history. They appear to be incapable of actual thinking, know not how to use logic and debate, nor seem aware of the rules of basic decency we learned at our mother’s knee. I sometimes wonder if the behavior we see in the young on college campuses and elsewhere is a manifestation of sub-clinical vaccine injury (and acetaminophen and antibiotics and all the other crap they have been shoving into children especially for the past three decades). Things gonna get uglier, as these spoiled, damaged children enter a world without opportunity led by the craven and cowardly.”

–Gary Ogden, in response to this.

Requiem: The End Of Normal

towerThese were the last days of our lives.

These were the days when we discovered that we had no friends, as soon as we developed observations or concerns that did not mirror theirs. Friendships that had held for decades crumbled into dust based on a Facebook post or a single text message.

You could hate Him properly, or expect to lose Them.

Fire, everywhere. Everything was catching fire.

You could not expect to have a proper conversation with anybody. No thoughts could have been fought for, they had to be as instantaneous as they were apparently deep, tethered to something primordial in us all.

Once death began, it became easy.

And soon you were the same way. Old friendships worth no more than a rice paper, or a discarded match, after the  fire was lit, after the arson, the discharge that never sated anybody.

Was it worth it?

Let them, then, kill Him, kill your children, kill you.

Praise them as they finish the job. Tell them they were right all along.

Keep your eyes open to the end, and don’t blame God.

“I don’t know what I’m going to do,” my friend wrote me.

(We were still friends because we saw the same thing in the fire.)

“There’s no way I can buy that those shootings and that fire happened on the same day. I’ve never seen a building burn like that. Never. This is chaos.’

I called him but he did not pick up.



Reflections On The Misogynist Impulse, By Fred Slater

[From a correspondence, June 10, 2017, published with the author’s permission.]

“You know Celia I never had really noticed that type of misogny before, the kind you have mentioned before how men want to correct you, contain your voice, isolate it, a demeaning tone and sometimes outright vicious.
I was only familiar with classic misogny,
Anyway,  mentioning I’m Irish and gay makes sense i suppose, a European liberal homo

They dont believe it’s “hate” though, do they? They think they are correcting you, putting you in your place and scolding you for being an IRRATIONAL woman, you’re an irritance to them, and must be contained.

Your voice is deeply important to me, you are a lone voice in many ways, you understand tone and the individual meaning of words in a way I’ve never come across before.  i was just thinking earlier how journalism has become an art of condemnation, and the tones of condemnation or if not that then an art of smug superiority to anthing that challenges the status quo, peace loving muslims and peace loving liberals who im pretty sure are the majority in both camps are very much in the same situation, they are afriad to speak up, to break the social boundaries that can cause them to be isolated and condemned.”